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Chapter 18 - Chapter 17

Sasha showed up at the estate three days later, entirely unannounced, breezing straight past Benson at the front door like she owned the entire property outright.

"I heard my cousin finally got married," she announced, catching Silveria in the hallway with an expression of pure, unfiltered curiosity, "and I simply had to come see for myself who managed to tame the ice king of Crew Enterprises."

Silveria blinked at the sudden whirlwind of energy standing in front of her. "You're Damien's cousin?"

"Second cousin, technically," Sasha said, waving a dismissive hand through the air. "Nobody in this family bothers doing the math correctly, so we all just say cousin and leave it there without further explanation. I'm Sasha, by the way. You must be Silveria."

"I am," Silveria said, cautiously extending a hand, which Sasha ignored entirely in favor of pulling her into an unexpected, enthusiastic hug instead.

"I know exactly who you are already," Sasha continued, releasing her just as quickly as she'd grabbed her. "Everyone in the entire city knows who you are at this particular point. You've been absolutely everywhere in the papers these past few weeks." She studied Silveria for a long moment, head tilted curiously, something assessing in her bright, sharp eyes. "You don't look remotely like the scheming social climber the tabloids keep insisting you actually are."

"I'm really not," Silveria said, unable to hold back a small laugh at the sheer directness of the observation.

"I figured as much, honestly." Sasha grinned and dropped herself onto the nearest couch without waiting for any kind of proper invitation, kicking her shoes off entirely as though she'd done exactly this a hundred times before in this exact room. "So. Tell me absolutely everything. Is he still as miserable and closed off as he was at Christmas last year, or has marriage softened him even slightly?"

Silveria found herself laughing before she could properly stop it, a real laugh, the first genuinely easy one she'd had since the entire nightmare of the wedding first began weeks earlier. There was something about Sasha's warm, unbothered energy that made the enormous, quiet house feel considerably less like a cage and considerably more like somewhere Silveria might actually manage to properly survive, perhaps even thrive.

"He's complicated," Silveria said, settling into the armchair across from her.

"He's always been complicated," Sasha said knowingly. "Ever since we were children, honestly. But you're still here, aren't you? Still standing, still talking to me like an actual person instead of hiding upstairs sobbing into a pillow somewhere. That says quite a lot, given everything you've apparently been through these past few weeks."

"I've thought about hiding and sobbing more than once, if I'm being properly honest," Silveria admitted.

"Understandable," Sasha said, entirely unbothered by the honesty. "This family has a particular way of making people want to do exactly that. Trust me, I've had my own share of complicated feelings about being related to all this money and all this considerable drama over the years."

"How long have you known Damien?"

"My entire life," Sasha said, something softer entering her expression now. "We used to spend summers together as children, before everything happened with his parents and Amara. He was different back then. Louder. Actually silly, if you can properly believe that about the man you married."

"I'm having a little trouble picturing that particular version of him, honestly."

"Most people would," Sasha said. "The accident changed him completely. Understandably, I suppose, given everything he lost that single night. I just wish, sometimes, that he'd let a little more of that old version of himself back out into the world, instead of burying it so deeply underneath all the business and the careful, practiced control."

Silveria thought of the brief, unexpected glimpse she'd caught at breakfast a few days earlier, the confession about wanting to be an architect, the way his careful mask had slipped for just a few precious moments before sliding firmly back into place. "I think I've seen glimpses of it," she said quietly. "Small ones, here and there."

Something in Sasha's expression shifted at that, curious and visibly pleased all at once. "Have you now," she said, something knowing creeping into her tone. "Interesting."

"It's not what you think."

"I haven't even said what I think yet."

"You were about to," Silveria said, laughing despite the warmth rising steadily in her cheeks.

"Fair enough," Sasha said, grinning wide. "I'll hold my tongue for the moment. But I reserve the right to bring this exact conversation back up at a later date, once there's considerably more evidence to work properly with."

"How did you find out about the wedding, exactly?" Silveria asked, curious. "Did Damien tell you himself?"

"Absolutely not," Sasha said, rolling her eyes. "He would have let me find out from the papers, the same as everyone else, if I hadn't happened to call him about something unrelated and heard it in his voice that something was different. He's a terrible communicator when it comes to anything actually important. Always has been."

"What tipped you off, if not something he said directly?"

"He sounded distracted," Sasha said. "Properly distracted, not his usual business-distracted. I've known that man his entire life, Silveria. I know the difference between him thinking about quarterly earnings and him thinking about something that's actually rattled him."

"And a stranger showing up in his kitchen in the middle of the night counts as rattling?"

"Apparently so," Sasha said, studying her with renewed interest. "Which tells me considerably more about you than anything the tabloids have managed to print so far."

Silveria felt her cheeks warm again at the observation, uncertain how to properly respond. "I don't think I've done anything particularly remarkable," she said finally. "I've mostly just been trying to survive an impossible situation without falling apart entirely."

"That is remarkable," Sasha said firmly. "You'd be surprised how many people in your exact position would have simply collapsed, or run, or made everything considerably worse through panic. You did none of those things. You sat down at his own family's dinner table and made yourself at home among the staff on your very first night here. That takes a particular kind of courage most people don't properly have."

The observation settled warm and unexpected in Silveria's chest. "Thank you," she said softly. "Nobody's really said anything like that to me before."

"Well, get used to hearing it," Sasha said, standing and stretching. "Because I intend to say considerably more of it, now that I've decided you're worth keeping around. Now, where is that miserable cousin of mine? I want to properly witness this transformation everyone's apparently too polite to mention directly to my face."

She found Damien in his study minutes later, and Silveria, trailing behind, watched with genuine amusement as Sasha launched immediately into an enthusiastic, teasing interrogation that left even Damien's careful composure visibly rattled within the first two minutes of conversation.

"You didn't even call me," Sasha said, dropping into the chair across from his desk without invitation. "Your own cousin, and I found out you got married from a phone call about something entirely unrelated. That's genuinely pathetic, Damien, even by your standards."

"I've had considerable other matters occupying my attention," Damien said, though something almost defensive entered his tone.

"Considerable other matters like your entire wedding day going sideways?" Sasha pressed, unrelenting. "You could have at least warned me before I found out from the woman herself, standing in your own hallway."

"Would advance warning have changed anything?"

"No," Sasha admitted, "but I would have felt considerably less foolish walking in here completely unprepared."

Damien's eyes flicked briefly to Silveria, something almost apologetic in his expression. "I'm sorry," he said, and Silveria could tell the words were meant as much for Sasha as an acknowledgment of his own poor communication. "It's been a considerably chaotic few weeks."

"I can imagine," Sasha said, softening slightly. "I'm not truly angry, you understand. Simply making a point. I do actually want to know how you're doing, underneath all the business and the careful control you insist on maintaining at all times."

Something shifted in Damien's expression at that, guarded but not entirely closed off. "I'm managing," he said finally.

"That's not an answer, and you know it."

"It's the only answer I currently have," he said, something almost helpless entering his usually composed voice.

Sasha studied him carefully for a long moment, then glanced meaningfully at Silveria, something knowing passing across her face before she turned back to her cousin. "Well," she said, standing, "whatever's happening here, I approve. You look considerably less like a man carrying the entire weight of the world alone than you did at Christmas."

"I'm not carrying anything differently than before."

"Sure you are," Sasha said breezily, already heading toward the door. "You're just too stubborn to properly notice it yet. I'll leave you two to whatever this is. Silveria, you have my number now. Call me anytime you need rescuing from this brooding menace, or simply want proper company that isn't quite so allergic to expressing genuine emotion."

She swept out of the study with the same energy she'd swept in with, leaving Damien and Silveria alone in the sudden quiet that followed.

"She's a lot," Silveria said, unable to hide her smile.

"She's always been a lot," Damien said, something fond entering his voice despite his earlier discomfort. "I'm sorry if she overwhelmed you."

"I liked her," Silveria said honestly. "She's the first genuinely warm thing that's happened since I arrived here, besides Rosa."

Something in Damien's expression softened at that. "I'm glad," he said quietly. "She's important to me, even when she's teasing me relentlessly about my own poor communication skills."

"Was she right? About you looking less burdened than usual?"

He considered the question seriously. "Perhaps," he admitted. "I hadn't properly noticed it myself, if I'm being honest with you."

"I noticed it too," Silveria said softly. "For what that's worth."

Something passed between them in the quiet study then, warm and unspoken, and Silveria found herself thinking, not for the first time that week, that whatever careful boundaries they'd both agreed to at the very start of this strange arrangement were growing increasingly difficult to properly maintain with each passing day.

"Dinner tonight?" Damien asked, breaking the comfortable silence. "Properly, I mean. Not simply passing each other in the hallway."

"I'd like that," she said, meaning it more than she probably should have, and left his study with something warm and hopeful settled quietly in her chest, carrying it with her for the rest of the afternoon like a small, precious thing she wasn't yet ready to examine too closely.

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