A/N...18+ ⚠️...This Chapter is completely of night. Skip it if you are uncomfortable. Will add next chapter soon.
Jay pov :
Wedding should have been the crowning night of my life, a celebration of everything we've accomplished over the past few years of my life .
Instead,I spent the eternity of it replaying that afternoon in my head.
The memory of my kiss with Keifer stayed with me through dessert ,as did the phantom brush of his touch .
With one zip of my dress ,he'd awoken more heat in me than any of my previous sex toys had .
I'd suppressed it during dinner, but the heat blossomed again as the bedroom door closed behind us .
We hadn't spoken since the dinner ended ,but the mere anticipation of what could happen rasped against my skin as surely a calloused touch .
The air hummed with breathlessness as Keifer walked to the dresser , his lean powerful form slicing through the darkness like a freshly honed blade through the silk .
Blood roared in my ears and drowned out everything except my heartbeats and the soft rustle of his movements.
" You don't have any other commitments or wedding ritual tonight,I presume." His tone was relaxed ,but when he turned ,his eyes soldered with so much heat I thought I would combust from the sheer intensity of it .
An electric current tied our gazes together as he removed his cufflinks with slow, deliberate preciseness that made my mouth go dry.
Rough hands .
Whiskey eyes .
Control
" No"
The whisper drifted down and tightened my nipples into hard ,aching points .
My lungs barely expanded with my attempts to inhale and exhale.
" Good" clink clink . The sound of his cufflinks hitting the silver tray echoed in the dark and throbbed low in my belly , " Take of your dress Jasper jean ."
His deceptively soft command burned up all the oxygen in the room and set every molecule of my body ablaze .
My breaths shallowed .
This was it
The fork on the road.
I held Keifer's gaze as I reached behind me .
A minute later , my dress pooled around my feet in a puddle of white silk .
No bra. No accessories, just a tiny scrap of underwear and a heart beating too fast .
Keifer's expression didn't shift.
Standing there bared and open to him, I would've him unmoved had it not been for his eyes. Black pupils swallowed amber as he closed the distance between us ,and the closer he got ,the hotter I burned .
" Tell me." The tiny glide of his finger over my hip was enough to send my pulse into overdrive.
" Do U want sex ,or do U want to be fucked ?"
My thighs involuntarily clenched at the way he said fucked .
It was the dark purr of predator toying with its prey, making them beg for their own destruction before it pounced .
The only difference was , I didn't feel like prey.
I had a choice, and I'd never felt more powerful.
Moisture gathered between my thighs .I was so wet I could feel it slicking my skin , but I was still half tempted to take the safe route .
To have easy ordinary sex where I didn't have to be bare any part of my self except my body .
My mind warred with every other part of me for control.
Do U want sex,or do U want to be.
Fucked? .
I'd kept my desires caged for so long ,but perhaps it was finally time I set them free.
I didn't want soft kisses or gentle caresses.
I wanted skin and blood .
I wanted nails scratching down his back and bruises on my hip.
The commands. The release. The oblivion.
I wanted it all
" I want to be fucked." My whisper was barely audible.
" I can't hear you." His fingers glided over the dampness of my panties and I fought back a moan at the delicious friction .
Embrassment and lust blazed through me in equal measure
" I want to be fucked," I repeated .
Stronger this time ,more confident,but it wasn't enough.
" Louder ,wifey. Use your voice." His voice Hardened,his words pitilies .
" Tell me what you want" .
He pressed a firm thumb to my clit ,his touch as brutal as his command. White hot sensation sparked through me and drowned out of my embrassment.
" I want to be fucked! " The words exploded out of me ,raw and filtered,followed by a needy moan when Keifer rubbed his thumb over me.
His smile wa a that of a dangerously seductive monster promising all sorts of filthy deeds , " that's wht I thought."
He tore my underwear off with one sharp tug before his mouth crashed over mine, swallowing my gasp and ensuing moan when he fisted my hair hard enough to make my eyes water
The hard tug arrowed my core like there was an electric wire directly linking the two .My scalp throbbed in rhythm with my clit , and my mind was so clouded by desire I didn't noticed we'd moved until my back hit the bed.
I watched Keifer shed his clothes, reveling board ,sculpted shoulders and a sexy V-cut led down to his...
Oh my god .
My mouth dried at the sight of his cock . Long,thick and hard with a bred of percum glistening at its tip. It was so big tht I involuntarily clenched at the thought of it filling me .
The matters dipped beneath his weight ,as his thumb found my clit again , circling and stroking until it was swallown and needy and begging for more .
" How would U like to be fucked, darling?" He kept his thumb on my clit and pushed a finger inside me, working it deeper with each movement.
A whimper clawed up my throat as my body lit beneath his erotic manipulations." On your back and spread wide, or on all fours taking every inch of my cock in tht tight little pussy?" .
Had I not been lost in the haze of lust ,I might've been embrassed by his filthy words.
But I was far too gone , and Keifer was the only wan I'd even truly fantasized about.
He was every dark thing tht couldn't be whispered and dirty deeds that I secretly craved.
" Both". More whimpers poured out when he worked another finger inside me and pumped both in and out -- slowly at first,then faster and faster untill he found a rhythm that made my head spin .
" As hard as you can " .
I heard a groan , followed by a harsh command.
" Get on your hands and knees."
I did as I told. The cool air brushed my sentizued sex as I turned and positioned myself on all fours .I was drenched, dripping all down my thighs and probably ruining rhe sheets before we even started.
I heard the faint rip of foil before the heat of Keifer's body envelopeed me. He fisted my hair with one hand and gripped my hip with other hard enough to buries .
" Remember...." I let out. Small cry when he yanked my head back until his mouth was next to my ear the head of his cock slid against my slick entrance, until I practically panting with anticipation." You wanted it hard".
He released my hair ,pushed my face down on the pillow,and slammed into me with a single powerful thrust.
I let out a small cry .I was wet enough that he slides in easily ,but he was so big it was almost painfully.
Pain warred with pleasure as my eyes watered and my inner muscles stretched to their max
"Fuck, you're tight." Another, more guttural gorean " that's it sweetheart.you can take it "
Keifer helid on tight to my hips and stroked his thumbs over the curve of my ass in soothing sweeps while I struggled to accommodate his size .
My breaths came out it soft pants .I was impossiblely full,but gradually,the pain subsided and gave way to delicious pressure.
My teeth unclenched enough for a low moan to slip out.
I pushed back at him , desperate for more.
More friction, more movement, more anything.
I heard a chuckle, followed by a soft " good girl"
Then Keifer slammed into me again,this time with such a viciousness it knocked the breath out of my lungs .
I sequeled ,my mind blanking at the sudden, forceful invasion. Dark pleasure burst through me, and I barely had time to catch my breath before he started moving again .
One hand stayed on my hip while the other pressed against my back of my neck , forcing my face deeper into the pillow.
Rough hands .
Savage strokes
A punishing,cranial rhythm that coaxed moan after moan out of my mouth.
" You feel so fucking good," Keifer grunted. " It's like your pussy was made for me . Every fucking inch ."
He withdrew so just the tip of his cock remind inside me ,paused ,theb plunged back in with one brutral thrust . Again and again ,until the headboard banged again the wall and drowned out my muffled squeals and whimpers.
Tears and drool soaked my pillow as Keifer pounded me mercilessly.
It wasn't sex it was pure ,hard fucking....and it was exactly what I wanted.
I didn't want gentle.ibwanted passion in it rawest form. I wanted the oblivion that came with pleasure and the knowledge that no matter wht form that pleasure came in, I could trust a person delivering not to hurt me.
Because as rough as Keifer was I'd feel safer.
Another cry fell from my lips when he wrapped his fist around my hair and yanked my head back again.
" You are dripping all over my cock , sweetheart. Look at you ."
He swept his thumb over my damp cheek .I was a mess ,my face streaked with tears and my body trembling with lust. " An angle about to cum from being fucked like a whore."
And electric shiver moved through my entrie body at his words.
" Please ," I sobbed. '" I need -- I can't -- please ..." .I didn't know wht U was begging for . For release,for him to go harder, for this to never end .
All I knew was he was the only one who could give it to me.
" Please.wht ? " Keifer kept one hand fisted in my hair while he reached his other around my sentizued sex .
Keifer's thumb circled my clit with maddening precision—slow at first, then faster, firmer, building the tension like a coiled spring. My body arched into his touch instinctively, chasing that sweet friction.
He leaned down over me again, his hot breath fanning across my neck as he growled, "Say it. Say exactly what you need."
I whimpered—broken and desperate—my voice trembling with every ragged breath.
"Please… make me come… I want to come on your cock…"
A dark chuckle rumbled from his chest—the sound of pure dominance satisfied—and then suddenly he slammed back into me hard enough to shake the bed frame off its hinges.
The pace turned brutal. Relentless. Each thrust hit deep—a punishing rhythm meant only for one purpose: pushing me straight toward ecstasy.
Hands gripping my hips like iron bands now instead of soothing thumbs; sweat-slicked skin slapped together in obscene rhythm; moans muffled by pillows or swallowed by kisses when Keifer dipped down between pounding strokes.
The intensity finally softened—just slightly—as Keifer felt my body go pliant beneath him, completely spent. My breathing was shallow, uneven with exhaustion and the afterglow of multiple overwhelming releases.
He slowed his movements gradually, then gently pulled out before lowering himself beside me. Without a word—rare for him—he reached over and turned off the bedside lamp, plunging us into quiet darkness.
Then he did something even rarer: he gathered me into his arms like I was something fragile instead of fierce. His strong embrace wrapped around my back as he pressed a soft kiss to my forehead—the kind only given when love speaks louder than lust.
I nuzzled instinctively against his chest—the steady thump-thump of his heart lulling me further toward sleep—and within minutes…
My eyelids grew heavy.
Too heavy.
And just like that…
We both slipped under—the heat between us cooled to warmth,
the passion replaced by peaceful breath,
and we slept… tangled together in silence.