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Chapter 87 - PART 87 — The Way You Learn To Live Without Them Three Years Ago

The bus didn't stop.

It kept moving.

And with every kilometer—

her past faded.

Not erased.

Never erased.

Just…

pushed behind.

Pixel sat by the window.

Her phone—

switched off.

Not because she didn't want to turn it on.

But because she couldn't.

Because one message—

one call—

would have been enough—

to make her go back.

And she knew that.

So she chose silence.

Over weakness.

The New City

Everything felt unfamiliar.

New streets.

New people.

New air.

No one knew her.

No one recognized her.

No one asked about her past.

And for the first time—

that felt safe.

The Beginning Wasn't Easy

She didn't land in comfort.

No luxury.

No support system.

Just a small rented room.

A basic job.

And a quiet life.

The room was simple.

One bed.

One table.

One window.

That's it.

But she didn't complain.

Because she didn't come here for comfort.

She came here—

to survive.

The First Nights

The first few nights—

were the hardest.

Because when everything became quiet—

her mind didn't.

It went back.

To him.

To the way he said her name.

To the way he held her hand.

To the way he looked at her—

like she mattered.

💔

She turned to the other side.

Closed her eyes tightly.

"…Stop," she whispered.

But memories—

don't listen.

The Rule She Made

After a few days—

she made a rule.

Don't think about him.

Simple.

Impossible.

But she tried.

She kept herself busy.

Work.

Learning.

Improving.

Again.

Again.

Again.

Because just like him—

she understood something.

If she stopped—

she would feel everything.

The Growth

Months passed.

Then more.

And slowly—

she changed.

Not completely.

But enough.

She got better at her work.

Better at handling things.

More confident.

More independent.

People noticed.

"She's fast."

"She learns quickly."

"She doesn't give up."

But no one knew—

why.

The Truth Behind Her Strength

She wasn't strong—

because life was easy.

She was strong—

because she had no choice.

Because going back—

was never an option.

The Scholarship — Still Her Anchor

She didn't lose it.

She didn't let anyone take it away.

Because she stayed away.

Kept her distance.

Kept her promise.

Even when it hurt.

Ketty — The Only Connection

Sometimes—

she talked to Ketty.

Not daily.

Not always.

But enough.

And every time—

there was one thing—

they never talked about.

Him.

Because they both knew—

once that topic started—

it wouldn't stop.

The Nights Never Changed

No matter how strong she became—

nights stayed the same.

Quiet.

Heavy.

Honest.

Because no matter how tired she was—

no matter how busy her day was—

there wasn't a single night—

in three years—

where she didn't think about him.

💔

The Dreams

She saw him.

Standing there.

Looking at her.

Waiting.

Always waiting.

"Why did you leave?" he would ask.

And she never answered.

Because even in dreams—

she didn't know.

The Reality She Accepted

She didn't hate him.

She didn't blame him.

She didn't regret him.

She just…

accepted it.

That he belonged in a different world.

That she wasn't part of it.

That what they had—

was never meant to last.

But One Thing Never Changed

She never replaced him.

Never tried to.

Never forced herself to move on.

Because for her—

this wasn't something temporary.

It wasn't just a phase.

It was real.

And real things—

don't disappear easily.

Three Years Later — Now

Pixel stood in front of the mirror.

Different city.

Different life.

But the same eyes.

Calm.

Strong.

And somewhere—

still holding something.

She adjusted her bag.

Checked her schedule.

Prepared for another day.

Because now—

she had built something.

A life.

Her life.

Without him.

The Silent Truth

She wasn't broken.

She wasn't weak.

She wasn't waiting.

But she wasn't over it either.

Because some people—

don't leave your life.

They just stop being part of it.

A Random Moment

That day—

someone mentioned his name.

Casually.

"Did you hear about Stephan Malhotra?"

Her hand paused.

Just for a second.

"CEO now."

"His company is huge."

"Crazy success story."

She didn't react.

Didn't ask.

Didn't show anything.

But inside—

something moved.

The Thought She Never Says Out Loud

He's doing well.

A small smile appeared.

Soft.

Almost invisible.

Good.

Because no matter what—

she still wanted that.

For him.

Ending Hook

Because sometimes—

you don't stop loving someone.

You just learn—

how to live without them.

And the hardest part?

Both of them were doing the same thing.

In different cities.

Under different skies.

But with the same memory

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