JAY'S POV:
I walked inside the house then I faint murmuring voices from there. I looked at their faces which carried mix expressions—surpriseed, confused and guilt, probably.
"Is that jay jay?"
"She is here!"
"Uff taught she got kidnapped again"
"We were worried about you"
Tsk Worried? my ass😒
"Hey..Jay, are you fine?"Cin asked in a voice of concern, I suppose.
But I ignored and walked past him then I saw the faces of those two which I never wanted to see- 'The King of Ulupongus' and my so called
'Fiancé'.
I looked at keifer, his eyes were dark and cold so I quickly diverted my gaze.
It still hurts, damn it
"Jay where were you!?" Kuya Angelo spoke, I turned my head to see—Lola, Tita, Aries,yuri,keifer, and Section E. Then tita Gema rushed towards me and pulled me into a tight hug and I hugged her back.
She pulled back and asked me "Are you alright anak?", "I'm fine tita" I said smiling softly. She always took care of me like a mother but my so-called mother kept on finding new husbands.
I think that Andy is her 5th I guess…
"You didn't answer my question yet!"
Kuya angelo yelled, before I could answer someone placed a hand on my shoulder I turned to see Percy.
"Are you fine jay?" he asked, I nodded and looked at the rest
"I was with him" I pointed towards Percy.
"What the fuck!, your alive?" Aries asked he looked disbeliefed and confused. "Yep I'm very much alive, fit and of course handsome as ever"he answered back and didn't forget to mention his handsomeness 🤦♀️
Everyone's gaze shifted to Percy now. "Kuya? Are you really here?" It was Felix, his voice holding sad emotion. "How are you little brother? Did you miss me?" Percy answered voice filled with love for his sibling .
"What do you mean?" Mama asked, she turned towards him "Excuse me? May I know who you are?"mama asked irritably.
"Sorry…where are my manners ?"he extended his hand towards mama "I'm Percy Ray Mariano, son of Reycee Mariano."
Mama's expression changed, she immediately grabbed my arm and yanked me close to her. I struggled to pull away, which made her frown deeper. "Why are you with him? What do you want from my daughter?" Mama asked angrily.
Percy just smiled "I just wanted to spend time with my sister and-" his eyes diverted to those three "my friends" There jaw clenched. He then looked at me "Jay I'll be going now, I need to clear things up" he said looking at them.
I looked at him saying not to go, right then he answered "please..call if you need anything I'll come back soon little sistha!" He said assuring with a warm smile while patting my head softly. Then he left followed by Aries, David and those two idiots.
I looked around spotting Sec E, anger surge into me "why the hell are you still here? LEAVE!" I told them with cold-anger voice, they looked at me with sadness and guilt.
Stop looking at me with those fake emotions that I would believe again.
"Jay Jay is this the way you talk to your classmates? They were wondering about you anak" Lola said with a disappointed face.
Thank god she didn't use the word 'Friends'
I ignored and looked at mama asking her a question that would shook her
"Am I an illegitimate child?" In a cold tone.
Her face paled, and everyone's eyes widened except for those Ulupongus, I know they were confused and shocked but i don't care anymore of how or what they think.
"Jay what are you saying? And who told you that?" She asked while walking towards m, her face twisted in anger.
"It doesn't matter anymore, so tell the truth..am I an illegitimate child?"
I demanded, my voice risen slightly.
A slap landed on my cheek and my face turned to to the side.
"Don't you dare talk to me like that" she shouted. A gasp escaped from everyone's mouth.
I turned my attention towards mama again, tears fell from my eyes I kept my gaze locked onto her "answer me…is it true?" I repeated.
"O-of course not..Jay w-who told you that..?" she stammered. I stayed quiet looking at her with cold teary eyes then she gripped my arm tightly, I tried to pull free but her grip only tightened.
"Jeana.." Tita Gema tried to calm her down.
"ANSWER ME!" She shouted
"Percy told me!" I shouted back "he said I'm an illegitimate child!" I answered defiantly.
"What else?" She asked but I stayed quiet. "WHAT ELSE!?" She demanded by she gripped her nails into my skin making the pain worst.
It hurts!😢
"Jeana, you're hurting the child" Tita tried to stop her but she ignored her
Tears streaming down to my face.
"I'm fed up with you, why won't you answer my question!?" She shouted
Suddenly she grabbed by chin squeezed it tightly, I felt trapped.
"Jeana…she's struggling leave her "
Lola tried to convince but mama interrupted "stay out of this!, it's a discussion between a mother and daughter."
"Were you really a mother to me?" I asked mockingly.
A sharp slap landed on my cheek again. "Jeana..that's enough"tita tried to stop while crying.
" Why are you being so disrespectful to me again? I have been trying to fix things between us but you won't even give me a chance" she yelled
I didn't answer, I just let her continue
"My do you always make things hard for me!?"
Really, now it's my fault?
"Why did you have to be my mother?" I muttered almost like a whisper
"JAY JAY" Kuya Angelo scolded me
I expected another slap but when I looked at her my with cold gaze saw tears in her eyes, she looked shocked at my words but I felt nothing.
"Jay jay…don't talk to your mother like that" he ordered in a firm voice but I ignored him my gaze never left from mama
"Why? What did I deserve to be your daughter? A curse!" Another slap but this time it's from Lola. My cheek went completely numb, I fell on the floor from that impact.
"Lola.." kuya called out, his voice filled with concern.
"How dare you talk back to the people who gave you a life to you…YOUR MOTHER!" Lola scolded with disappointment. Kuya tried to calm Lola down, Tita Gema was crying, the Ulupongus were stunned and mama cried silently.
But I didn't stop there.
"Did I ever asked for this life?" I tilted my head up questioning them.
"A life with just anger, sadness and pain?…HUH?" Tears fell from my eyes, I just felt tired and divested.
"Ja..Jay" tita Gema tried to console me but i refused to stop now.
I pointed at her "you asked me what?…'making things harder for me?' Right?" I said, I stood up directly looking at her.
"Then what did you do as a mother?tell me—"
"JAY!" Kuya tried interrupted but I didn't stop.
"Where were you when I was hungry? Where were you when I was crying? Where were you when I was hurt? Where were you when I was ill?
Where were you while I was being abused by your husbands? Where were you when I needed you the most? WHERE!…It's because of you I have anxiety, traumas, nightmares and my stupidity blood phobia—
IT'S ALL YOU!!!" I yelled while crying.
Everyone around me went silent.Tita Gema started crying while covering her mouth, Lola sat on the chair while her hands trembled , Kuya Angelo's eyes widened but stayed quiet, Ulupongus were quiet as well with shook expressions and mama—just stared at me with disbelief, hurt and guilt.
"I-I..just can't, I do..don't want to stay he..here anymore, I-i can't do this!"
I ran away, I could hear them calling me from behind but I didn't stop.
I just ran with my full speed, I don't know where I'm going but I needed to escape from this…this hell.
It hurts..it hurts damn so much , I can't take it anymore.My family, No one will helped me,no one will saveed me or understand me,
they think I'm a burden.
And those snakes and their king —They never accepted me nor loved me. I was just their plan, their game.
Those happy loving memories with them were all fake, all lies.
And keifer I loved him unconditionally but in return he broke me.
I stopped at my track, I didn't realize was in middle of the road. I tilted my head to see a full moon at night sky, my eyes blurred with my tears.
Everything was a lie…I wish—
I wish, I would lose all my painful memories💔
Atleast it would hurt less, right?
(A/N: But fate listened in the cruelest way possible)
Then I Heard a truck coming at my way from behind, before I could react—it hit me.
Then everything around me went dark.
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A/N: hey pookies🎀
This is the longest chapter I have written then the previous ones so far.
I added more emotions and depth into this chapter to understand jay's pain and her wish.
So please guys comment!, tell me how the chapter was. I'll be waiting for your review and suggestions😭
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