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Chapter 206 - Chapter 206 : The Weight of Being Needed

Peace had a strange way of creating problems that never existed during war.

Not dangerous problems.

Not enemies.

Not disasters.

Just things Kaien Veyr never expected to face.

During the years of conflict, life had always been simple. Someone attacked, he fought back. A city was threatened, he protected it. Humanity stood on the brink of extinction, and he carried whatever burden was necessary to pull it back.

There had always been a clear objective.

Now there wasn't.

The world was healing.

Cities were growing.

Children were being born into a future untouched by war.

And somehow that made Kaien more uncomfortable than any battlefield ever had.

The realization came during a routine visit to one of the new settlements being built beyond Novaris. The city was still under construction, with workers moving materials through unfinished streets while engineers coordinated the final stages of several residential districts. It was nothing unusual. Kaien had visited dozens of places like this over the past two years.

What caught his attention wasn't the city itself.

It was a wall.

A large wall near the central plaza.

At first he barely paid attention to it. Then he noticed dozens of people gathered nearby.

Children.

Families.

Workers.

They were painting something.

Curious, Kaien approached.

The moment people noticed him, they immediately stepped aside respectfully.

And then he saw it.

A mural.

One stretching nearly the entire length of the plaza.

It depicted humanity's history.

The Collapse.

The rise of the Manifestations.

The endless wars.

The final battle.

And at the center of everything—

him.

Kaien stared silently.

The painted version of himself towered over the battlefield, holding a spear of golden light while darkness shattered around him.

The figure was enormous.

Absurdly enormous.

Far larger than the buildings surrounding it.

Far larger than reality.

He stared for several moments before finally speaking.

"Why am I so tall?"

The question was so unexpected that several nearby workers looked confused.

Nyra, standing beside him, immediately started laughing.

Lyss covered her mouth to hide her own smile.

Kaien continued staring at the mural.

"I'm taller than the city."

A painter nearby awkwardly scratched the back of his head.

"It looked better that way."

Kaien looked at him.

The man suddenly seemed terrified.

Fortunately, Kaien simply sighed.

"I see."

The poor painter looked relieved enough to collapse.

The visit continued afterward, but something about the mural lingered in Kaien's mind.

It wasn't the first one he had seen.

Actually—

it wasn't even close.

Over the next few weeks he started noticing them everywhere.

Paintings.

Memorials.

Stories.

Monuments.

Everywhere he traveled, people had somehow found ways to immortalize him.

The situation became significantly worse when he discovered statues existed.

Large ones.

Very large ones.

The discovery happened during a High Council meeting.

The topic itself had nothing to do with monuments.

They were discussing transportation infrastructure when someone casually mentioned a newly completed memorial district.

Kaien didn't think much about it.

Until he heard his own name.

"...What memorial district?"

The room became suspiciously quiet.

That immediately worried him.

Several council members suddenly became interested in their documents.

Others avoided eye contact entirely.

Kaien narrowed his eyes.

"What memorial district?"

After several uncomfortable moments, Orion finally answered.

"The one near East Dominion."

Kaien waited.

"...And?"

Orion sighed.

"...There's a statue."

"A statue."

"Yes."

"Of me."

"Yes."

"How large?"

Orion remained silent.

That silence answered everything.

Kaien slowly closed his eyes.

The meeting somehow became even worse after that.

Within the next twenty minutes he learned several schools had been named after him.

Three cities had built monuments.

A public holiday was being discussed.

Someone had attempted naming an entire settlement after him.

And apparently there were books being written already.

Kaien spent the remainder of the meeting questioning every life decision that had led him to this point.

When he returned home that evening, Nyra and Lyss immediately noticed something was wrong.

Not dangerous wrong.

Just deeply annoyed wrong.

The moment he sat down, Nyra smiled knowingly.

"You found out."

Kaien stared at her.

"There are statues."

"There are."

"There are multiple statues."

"There are."

"There are schools."

"There are."

Kaien rubbed his forehead.

"Humanity has lost its mind."

That finally caused Lyss to laugh.

"They're grateful."

Kaien looked toward her.

"I didn't do any of this for statues."

"We know."

"I didn't do it for recognition."

"We know."

"I certainly didn't do it so people could build giant versions of me in public squares."

Nyra laughed again.

Unfortunately she couldn't argue against that point.

The room gradually became quiet afterward.

The irritation faded.

Something more thoughtful replaced it.

Kaien leaned back in his chair and stared out toward the city lights beyond the balcony.

After several moments, he finally spoke.

"I don't understand it."

Neither Nyra nor Lyss interrupted.

They simply listened.

"I was just doing what needed to be done."

His voice remained calm.

Honest.

"When people were in danger, I fought."

"When humanity needed help, I helped."

"When there was no other option, I took responsibility."

He looked down at his hands.

"I don't understand why people act like that makes me special."

The twins exchanged a glance.

Then Nyra moved closer.

"Because you're looking at it from your perspective."

Kaien looked at her.

She pointed toward the city beyond the balcony.

"But imagine their perspective."

He remained silent.

Listening.

"Most people alive today wouldn't be here without you."

The statement wasn't exaggerated.

It wasn't praise.

It was simply true.

"The families rebuilding their homes."

"The children going to school."

"The people opening businesses."

"The people making plans for the future."

Nyra's voice softened.

"They have those things because someone fought to protect them."

Kaien looked away.

For some reason hearing it stated that simply felt heavier than any monument.

Lyss spoke next.

"There's another reason too."

He glanced toward her.

"This time people know."

The words immediately struck deeper than she intended.

Because she was right.

Karna had died misunderstood.

History eventually remembered him, but he never saw it.

Never experienced it.

Never witnessed the respect people would one day hold for him.

Arin had protected his world too.

Then died before truly seeing what happened afterward.

But Kaien—

Kaien was alive.

For the first time, he was witnessing the future he had helped create.

And honestly...

he didn't know how to handle it.

A few days later, another event forced that realization even further.

He was visiting one of Novaris's educational districts when a teacher approached him carrying a stack of papers.

At first he assumed they were reports.

Instead, she handed him essays.

Student essays.

Confused, Kaien accepted them.

"What are these?"

The teacher smiled.

"I asked my students what kind of future they wanted."

Curious, Kaien began reading.

The first child wanted to become a doctor.

The second wanted to explore the world beyond the settlements.

Another wanted to become an architect.

Another wanted to study history.

Another wanted to become a musician.

Page after page.

Dream after dream.

Future after future.

As he continued reading, something slowly became apparent.

Not a single child mentioned war.

Not one.

No soldiers.

No battlefields.

No survival.

Just life.

Normal life.

The teacher watched him quietly.

Then she spoke.

"Most of them were born near the end of the war."

Kaien looked up.

A gentle smile appeared on her face.

"They don't remember it."

For some reason those words hit harder than anything else he had heard recently.

They don't remember it.

Not because it wasn't important.

Not because people forgot.

But because they never had to experience it.

Because someone had made sure they wouldn't.

Kaien finished reading the final essay.

Then slowly looked out through the classroom window.

Children were playing outside.

Laughing.

Arguing.

Running.

Living.

None of them carried the fears his generation had grown up with.

None of them expected war tomorrow.

None of them believed survival was the only purpose of life.

And suddenly—

everything made sense.

The reconstruction.

The responsibility.

The leadership.

The endless work.

The burden.

It had never been about rebuilding cities.

It had never been about politics.

It had never even been about winning the war.

It was about this.

Giving humanity a future where children could dream about becoming musicians instead of soldiers.

That night, Kaien returned home carrying the essays with him.

Nyra noticed immediately.

"You stole schoolwork."

"I borrowed it."

"That's somehow worse."

Lyss took one of the pages and began reading.

A small smile appeared on her face.

For the rest of the evening, the three of them sat together reading children's dreams about the future.

Simple dreams.

Ordinary dreams.

Beautiful dreams.

And for the first time since becoming humanity's leader, Kaien stopped questioning why he had accepted the responsibility.

Because he finally understood something.

The war was over.

But his purpose wasn't.

He wasn't protecting humanity from destruction anymore.

He was protecting the future they were finally free to build.

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