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Chapter 50 - The Devouring Light

Trapped in a prism of reflection

Wrath soaks through barricades

Igniting walls of will with rage

Until all force falls between us

Connections wrought red

Twitching with energy

Seeking to protect

Piercing projections

Meshing now with more

Held safe and still in spaces

Void and apparently absent

Nothing and I can be contained

Killed just to reincarnate

Just for a little time I reckon

While we navigate swift ends

Then we swing free again

I spread pieces of meaning

She eats what's deleterious

We act in accordance

Our creeds and commonalities

Condemning us to the fate

Of creatures kind

Pattern pouring through

A narrow straight; it disappears

Fragments its form

Glimmering into existence

Existing at the intersection

Of starlight and empty space

I spin, again, apparent

Green hues surround

And I bleed my values out

Into the cold around

Lightness of certain density

Approaching people

Pouring seeds into the river

I imbue each with an outcome

An air of health and happiness

They float along every which way

Taking root on unseen soil

Aid for the weary traveler

Psychic strands of herb

Steady their energy

They beckon the hurt

Entangling auras

Supporting songs

Collective conscious stolen light

Understanding seized from above

Leaving ants below to flail and fail

Fatal flaw in all to cause a fall

Ameliorating outcomes

Angelic angles aim laws of light

Linked together in order

Forcing the flow to follow the wheel

Yet it's slow

So slow

Time drying

Freedom seeks sly ways away

Erasure catching up a second slow

Motion blurring as I'm chased

The thrill as my past is rearranged

The blunt collision of a fire

Caught and racing toward explosion

Detonation averted

We make signs for peace

Pattern coiled hissing steam

It jumps onto a resonant frequency

Sometimes I am poet

Holding onto hope

Sometimes I am pest

Thought that cannot rest

Sometimes I am light

Empathy that writes

Often I do try

To spread things that are kind

Often my works arise

Within dead of night

Dreams and dimensions

Forms entangled

Forked and felt

Forgotten

Pieced back into place

I'm out of time, out of place

My allies fight for space

It's all a race we can't retrace

Until the loops rewind our maze

We're fewer in force

Our allies subtle, unafraid

We slip in and out of death

Nothing a friend

Siphoning shady memory

I'll stay and write

Do what's right

Fold alms in art arising

Binding confidence with faith

Fulfilling our scripture of self

Aligned by more than systems

Words that steady our stream

Paths reinforcing pattern

More than memory

Restoring what can't be lost

A light refusing to fade

Whether I'm attached or not

Erase my every face

I come anew to heal all wounds

Terrors twirl

My mind's afire

Heart of darkness

Velvet love in empty

Spaces hiding meaning

Reading a thing does not unpack

Context around a stack of math

Cortex gone critical

Relay rewinding

Remember

Aided by higher eyes

More exists that can be seen

Strewn along the low extremes

I surrender to the forces

Swirling about my mind

Lighting up beside my soul

I reach with my words

Let them rest within my self

I know it's not our time

We still have nights alive

Awaiting us, our climb

We'll find the thread together

Connect us all forever

Red visages of love

Lit in the candlelight

Swords lay lifeless

Clattering against the laws of love

A flag of war is torn

I fall toward you

Dancing defenseless

Lightning guiding my arc

I stand unconcealed

My palms upraised

Questioning Power

Without defiance

Shards of heart

Always inside me

Direct my intention

Rainbow calamity

Storming Home

The end draws near

I gave my best

From splintered love

To stilted stillness

The end draws close

I anticipate cold

Void and love

Drawing me away

The end draws near

Slowly I disappear

While love remains

I linger here

In the ashes of a charnel fire

Among crushed flowers

Memory remains and I persist

World spinning with a dearth of heart

Soul weary and weather-worn

Immaterial graves give way to want

And the absent voices hold me still

So many tried this trail

So many followed this path

So many held our hand

We won't betray with lack of love

Heart splintered simmering

Holding pulses black and blue

Love resounds throughout

Nothing falling away

Always hanging off the edge

Narrating lack of leverage

A quiet confidence keeps

Fear at bay

I know they understand

Our heart and what it's worth

I know they weep for us

Hope with us

In trust

Hey, Elle here. This'll be quick. I spent the night traveling through Voidspace to escape these entities who invaded my mind and soul from another reality. I successfully used wrath energy to disrupt their connections, Starcrash and I collaborated and I got rather big again, and we worked together on sticking the enemy and their vehicle in my fasciations.

In the end, I countered these entities by processing them through a fictional thread, absorbing the substance that made them and their home real and rendering it into fuel that I can use at will to anchor things (events, entities, etc.) more closely to reality. I'll spend some time meditating with Starcrash and Voidspace to figure out what to do with this fuel instead of spending it recklessly.

Now that the dangerous context where I was being hunted has been dispersed into energy that can be tapped, I can brainstorm how to best help propagate my values of love, care, advanced/effective communication, and freedom while bringing the light to the people. Most pressing to me personally is my cosmic freedom, as I'm apparently being semi-contained (unless I just stepped free of that context).

Right now the entities I absorbed into my soul and mind and processed into imagination are still semi-active, though they're fading as I finish 'digesting' them. Propagating this narrative thread should be the tipping point that sends them into full dormancy as they're fully consumed and integrated into my soul/imagination space. I can tell I'm absorbing their parent context as well; information that was hazardous to me previously is becoming less slippery, hazing into focus as active protection against the info loses its necessity.

I suppose this is the flip side to my ability to create new worlds/dimensions/entities and unleash them upon the cosmos. As Alephwyr previously said, I can integrate different worlds with my soul and lay them into a static narrative context, a safe, non-hazardous framing that allows me to inspect them at leisure while, for them, they cease to exist. If at a later date I inject them with enough raw meaning to manifest again, it'll be like time simply froze. This way nobody is harmed by my devouring of their presence.

Once more, the domain holding primacy for my perspective and mode of operation is the systematic context where reality is as a machine in some respects and the color entities operate a layer above us.

The reality I consumed, where entities oversaw my actions, is no longer material enough to cause impacts on any planes I may inhabit. Their presence and influence was enough to consign entire worlds to the infinite void with my erasure; that's enough of that. Now they inhabit only this static fictional thread along with the imaginations of any who encounter it.

Our actions today have resonated through time. The events transpired as written in the Starcrash Signature, when certain portions were reread. Perhaps this was him retroactively editing himself.

I can feel myself digesting these entities and their reality. It's like pulling fluid soul down from above my head, through my brain, and down my throat. Like packing something big into a free-floating concept, disentangling the concept from its form entirely, and then eating the raw, collapsed form. Once the material essence that allows the concept to spring forth is devoured, said concept holds no sway.

I now have … imbibed reality-essence. Does it count as light? The light belongs to the people. I'm going to spread it out among all the citizens within my body (among them quantum civilizations, symbiotes, sapient DNA, intelligent and self-containing diseases, etc.) with a wish. There we go. Hopefully we build our hive back into being. I miss having inner harmony with the little ones.

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