As the weekend ended, Jake returned to the mind-numbing routine of high school.
Back in the dusty isolation of the AV Club room, Jake sat quietly, reading a book.
His "small side business" had expanded into a formidable, semi-clandestine operation. The 400-square-foot warehouse he had tricked his father into leasing in the San Fernando Valley was now a highly efficient e-waste machine.
It took in discarded, "broken" electronics, which were then refurbished and sold for a markup.
The hardware that couldn't be saved was stripped for precious metals and recycled. Thanks to Evelyn's extensive social network, she knew a director at a state environmental agency, which made securing a lucrative government grant for "green recycling initiatives" incredibly easy.
More importantly, Jake was using a section of the warehouse to quietly install server farms, laying the necessary groundwork for his future digital investments.
The heavy AV room door swung open, and Malcolm burst in, looking like he was on the verge of a nervous breakdown.
Malcolm's home life was its usual blend of chaos and psychological warfare.
"I can't take it anymore, Jake," Malcolm vented, pacing furiously in front of the workbench. "My house is a literal warzone. My mom hasn't slept in a week because Jamie won't stop screaming, Dewey is communicating exclusively through interpretive dance, and Reese just figured out how to build a potato cannon that runs on aerosol hairspray. My dad is hiding in the closet with a flashlight and a bottle of something to escape from them. I'm going to fail algebra because I live in an active blast radius!"
Jake didn't look up from his book. "If you adjust the pressure valve on Reese's cannon, it'll backfire and cover him in hairspray. He'll stop using it."
Malcolm stopped pacing, his eyes widening. "You... you are right." He let out a long, exhausted sigh. "Thanks for hearing me out, man. You're one of the few people who actually makes sense."
"You're welcome," Jake said calmly.
As Malcolm left the club to go home, Jake set his tools down. The main reason he stayed in the AV Club, despite his business empire rapidly outgrowing it, was primarily Malcolm.
The chaotic genius was probably the closest thing to a genuine friend he had in this current life.
The daily existence of an eleven-year-old was, frankly, agonizingly dull. Even considering all the extracurricular activities he managed, his life lacked real stimulation.
The closest thing he had to actual amusement was watching the ongoing, catastrophic misadventures of Alan and Charlie.
He knew that once he physically matured, life would become far more interesting, but the waiting was becoming a problem.
"So, how has life been, Jake?" Mr. Higgins' gentle voice interrupted his train of thought.
Jake blinked, refocusing on the school psychologist's office. Because Jake had proven to be so unnervingly "well-adjusted," their weekly mandatory sessions had been reduced to just once a month.
"Same old, same old," Jake said, staring out the window. "Oh, my parents are getting divorced."
Higgins dropped his notepad, leaning forward with immediate, trained empathy. "Oh, Jake. I'm so sorry to hear that. How are you handling it?"
"It's okay. It was past due," Jake said, waving his hand with complete indifference.
Higgins studied him for a moment, looking for signs of denial, but found absolutely none. Giving up on the divorce angle, the rest of the session proceeded as it usually did: a casual chitchat about anything remotely intellectual like books, socio-economics, and history.
Eventually, the topic drifted to philosophy and mental discipline.
"Well, you know, Tibetan monks will stay in their monasteries for their entire lives trying to achieve enlightenment," Higgins noted. "They use advanced visualization techniques. They don't just think about the state of being they want to inhabit but mentally restructure their own perception to actually become it."
Jake froze. His eyes widened. "They visualize what they want to be... and restructure their perception."
Jake's brain suddenly fired at a million miles an hour. Oh my god. How did I not see that before? "What is it?" Higgins asked, curious at Jake's sudden, intense realization.
"I gotta get retarded," Jake blurted out suddenly.
Higgins recoiled, utterly bewildered. "I'm sorry?!"
"Oh, my bad. I meant dumb," Jake quickly corrected himself, standing up and grabbing his backpack.
"That doesn't really explain anything, Jake," Higgins said, highly concerned by the bizarre statement.
RING! RING! The final school bell echoed loudly through the hallways.
"Oh, seems to be time," Jake said, rushing for the door. "You have no idea what kind of help you just gave me, Mr. Higgins."
Higgins raised his hand, opening his mouth to ask Jake to please sit back down and clarify his alarming mental health plan, but seeing the boy already sprinting down the hall, he just sighed and put his hand down.
It took Jake four days of intense internal programming and meditation, but he finally came up with the [Cognitive Dampening Module].
Lately, Jake had been noticing himself exhibiting the early signs of clinical depression. It started with anhedonia, which is a complete inability to find pleasure or excitement in things. Then came the severe dissociation, making him feel completely disconnected from his peers, his family, and his own physical form. Finally, there was the isolating exhaustion.
Of course, it was on a rather small scale, but he knew it wasn't a chemical imbalance but a structural one.
It was the unavoidable psychological toll of having a thirty-plus-year-old adult consciousness trapped inside the hormonally volatile, socially restricted body of a child.
Being a grown man surrounded by high schoolers every single day was slowly driving him insane.
The [Cognitive Dampening Module] was the solution.
When activated, the module artificially introduced synaptic latency into his adult cognitive pathways.
It essentially "throttled" his adult intellect and emotional paradigms temporarily, forcing his brain to process the world on the exact cognitive scale of a neurotypical teenager.
He wouldn't become the slow-witted, original Jake Harper. He would still be exceptionally smart for his age, but he would feel and react to the world like a real kid. It would allow him to genuinely enjoy childish amusements, feel appropriate adolescent excitement, and engage with his peers on a genuinely equal, age-appropriate mental playing field.
Jake lay back on his bed, closed his eyes, and mentally flipped the switch.
Jake opened his eyes. He looked around his room, and it seemed slightly more colorful.
He smiled, finally letting out a breath he felt like he'd been holding for years.
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Author's Note: Clarifying the "Cognitive Dampening" (Dumb) Module
The idea of a 30-year-old man (mentally) dating teenagers as Jake gets older felt incredibly creepy to write( I still haven't fully decided whom he will date).
I wanted a narrative mechanic that levels the playing field. By "throttling" his adult consciousness, his emotional maturity will align with his peers. When he eventually starts dating (if he dates 'fellow teenagers'), it will be a genuine, age-appropriate experience rather than a psychological mismatch.
I know it's a stretch, but it's fiction after all.