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Chapter 13 - Old Habits

Damian served four customers between ten and eleven without retaining a single detail about any of them.

The phone sat face-down on the counter where he'd put it. He didn't turn it over. He already knew what was on it — the image had printed itself somewhere behind his eyes with the particular permanence of things you wish you could unsee.

Him and Kendrick on the step.

Shoulders touching.

Richard Walker already has a copy.

He ran through it the way he ran through everything — methodically, quietly, alone. Someone had been watching the bookshop. Which meant they'd followed one of them there, or they'd found the location through the same channels Victor had used, or — and this was the possibility that sat worst — they'd been watching for longer than this morning.

The question was who sent it.

Not Victor. Victor had stood down. The message didn't carry his register — too blunt, no elegance. Victor communicated in implications. This was a statement.

Which meant someone else.

Someone working for Richard Walker, or working adjacent to him, or working for one of the families Victor had almost reached on Thursday night.

Damian turned this over through the eleven o'clock hour and the twelve o'clock hour and most of the one o'clock hour while helping customers and running the register and doing all the ordinary things the day required of him.

He did not call Kendrick.

He told himself he needed more information first. That calling with half a picture was worse than waiting. That Kendrick was dealing with his father and adding this on top of that conversation would complicate things unnecessarily.

He told himself a lot of things.

At one forty-seven he picked up his phone and opened the image again.

And made a decision he would later recognize as the wrong one.

He typed a reply to the unknown number.

What do you want.

Sent it.

Put the phone back down.

The reply came in four minutes.

Nothing from you. This was a courtesy.

Damian stared at that.

A courtesy from who, he typed.

Nothing.

He waited ten minutes. Fifteen. The phone stayed dark.

At two thirty, a different message arrived. Same unknown number.

He's on his way to you. You should know that his father called him at noon. You should also know what Richard Walker asked him to do.

Damian's jaw tightened.

What did he ask him to do, he typed.

The reply was immediate this time.

End it. Cleanly. Before it becomes a problem for the family.

The bookshop was very quiet.

A customer came in at two thirty-four, browsed the front table, left without buying anything.

Damian stood behind the counter.

He thought about end it cleanly and what that meant in the language of powerful families. Not a threat against Damian specifically. A directive to Kendrick. Come back to the line. Come back to the legacy. Whatever this is — put it down before it costs us something we can't afford.

He thought about Kendrick's face that morning on the step.

The book under his arm.

I know, said to I'll be here until six.

He turned the phone over once in his hand.

Then he put it in his pocket, straightened the counter, and went to help the customer who had just walked in.

He did not call Kendrick.

Kendrick came back at four.

Damian heard the bell above the door and knew before he looked up.

He looked up anyway.

Kendrick stood just inside the entrance. Jacket back on. Composed the way he was always composed — except Damian had spent twelve days learning the difference between Kendrick's composure and Kendrick's control, and what was on his face right now was the second one.

Pulled tight over something.

They looked at each other across the shop.

A customer browsed the far aisle, oblivious.

Kendrick crossed to the counter. Stopped on the other side of it.

"How was your morning," Damian said.

"Fine." A beat. "Yours?"

"Quiet."

Neither of them said anything for a moment.

The customer in the far aisle pulled a book from the shelf, considered it.

"My father called at noon," Kendrick said.

"I heard."

Something shifted in Kendrick's expression. Slight. "How."

Damian reached into his pocket. Put the phone on the counter between them, the message thread open.

Kendrick looked at it. Read it. His jaw tightened once.

"When did this come."

"Ten this morning." Damian kept his voice level. "The photo first. Then this at two thirty."

Kendrick looked up.

"You've had this since ten o'clock."

"Yes."

"You didn't call me."

"You were dealing with your father."

"Damian." His voice was quiet. Not angry — something more complicated than angry. "You had this for six hours."

"I know."

"While I was—" He stopped. Pressed two fingers briefly to his mouth. A gesture Damian hadn't seen before. "I was trying to figure out how to tell you about my father's call. I spent four hours working out how to say it." He looked at the phone. "And you already knew."

The customer brought a book to the counter.

Damian rang it through. Made the right sounds. Handed over the change. Waited for the door to close.

The shop went quiet again.

"I was going to tell you," Damian said.

"When?"

He didn't answer.

Because the honest answer was when I'd figured out how to handle it myself first — and saying that out loud meant admitting that he'd done exactly what he'd been doing for four years. Receive the threat. Assess it alone. Manage it before anyone else had to know.

Kendrick read the silence accurately.

Something in his expression shifted.

Not anger. Worse than anger. The specific look of someone who understands exactly what happened and why, and finds it harder to deal with than if it had been a simple betrayal.

"You were going to run," Kendrick said quietly.

"No."

"Not physically. But you were going to take this and carry it alone until you had a plan, and by the time you told me you'd have already decided what to do and my input wouldn't change anything." He held Damian's gaze. "That's still running."

The shop felt very small.

Damian looked at the counter.

He could argue it. He had arguments — good ones, reasonable ones, the kind built from four years of evidence that handling things alone was the only method that reliably worked.

He didn't use them.

"Yes," he said.

One word.

Kendrick exhaled.

He reached across the counter. Not for Damian's hand this time. He turned the phone over, read the messages again, set it back down.

"My father asked me to end it," he said.

"I know."

"He didn't ask loudly. He never asks loudly." He looked at the window. "He laid out what it would cost the family. The broken engagement. The disruption to the Peters alliance. The perception of instability in Walker Corporation's leadership at a sensitive time." His voice was even, deliberate, like someone reading from a document they'd already memorized. "He was very thorough."

Damian waited.

"And then he asked me what I intended to do." Kendrick looked back at him. "Which is different from telling me. My father asking what I intend is his version of a warning. It means he's still giving me the chance to make the right decision on my own."

"What did you tell him?"

Kendrick held his gaze.

"I told him I'd think about it."

The words landed flat.

Damian nodded once. Looked down.

"That's the right answer," he said. "For now."

"It's not the true answer."

"I know." He straightened the counter. A small, unnecessary movement. "But it buys time."

"I don't want to buy time." Kendrick's voice was quiet. "I've spent my entire life buying time. Deferring things. Saying I'll think about it when I've already decided." He paused. "I know what I want to tell him."

Damian looked up.

"Don't," he said.

"Don't what?"

"Don't say it yet." He held Kendrick's gaze. "Not to me. Not here." Something in his chest was doing something he didn't have a name for. "Say it to him first. When you're certain. When it's — real, and decided, and not just—"

He stopped.

Kendrick watched him.

"Not just what?" he said softly.

Damian shook his head.

The question hung between them, unanswered.

Outside the window the afternoon had started turning toward evening, the light changing quality the way it did in autumn, everything going gold at the edges.

"Someone is feeding information to my father," Kendrick said. "The photo this morning — that's not Victor. Victor stood down."

"I know."

"Which means there's a second player."

"Yes."

"Someone who was watching us before Victor moved. Or someone Victor spoke to before he decided to stand down." He picked up Damian's phone. Looked at the unknown number. "I need to find out who this is."

"How?"

"The number is routed but not untraceable." He set the phone down. "Give me until tomorrow morning."

Damian nodded.

Kendrick didn't move to leave.

The shop was very quiet.

"I'm sorry," Damian said.

Kendrick looked at him.

"For the six hours." He kept his eyes on the counter. "It was — automatic. I didn't decide to. I just—"

"I know," Kendrick said. Not dismissive. Just — true.

"It won't—"

"Damian."

He looked up.

"I know," Kendrick said again. Quieter. "I'm not asking you to be different. I'm asking you to let me be there when it matters." A pause. "That's all."

The gap between them across the counter felt like something that could be crossed or not crossed, and both of them knew it, and neither of them moved.

Then Kendrick's phone lit up on the counter where he'd set it.

He glanced at it.

Something in his face went very still.

"What," Damian said immediately.

Kendrick turned the phone over. Face-down.

"It's nothing," he said.

And there it was.

The same thing Damian had done for six hours.

Damian looked at the face-down phone.

Looked at Kendrick.

Kendrick held his gaze for one second too long.

Then he turned the phone back over and showed him the screen.

A message from an unsaved number.

Four words.

Bring him to me.

No signature.

No name.

But they both knew.

Richard Walker had stopped asking Kendrick what he intended to do.

He was asking for Damian instead.

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