I… I haven't been with someone like this. I fight back the urge to moan again as I feel the slick rawness of him making his heat move easily inside me. Are you… I mean can we? Are you… you know? I ask almost panting.
He lets out a shaky breath against my shoulder, fighting to keep his hips still.
Yeah. Yeah, I'm clean. Get tested regular after... well, after a thing a while back. Ain't been with nobody since last test came back clear. His cock throbs inside me, bare and aching, and I swallow hard.
And you ain't been with guys, so... he lifts his head, looking at the side of my face.
That means we're good right? That means I can... his hips roll forward involuntarily, pushing deeper, and a raw sound scrapes out of his throat.
Fuck, Alex. You're gonna make me lose my mind. He pulls my face close to his and presses a kiss to the corner of my jaw, almost tender.
You want me to keep goin'? Just like this? Nothin' between us?
His hand strokes my cock again, slow, keeping me on edge while we figure this out.
Say the word. Tell me you want it. He grinds forward, just a fraction, the sensation of skin on skin making my vision blur at the edges.
Cause I want it. Want you. Want to feel you come apart on my cock with nothin' in the way. His teeth find your earlobe again. Please, Alex. Tell me yes… He breathes.
I moan out my brain feeling like mush having him inside me... hearing the desperation in his voice, his desire fills my chest with a feeling I'm unsure of the name of.
What about… I mean what do we do about… cum? I ask looking back over my shoulder as his hand grips it tighter. His hips stutter at the question, and he lets out a strained laugh against my neck.
Darlin', in case you ain't noticed... you ain't gonna get pregnant. He pulls back just enough to properly look at me, one eyebrow raised, that crooked grin tugging at his mouth despite the situation. But if you're askin' where I'm gonna finish...
I feel his cock pulse inside me, emphasizing the urgency.
Could pull out. Cum all over that pretty back of yours. His hand strokes up my spine, rough palm dragging over sweat-slick skin.
Or...
He grinds forward, slow and deliberate, watching my face with a smirk.
Could stay right here. Fill you up. Let you feel what it's like to have a man's load inside you. His voice drops to a growl against my ear now.
First time and all. Might as well make it memorable right? He nips at your earlobe again clearly a favorite of his, hips circling, cock dragging against that spot inside me.
Your call, Alex. Where do you want me to finish? He asks softly his hand tightening on my hip, waiting, trembling with the effort of holding back.
My brain races. I know this is a bad idea but feeling him so hungry, needy and vulnerable. I can get him to beg. I know I can and that does something to me. My body shivers knowing I'm what is making him so desperate. I'm what he needs so badly. You feel so good I say low into the night air. I can feel your cock, it's pulsing inside me.
I... Fuck… Buck do you want this? Want me? Tell me you need to cum inside me. Tell me you need it badly.
The sound that rips out of him is almost feral. His hands clamp down on my hips hard enough to bruise.
I want you Alex. I need you. He pulses again. Please. He begs. The smile on my own face devilish now as another shiver runs down my spine. I like hearing him beg.
I nod at him seeing his face straining with the effort to not fuck me into submission.
His face lights up eyes growing wide. He pulls back almost all the way out and I let out a yelp from the loss before then snapping his hips forward, burying himself deep. The raw sensation is overwhelming. No barrier, just my heat wrapped around him, as he sets a brutal pace.
Gonna give you what you want, Alex. Gonna fill you up so good. His hips piston forward, the truck bed creaking beneath us with every thrust. Wet skin slaps against skin, mixing with the distant bonfire noise and my own grunts.
This what you wanted? Wanted me to ruin you for anyone else?
He angles his hips, almost searching for something, and when I jolt beneath him I can feel his grin against my shoulder blade.
Found it. He says proudly before hammering into it repeatedly, one hand snaking around to stroke my cock in time with his thrusts again. Sweat drips from his face onto my back.
Come for me first. Wanna feel you clench around me when you come. Wanna feel you milk it out of me.
He says before I feel his teeth sink into my shoulder, muffling the sounds building in his throat. He is the one trying to hold back now I smirk.
Do it, Alex. Come on my cock. Show me how good I make you feel. Please.
The rush that runs through me at knowing I'm what is making him so feral, so uncontrolled is immaculate. Fuck you're so deep in me Buck. I moan as I feel him slide even deeper than before grinding his balls against my taint.
I want you to cum in me Buck, I moan as he strokes my cock and I feel the waves of my orgasm hitting me. My abs tense and my vision goes black, all I see is his sweaty desperate face in my minds eye. As my orgasm rips through me I know he can feel it—feel me clench tight around his bare cock, pulsing, desperate for release now. The sensations seem to undo him completely.
Oh fuck... Alex... His hips slam forward one last time, burying himself as deep as he can go. I feel his whole body lock up, every muscle tensing, and then I feel it, he is spilling hot inside me. Rope after rope, throbbing against my walls, filling me exactly like I asked. The groan that tears out of us both echoes across the scrubland, shameless and raw. His hand works me through my own orgasm, stroking until I'm spent and trembling beneath him.
For a long moment we just stay there, his chest heaving against my back, softening inside me. His forehead drops to my shoulder blade again now a familiar resting place, breath coming in ragged pants. Jesus Christ, Alex that was… He presses a sloppy kiss to my spine, then another and another as his hips twitch with the aftershocks. That was... He pulls out slow, watching himself slip free of me, I see him over my shoulder watching as a trickle of his cum follows out of me.
His face shifting to something more possessive.
His arms give out and he collapses half on top of me, half beside you, one leg thrown over my own. His hand finds my jaw, turning my face towards him.
You okay? He asks gently brown eyes search my own, softer now, the bravado I've grown used to stripped away. I nod with a small blush. That was your first time. You did good. Real good. He praises into my shoulder holding me tighter as he does.
I can't believe we just did that I admit as I look over your face. My hand going towards my stomach now wet with my own cum. Feeling some of his essence spill from my hole.
God Buck that felt intense. You inside me like that… I… you… what are you doing to my brain cowboy? I ask slightly chuckling.
He lets out a breathless laugh, chest still heaving against my side. His fingers trace lazy patterns on my hip, rough calluses dragging over the sweat-damp skin.
Do to your brain? He asks propping himself up on one elbow, looking down at me with that signature crooked grin of his, hair plastered to his forehead from sweat.
Darlin', you're the one who came onto my truck, agreed to all my dirty games, and begged me to finish inside you on your first time. He smiles wolfishly before leaning down and pressing a kiss to my temple. My eyes wide at how surprisingly gentle he is being. Besides, he starts, I'm pretty sure you did somethin' to mine too. His eyes drift down to where I'm touching myself, watching as his cum leaks out of me. Something dark and satisfied flickers across his face.
Goddamn, that's a sight. He reaches down, fingers sliding through the mess on my stomach, then brings them to his mouth, tasting me again. His eyes never leaving mine.
You gotta get back to the bonfire? Or you wanna stay here a while? He asks as we fall side ways, spooning now. His arm drapes over my chest, heavy and warm but now familiar. Cause I ain't in any rush to let you go just yet. He squeezes his arm muscles to hold me tighter.
I smirk as I hear him admit I have the same effect on him too.
My chest filled with the warmth of knowing I did that. I'm what he wanted. I'm what broke him enough to say it out loud.
We can stay a bit longer I say. I guess I didn't expect all this to happen but… I'm glad I did. It wasn't so bad to be the one wanted for a change I admit.
He rolls onto his back, staring up at the stars for a second as I turn to face him. A big smile now on his face in what I can only describe as a goofy grin. Like a kid that was caught stealing all the chocolate in a store and putting it in their pockets.
His hand finds mine, fingers interlacing, rough against soft.