The carriage wheels ground to a stop on the gravel. The jolt settled Rosamund back into the moment. The sounds that had blurred into a dull hum during the ride—the creaking carriage, the distant murmur of the city—fell away. Only her pulse remained. Heavy. Too present.
Isla squeezed her hand. "We're here," her sister whispered, eyes wide with the thrill of a first ball.
Rosamund's stomach tightened. Her second ball of the Season. It may as well have been her last.
They're all here. And they will be watching. The thought was a cold weight in her chest. What have I done?
The footman opened the door. The world outside rushed in. Golden light spilling onto the drive. The delicate thread of a waltz from an open window. A burst of laughter that felt pointed and sharp.
Rosamund stepped down. The night air was cool. It carried the sweet, heavy scent of gardenias and the promise of rain. Isla floated beside her, buoyant with anticipation. Rosamund's own body felt dense. Anchored.
For Isla, she reminded herself. She crafted a smile. It fit her face like a familiar, uncomfortable mask.
Her violet gown whispered as she walked. She had loved the color for its depth, its quiet royalty. Now, wrapped in its twilight shade, she felt like a confession walking. A woman caught between her past and a future she could no longer control.
The grand entrance loomed. Then it swallowed them.
Then—the silence.
That sudden, thick quiet where a hundred conversations halt at once.
Every head turned. Not in curiosity. In a single, unified motion of judgment.
A wave of whispers rose, warm and buzzing. Rosamund saw it with perfect clarity. The quick snap of a fan hiding a smile. The way a mother's hand shot out to reel a daughter closer. The slow, deliberate turn of three ladies in peach, their ruffled backs forming a silent, impenetrable wall.
A laugh cut clean through the murmur. Bright. Brittle. Perfectly timed.
Rosamund straightened her spine. She walked forward. What other choice was there?
Then—a familiar touch. Mary's hand slid into hers. Steady. Warm.
"The only way through," her sister breathed, barely a sound, "is to make them believe you are blissfully in love."
Before Rosamund could reply—
"Might I borrow my future wife?"
William's voice. Smooth. Chilling.
Mary's hand slipped away, retreating into the crowd. Every onlooker seemed to lean in.
His hand found the curve of her waist. A firm, claiming pressure. "Did you miss me?" he murmured, drawing her close enough that his words were a private, warm brush against her ear.
Rosamund kept her smile in place. Beautiful. Empty. Her eyes told a different story.
"I'm the only one who can pull you from this wreckage, Rosamund," he whispered, his tone intimate, as the music swelled around them. The crowd sighed, perceiving a tender moment.
She held his gaze. Her smile never faltered. "Never," she breathed back. The word disappeared into the violin's final, soaring note.
"I would like to show you something special outside," he said, not waiting for a reply.
His hand closed around her wrist. To the ballroom, it was a gentle, guiding touch. To Rosamund, it was a vise. His nails bit crescents into her skin. She wanted to scream, to tear away. But her face was now a permanent, polished mask. It knew only one expression. The smile.
He pulled her through a labyrinth of dim corridors. Her free hand clawed at his, a desperate, silent struggle.
"Let go of me," she gasped, the words tight with pain.
He did not even glance back.
A final shove sent her stumbling out a side door. Her slippers slid on damp flagstones. She fell hard onto the gravel path of a walled garden. The cold night air rushed into her lungs. Her chest heaved as she looked up and saw his silhouette against the light from the house. His hand was clenched into a white-knuckled fist.
Is this the man I am to be bound to? The thought was a silent, despairing scream.
He moved toward her. Slow. Predatory. She scrambled backward on her hands, gravel biting into her palms, until her spine met the unyielding chill of a stone wall. No further retreat.
"You took an eye," he said. His voice was unnervingly calm.
With a sharp, deliberate motion, he tore off the black silk patch.
Rosamund's breath hitched. In the moonlight, she saw the ruin beneath. A grotesque tapestry of sewn-shut flesh. Puckered and raw. A permanent snarl where an eye should have been. A low, wounded sound escaped her throat. Hot tears tracked through the powder on her cheeks.
"Ohhh," he crooned, tilting his head. "Has my Rosamund turned into a crybaby? Where is all that daring spirit now?" He watched her sob with a chilling, detached fascination.
"Sweetheart, don't cry. Not now at least," he whispered. The endearment was a grotesque parody as he closed the final distance. He loomed over her, blocking out the sky.
"Tonight," he said, his voice dropping to an intimate, terrible rasp, "I will take the most precious thing a woman can offer."
"Wh-what?"
His hand shot out, closing around her throat. The air vanished. She clawed at his wrist, her nails scraping uselessly against his skin as he lifted her effortlessly to her feet and slammed her back against the cold stone wall. He leaned in, his face a blur through the veil of her tears, studying her panic with detached curiosity.
Then, in one brutal motion, he spun her around. Her chest hit the rough stone. Her back now exposed to him. She felt his fingers at the laces of her gown, working the intricate knot with a terrifying, methodical slowness. Her entire body trembled. Violent. Uncontrollable.
"Get away from me," she sobbed, the words choked and wet. "This… this is improper." A sob racked her. Her nose ran freely, mingling with her tears.
He ignored her. His hands slid down her sides, then gathered the heavy silk of her skirts and petticoats. In one ruthless motion, he yanked the fabric up and over her back, exposing her to the night air. The shock of the cold was nothing compared to the searing, sudden pain that followed. A hard, open-handed smack against her buttocks echoed in the silent garden.
"AHHHHHHHHH"
She heard the rustle of fabric. The unmistakable sound of a buckle. Then the slide of his trousers. A moment later, she felt it. The thick, insistent pressure of his bare flesh against the back of her thigh. His cock. Her breath hitched. All fight, all hope, drained from her in that instant. She went still. A statue of shame and defeat. She was weak. He had won.
"You have no shame, Sir William."
The voice cut through the night air. Cold. Clear.
William's grip vanished. Rosamund fell to the ground. The impact was jarring but distant. She did not look up. She simply breathed. In. Out. Her body trembled against the cold gravel. Someone's here. The relief was so sharp it felt like another kind of pain.
"Go to hell," William snarled, his voice thick with rage. "She deserves this. She took my eye. My precious eye."
"And so you take her dignity?" The stranger's reply was level. Unimpressed.
William's hand fisted in Rosamund's hair, yanking her head back. A broken cry escaped her. "Let me go!"
He shoved her down again. Her palms scraped stone. "She's mine," he spat, grabbing her face, his fingers digging into her cheeks. "My little pet. She'll do as she's told."
"Let her go." The command was quiet. Final.
William ignored it. His hand slid to her throat, hauling her up. His mouth came down on hers. Hard. Possessive. Tasting of violence and wine. Rosamund went rigid. A silent scream trapped behind her lips.
Then—movement. Two swift steps. The crack of a well-placed blow.
William stumbled back and fell. A hand flew to his nose. Blood welled between his fingers.
Harold did not spare him another glance. He turned, his movements deliberate, and gently took Rosamund's hand. He drew her to him. Not as a claim. As a shelter. Her forehead came to rest against the fine wool of his waistcoat. She still did not look at him, but she felt his arm come around her waist, steadying her. His other hand rested lightly on her exposed back. A touch so careful it made her want to weep.
"You will answer for this assault," Harold said, his voice like frost. "You have dishonored a lady."
"She's my wife," William growled through the blood. "Not just any lady."
"She is not your wife," Harold corrected, each word precise. "And after tonight, you will abandon any fantasy of becoming so."
Slowly, shakily, Rosamund lifted her head. Her eyes, red-rimmed and blurred with tears, finally found his face.
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To be continued...