Seoha's POV
I don't know how I made it out of the alpha's room without falling to the ground like the idiot that I am.
With the door of my room shut behind me and my knees fully giving out, I fall to my knees and press my palms against my face.
Goddess, save me.
Everything that left me last night is suddenly rushing back to me at once, shame, pain, pleasure, satisfaction, confusion…everything.
I sniffle as tears fill my eyes.
The way the alpha looked at me this morning…it was as intense as always but it feels different, like he is struggling with himself, goddess, he must hate me.
'Alpha' my omega whines and I push him down.
My chest feels tight as I sob into my palm on the floor, feeling stupid for thinking I would change anything by giving myself to him.
I don't regret submitting to him, no, he showed me a whole new world that my body will never forget. I only regret thinking I could have a chance with my fated mate…
