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Chapter 100 - just leave me alone

Yuna:

The sound of the lock clicking earlier had stayed in my head.

Over and over.

Like a reminder.

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I didn't know how much time had passed when the knock came.

Soft.

Careful.

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I didn't answer.

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The door opened anyway.

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A maid stepped inside, holding a tray—warm food, carefully arranged, the smell filling the room gently. It should've felt comforting.

It didn't.

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My eyes went to the tray.

Then away.

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"Miss… you should eat," she said softly.

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I stayed quiet for a second.

Then forced a small, polite smile.

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"Thank you," I said.

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My voice sounded calm.

Too calm.

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She stepped closer, placing the tray on the small table near the bed.

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And the moment she did—

Something inside me snapped.

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Before she could even step back—

I grabbed the plate.

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And threw it.

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The crash echoed through the room.

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The maid gasped, stepping back in shock as the food scattered across the floor, the plate shattering into pieces.

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My breathing grew heavier.

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"I don't want it," I said.

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My voice wasn't calm anymore.

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It trembled.

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"I don't want anything from him."

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The maid looked scared now.

Confused.

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"Miss, please—"

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But I wasn't listening.

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My eyes had already dropped to the floor.

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To the broken pieces.

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Sharp.

Jagged.

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Without thinking—

I stepped forward.

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Picked one up.

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The edge pressed against my fingers.

Cold.

Dangerous.

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"Miss, no—" the maid's voice shook.

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But I tightened my grip.

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Not enough to hurt deeply.

But enough—

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To make a point.

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"If he won't let me out…" I said, my voice shaking now, my chest rising and falling unevenly,

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"…then I'll make him."

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The maid's eyes widened in panic.

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"Please don't do this—"

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She rushed out.

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And for a second—

The room was silent again.

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But not for long.

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Footsteps.

Fast.

Heavy.

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The door opened violently.

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Ethan.

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His eyes landed on me instantly.

Then—

On my hand.

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"Drop it."

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His voice was sharp.

Cold.

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I didn't move.

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"Yuna," he said again, stepping forward.

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"I said drop it."

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"No," I replied immediately.

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My voice trembled—

But I didn't step back.

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"I want out."

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He moved closer.

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"Put it down," he repeated.

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"Let me go," I shot back.

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Another step.

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Another.

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The distance between us closed.

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"Yuna—"

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"I'm not staying here!" I shouted, my grip tightening slightly around the sharp piece.

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His eyes darkened.

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Then—

In one swift movement—

He grabbed my wrist.

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The piece fell from my hand, hitting the floor with a small, sharp sound.

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Before I could react—

He pushed it away with his foot.

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Far from reach.

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"Are you out of your mind?" he snapped.

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His voice wasn't just angry now—

It was shaken.

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I pulled slightly against his grip.

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"Then don't treat me like this!" I shouted back.

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He didn't respond.

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Instead—

He pulled me toward the bed.

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Firm.

Unyielding.

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"Sit."

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I resisted for a second—

Then he pushed me down gently but firmly.

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I sat.

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Breathing uneven.

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Angry.

Hurt.

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The maid quickly came back in, kneeling to clean the broken glass in silence, her movements fast, careful.

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Ethan didn't look at her.

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His attention stayed on me.

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Unmoving.

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"Clean it," he said shortly.

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"Yes, sir."

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The room filled with the quiet sounds of glass being picked up.

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Neither of us spoke.

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The tension between us was thick.

Heavy.

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After a few minutes, the floor was clear again.

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Ethan finally glanced at the maid.

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"Bring another meal."

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She nodded quickly.

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"Yes, sir."

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She left.

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The door closed again.

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And once again—

We were alone.

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Ethan stood there for a moment.

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Then slowly—

Turned his gaze fully to me.

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I didn't look away.

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Even though my heart was still racing.

Even though my hand still felt the ghost of that sharp edge.

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"You think hurting yourself will get you what you want?" he asked quietly.

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I swallowed.

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"I think it's the only way you'll listen."

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His jaw tightened.

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"That's not how this works."

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"Then how does it work?" I shot back. "Because locking me here isn't working either."

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Silence.

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His eyes searched mine again.

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Not just angry now.

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Something deeper.

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Something conflicted.

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"I told you to stay," he said.

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"And I told you I won't," I replied.

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Another silence.

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Neither of us backing down.

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Neither of us giving in.

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And in that moment—

It wasn't just about the room anymore.

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It wasn't just about control.

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It was about something bigger.

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Something neither of us was ready to admit out loud.

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But it was there.

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Between us.

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Clear.

Unavoidable.

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And still—

Unresolved.

"Just leave me alone, Ethan."

My voice came out softer this time, but it didn't hide the exhaustion behind it. I didn't even look at him when I said it. I just sat there on the bed, my hands resting in my lap, my fingers still trembling slightly from everything that had just happened.

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He didn't leave.

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I could feel it—his presence getting closer, the weight of it filling the room, pressing against my already tight chest.

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"I said leave," I repeated, this time turning my face slightly away from him.

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"I'm not leaving," he replied.

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Simple.

Final.

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I clenched my jaw.

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"I don't want to eat," I added quickly, before he could say anything else. "I'm not hungry."

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A lie.

And we both knew it.

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But I didn't care.

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The knock came again.

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The door opened just enough for the maid to step inside carefully, holding another tray. Fresh food. Warm. Neatly arranged again, like nothing had happened earlier.

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She placed it down quietly and left without saying much, clearly not wanting to get involved again.

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The door closed.

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Silence.

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Ethan picked up the plate.

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I turned my face away instantly.

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"I said I don't want it."

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He didn't respond.

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Instead, he scooped a small portion and brought it closer to me.

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"Eat."

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"No."

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I moved my head further away.

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"Yuna."

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"I said no, Ethan."

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My voice shook again.

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"I'm not a child."

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His hand paused in the air for a second.

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Then he tried again.

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I turned my head again.

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Refusing.

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That's when his patience snapped.

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In one quick motion, his hand came up and grabbed my jaw—not harsh enough to hurt badly, but firm enough to stop me from moving.

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"Enough."

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His voice dropped.

Low.

Dark.

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My breath caught.

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Before I could react, he tilted my face back toward him, his grip steady as his other hand brought the food closer again.

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"Open your mouth."

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"No—"

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But he didn't wait this time.

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He pressed slightly, forcing my lips apart just enough to feed me.

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My eyes widened, tears instantly forming again as I tried to pull away—but his hold didn't let me.

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"Eat," he said again.

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The word wasn't loud.

But it wasn't gentle either.

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It was a command.

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I swallowed, my chest tightening, tears slipping down my cheeks as I looked at him.

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"Why are you doing this…" I whispered.

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His grip loosened slightly.

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For a second—

His expression changed.

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Something softer flickered in his eyes.

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Something… guilty.

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"…Because you won't take care of yourself," he said quietly.

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The anger in his voice had faded.

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Replaced by something heavier.

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He let go of my face completely this time.

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"I'm …Sorry," he added, almost under his breath.

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The word surprised me.

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More than anything else he had done.

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I blinked, tears still falling, my breathing uneven.

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"…Don't lock me again," I said softly.

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My voice wasn't loud anymore.

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It wasn't angry either.

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Just… tired.

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He didn't answer right away.

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But he didn't look away either.

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The silence between us shifted.

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Slower.

Softer.

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Then—

He leaned in.

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This time—

The kiss wasn't harsh.

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It wasn't forced.

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It was slower.

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Careful.

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Like he was trying to fix something he had just broken.

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My hands hesitated for a second—

Then slowly reached for him, holding onto his shirt lightly as I closed my eyes.

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It didn't feel like a fight anymore.

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Just… us.

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When he pulled back, his forehead rested lightly against mine for a moment.

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Neither of us spoke.

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Then he picked up the plate again.

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"Eat," he said, softer now.

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I didn't turn away this time.

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Slowly—

I took a bite.

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He watched me carefully, like making sure I wouldn't stop again.

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And when I didn't—

He continued feeding me.

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Not forcing.

Not commanding.

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Just… staying.

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Right there.

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With me.

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And for the first time since everything happened—

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The silence didn't feel like a cage anymore.

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