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Chapter 12 - Confused

Alexander stood at the floor-to-ceiling window of his penthouse, Manhattan outstretched beneath him like a living circuit board. Lights thumped. Traffic progressed.

Usually, the sight grounded him.

Tonight, it only made him realize that real control, control, was lurching through his fingers, and he detested it.

He relaxed his tie and plunged it onto the marble counter. The suit jacket came after. He gushed a drink out of pattern, took one sip, then pushed the glass aside intact.

It wasn't the market.

It wasn't Collins Group negotiations.

It wasn't even the quiet war he was always fighting in boardrooms and back channels.

It was her.

The thought came unsolicited, sharp, and persistent. Her face surfaced in his mind with infuriating clarity, as if she had never left his apartment at all.

He exhaled slowly, pressing his palm to the glass. "Get it together."

The club came back to him in pieces he hadn't asked for.

The bass had been audible enough to shake the barstools. He'd been exhausted, already decided to leave when he heard her laugh, not compelled. Not estimated. Just… genuine.

He'd looked up before he could prevent himself.

She'd been standing a few feet away, a loose circle of men around her, all of them already drunk. Empty shot glasses were spread on the counter. Her cheeks were flushed, her smile careless but her eyes told a different story.

Pain.

Not dramatic. Not exaggerated. The kind people carried calmly.

She'd taken another shot, winced, then laughed again when someone cheered. Like she was challenging herself not to feel anything.

He'd frowned without realizing it.

She's had too much.

The thought had stunned him. He didn't eye strangers. He didn't involve himself. But that night, he had.

Then she veered around.

Their eyes had closed, and the rest of the room had vanished into bluster and blur. She hadn't looked away. She hadn't failed to notice him watching.

She'd smiled, slow, curious, and walked straight over.

"Why are you gaping at me like that?" she'd asked.

"Like what?"

"Like you're trying to see through me."

"Maybe I am." he had said trying to flirt 

She'd laughed softly. "Good luck with that."

She leaned against the bar beside him, her arm grazing his. The connection had sent something sharp and unpleasant through him.

Or maybe too welcome.

"What's your name?" he'd inquired.

She'd tilted her head. "Buy me a drink first."

He hadn't thought twice.

"One shot," she'd said. "Tequila."

"You sure?" He'd asked, glimpsing at the empty glasses. "You've had a lot."

She'd shrugged. "Tonight's already bad. One more won't count."

That had been the instant something shifted.

"Rough night?" he asked 

She'd smiled, but it didn't reach her eyes. "Rough life."

They'd talked after that. About nothing that mattered. Music. People. Random thoughts that filled the silence. But beneath it all was something unspoken, something raw.

She hadn't asked who he was. Hadn't cared. Hadn't tried to impress him or fascinate him with rehearsed lines.

She'd just been there.

At one point, she'd studied him quietly. "You don't talk much."

"I listen."

"You don't look like the listening type."

"Maybe I am."

"For everyone?"

"For people who tell the truth."

Her expression had softened then, just for a second. Like he'd seen something she hadn't meant to show.

Alexander clenched his jaw now, the recollection narrowing his chest.

Why did I take her home?

Because when she kissed him, hasty, reckless, hopeless he hadn't ceased.

Because he hadn't wished to.

The ride back to his place came back in disorganized twinkles. Her warmth beside him. Her quiet laugh. Her head relaxed against his shoulder as she trusted him with something fragile.

"Don't leave me," she'd whispered, so softly he almost hadn't heard it.

He closed his eyes.

In his bedroom, she hadn't been cautious or rehearsed. There had been no calculation in her touch, no space. She'd held onto him like she needed more than a night, like she needed to forget something that was hunting her.

By morning, reality had dawned on them.

She was ashamed and pissed that he mistook her for a whore.

The money he'd left back, out of pattern, out of assumption had been intact.

That should have terminated it.

It hadn't.

Alexander veered around from the window and seized his phone from the table. He didn't need to unlock it. He didn't need to search.

The image was scorched into his mind.

Her face.

A missing notice.

A bounty.

His jaw narrowed.

His thoughts sharpened, turning cold.

Debt.

It was always debt.

Families didn't forfeit daughters by accident. They offered them. Peddled them. Dressed it up with words like responsibility, duty, and honor.

The Collins Group.

The name emerged again, heavy with old money and quiet danger. Future partners, Maybe Future in-laws, Untouchable reputations. Dangerous influence.

Alexander inhaled slowly.

How much?

There was always a price.

And he could settle it. Tonight, if he wished.

One transfer. One decision. The pressure on her family would vanish. The leash around her life would crack.

His thumb drifted over the screen.

Was it his position?

He didn't know her.

He didn't possess her.

He had no right to interfere.

Settling that debt wouldn't be straightforward. It wouldn't be clean.

It would bind him to her life.

It would make him accountable.

And Alexander never involved himself unless he intended to regulate the outcome.

"If I pay it… She's free."

The thought should have been easy.

It wasn't.

He stared back out at the city, conflict curling tight in his chest. Was this about doing the right thing?

Or was it about helping her for his own selfish reasons?

Her image stared back at him. Her eyes. The faint sadness he hadn't understood that night.

"No," he said calmly.

Not yet.

Not blindly.

If Collins caught up with her first….

He cut the thought off, his jaw hardening as something decisive resolved into place. Reluctance vanished, replaced by cold resolve.

He might not have the right to intrude.

But he wasn't going to allow her to be trampled under a debt she hadn't decided on.

Slowly, gradually, Alexander unlocked his phone.

He selected a number he seldom used.

And pressed call.

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