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Chapter 74 - The Wrong Memory (Jina)

The palace bridge was meant to be beautiful.

White stone arched over an inner canal that carried water from the river into the gardens. Lanterns hung from iron brackets, their light rippling across the surface below like a net. At night, nobles liked to stroll here and pretend they were lovers instead of predators.

Tonight, the bridge felt like a corridor with better scenery.

Jina walked across it with her hands tucked into her sleeves, Crown Heir seal heavy on her finger, her pulse still too fast for comfort. The stabilizer dose had bought her time, but it hadn't erased the aftertaste of death.

The palace could smell weakness the way wolves smelled blood.

Footsteps approached from the far end—light, practiced, not a guard's march.

Virella.

She appeared beneath the lantern glow like she'd been summoned by the word rumor. Pearl-gray gown. Onyx comb. Eyes bright with the kind of concern that made you want to check your back for a knife.

"Your Highness," Virella said softly.

The title sounded wrong in her mouth. Too formal. Too safe. Like she'd rehearsed it.

Jina stopped mid-bridge. "Virella."

Virella's smile warmed. "I've been trying to see you."

Jina kept her face still. "You're seeing me now."

Virella's eyes flicked over her—pale skin, tight mouth, the way Jina's shoulders held themselves like she was bracing against an invisible shove.

"You look… tired," Virella murmured, as if she cared.

"I'm busy," Jina replied.

Virella stepped closer. Not into Jina's space—not yet. Close enough that the canal's damp chill mingled with perfume.

"Busy saving people?" Virella asked gently. "Or busy performing."

Jina's jaw tightened. "Say what you came to say."

Virella's smile didn't falter. "Do you remember this bridge."

Jina's stomach went cold.

Not because of the bridge.

Because of the shape of the question.

History trap.

Virella continued, voice sweet. "You used to stand right there—exactly there—when we were sixteen. You said you liked the water because it couldn't lie."

Jina's mind flashed through Aurelia's memories like cards thrown on a table—images, sensations, half-formed scenes. There was a bridge memory, but the details tangled with too many other nights, too many courts, too many threats.

Jina chose the safest path.

"I remember," she said.

Virella's eyes gleamed. "Then you'll remember what you said to me."

Jina didn't answer.

Virella stepped in that last inch, lowering her voice so only the bridge stones could listen.

"You said," Virella whispered, "'If they won't kneel, I'll make them.'"

A chill ran under Jina's ribs.

Aurelia would have said that.

Aurelia had said worse.

But the way Virella delivered it—like a prayer, like a confession—wasn't nostalgia.

It was bait.

Jina's mouth tightened. "And."

Virella's gaze sharpened. "And you laughed when I asked if you feared your own Gift. You told me fear was for prey."

Jina swallowed once. Her sternum stayed quiet behind the gates, but her pulse spiked.

Virella lifted her chin, eyes shining. "So tell me, Aurelia—why are you suddenly speaking like a healer."

There it was.

The word suddenly shaped like an accusation.

Jina kept her tone even. "People change."

Virella's smile turned delicate. "Not like this."

Jina's skin prickled. "What do you want."

Virella's gaze flicked—quickly—to Jina's mouth. "I want the truth."

The bridge lanterns hissed softly. Water moved beneath them. Somewhere behind the garden wall, laughter floated up from a late salon—life going on while knives were sharpened.

Virella leaned closer, voice softer still. "Tell me the name of the dog we found in the lower gardens. The one you healed when you were thirteen."

Jina went very still.

Aurelia's memory offered a blurred image—blood, fur, a small body trembling under her hands. But the name—names were a mess in Aurelia's mind, tied to power and neglect.

Virella watched her hesitation like a starving thing.

Jina forced her voice steady. "You already know the answer."

Virella's smile deepened. "Say it."

Jina's throat tightened.

This was the moment Virella wanted: a wrong detail, a slip, something she could turn into proof that the woman on the bridge wasn't Aurelia Draconis.

Jina's pulse hammered. Her mouth went dry.

She had two choices:

Guess, and give Virella a weapon.

Or refuse, and let Virella call that refusal "possession" anyway.

Jina exhaled slowly. "You're trying to bait me into a reaction."

Virella's eyes widened slightly—pleased.

Because that phrasing was a fraction too modern, a fraction too clinical.

A tiny crack.

Virella leaned in as if sharing sorrow. "That's not you," she murmured. "That's not how you speak."

Jina felt the palace around them—guards at intersections, watchers behind lattice, slates that didn't need to be visible to exist.

The air seemed to tighten.

Like it was waiting for her to say the wrong word.

Virella's smile trembled. "Aurelia would've answered. Aurelia would've owned the memory."

Jina's hands clenched inside her sleeves.

Her old reflex—Aurelia's reflex—rose hot and easy:

Stop.

Silence.

Obey.

A syllable that could make the whole bridge kneel.

Jina swallowed it.

Her chest felt tight, cold sweat gathering under her collar.

Virella's eyes glittered. "Or is it him."

Jina's gaze snapped up. "Who."

Virella tilted her head, pitying. "The Siren."

Sivaris.

The rumor now had a name, polished and fed.

Virella's voice stayed soft enough to be "concern." "They say he whispers and you change. They say you've been seen leaving chapel doors with him like you're—"

She let the implication hang.

Jina's stomach turned.

Not because of Sivaris.

Because she could see the template now: rumor phrases, moral panic, public "Verification" as mercy.

Virella was performing her assigned lines beautifully.

Jina opened her mouth—

And a shadow cut across the bridge.

Kaelen stepped between them like a wall that didn't ask permission—broad shoulders, jaw tight, eyes bright with the kind of restraint that meant he'd already imagined violence and rejected it.

Virella's smile faltered. "How loyal of you."

Kaelen didn't look at her. He looked at Jina. "You're shaking."

Jina hated that he could tell. Cold sweat clung under her collar. Her chest felt tight from the slip, from the watchers, from the palace waiting to pounce.

"I'm fine," she lied.

Kaelen's hand brushed her forearm—light, quick—then stopped like he'd remembered himself. Heat flickered under her sternum, his thread reacting to the contact.

"Say my name," he murmured. "Not that voice. Just my name."

Jina's breath caught. "Kaelen."

His shoulders eased by a fraction—like the sound anchored something feral inside him.

He leaned closer, just enough that his breath warmed her ear. "If she baits you into Command, I will tear this bridge apart."

"Then don't," Jina whispered. "Not in my name."

Kaelen's laugh was a single, humorless breath. "That's the problem, isn't it."

He straightened, eyes turning to Virella at last—cold gold.

"Walk away," he said.

Not Command.

A promise.

Virella's gaze flicked from Kaelen to Jina, irritation flashing through her careful concern.

She recovered quickly.

"Lord Kaelen," she said, voice gentle, "I only want what's best for the Crown—"

"Then stop feeding it poison," Kaelen replied.

Virella's smile tightened. "Princess," she said, ignoring him, "tell me. The dog's name."

Kaelen's jaw clenched.

Jina felt the pressure of the moment like a hand around her throat—Virella's trap, Kaelen's restraint, the palace listening for a slip.

Jina made herself look at Virella directly.

Then she said the only truth that wasn't a confession and wasn't a guess.

"I came back different," Jina said, calm as she could manage. "And you're going to have to live with that."

For one heartbeat, Virella went very still.

Her eyes widened—not with grief.

With triumph.

As if Jina had just handed her a perfect rumor phrase tied with ribbon.

"Different," Virella repeated softly. "That's what you're calling it."

Jina didn't blink. "That's what it is."

Virella's mouth curved. "How convenient."

Kaelen shifted, tension coiling.

Jina lifted a hand slightly—barely a gesture—not now—and Kaelen held.

Virella stepped back half a pace, smile returning fully.

"You should rest," she murmured. "The palace is unkind to… inconsistencies."

Then she dipped into a shallow curtsy that looked like loyalty and tasted like threat.

"Goodnight, Your Highness."

Virella turned and walked away, skirts whispering, back straight—already carrying Jina's words like a prize.

Different.

Imposter.

Possessed.

Whatever story Severin had printed, Virella would make it sing.

Kaelen watched her go, muscles tight beneath skin.

"She's going to use that," he said.

"I know," Jina replied.

Kaelen's eyes cut to her. "Then why say it."

Jina's throat tightened. "Because I'm not playing her memory game."

Kaelen exhaled hard. "You're playing a bigger one."

Jina didn't answer.

She stared down at the canal water instead, watching lanternlight ripple like it was trying to escape.

Kaelen's presence at her side was warm, dangerous, controlled.

He didn't touch her again.

He didn't ask.

He just stood like a shield while the palace rearranged its knives.

When Jina's breathing steadied, she said quietly, "Go."

Kaelen's brows lifted. "What."

"Go," she repeated. "Before someone turns your shadow into another rumor."

Kaelen's mouth twisted. He looked like he wanted to argue. Then he didn't.

He stepped away, one pace, then another.

"Don't let her make you simple," he said, rough.

Jina met his eyes. "I won't."

Kaelen left the bridge without looking back.

Jina stayed a moment longer, alone under lanterns, letting the cold air bite her skin until it felt like she could think again.

Then she turned toward the nearest service arch—an alcove cut into the bridge's far side, half-hidden by a carved column.

A place with thick stone.

A place where secrets felt safer until you remembered how well stone carried whispers.

A shadow detached from the column before she reached it.

Lysander.

He didn't step into the lanternlight.

He let her come to him.

His voice was low, tight. "Say it again."

Jina stopped in the alcove's mouth. "Say what."

"You know," Lysander said.

His eyes were fixed on her face—not angry, not accusing. Something sharper: need mixed with fear, like the words mattered too much.

Jina's throat tightened. She could still hear Virella repeating it like a weapon.

Different.

She swallowed and chose her phrasing carefully, like stepping around a trap wire.

"I came back different," Jina said.

Lysander's breath hitched.

He stepped closer—slow, controlled—until he was one hand's breadth away.

His fingers lifted toward her cheek… then stopped an inch short, hovering.

Permission.

Always.

Jina's pulse kicked hard.

She nodded once.

Lysander's fingertips brushed her cheek—warm, careful, as if touching her was an oath he didn't trust himself to break.

His thumb traced once, barely, under her jaw where her pulse lived.

"You said it to her," he murmured.

"I had to," Jina whispered.

Lysander's eyes searched hers. "And you meant it."

"Yes," Jina said.

A beat of silence.

Then Lysander leaned in.

Not fast.

Not hungry.

Like a man stepping off a cliff because he'd already decided falling was worth it.

His mouth met hers.

One real kiss—soft at first, then firmer, a quiet claim that wasn't ownership, just presence. Warmth spread through Jina's chest in a way that had nothing to do with bonds and everything to do with choice.

Jina's fingers caught the edge of his sleeve—anchoring herself.

For one heartbeat, the palace disappeared.

Footsteps echoed down the bridge.

Multiple.

Guards. Attendants. Duty with boots.

Jina broke the kiss first, breath shaking.

"Not while they're listening," she whispered against his mouth.

Lysander went still, then forced himself back half a step, the loss of heat between them immediate and cruel.

His hand fell from her cheek.

Mask returned.

Shadow returned.

A door closing quietly inside his eyes.

The footsteps drew closer.

Lysander's voice dropped, rough. "Later."

Jina swallowed. "Later."

The guards rounded the column, lanternlight catching armor and Diaconal trim.

They saw Jina standing alone in an alcove.

They saw Lysander at a respectful distance, posture neutral.

They saw nothing.

Because nothing could be proven.

Jina turned back onto the bridge with her face composed, her mouth still warm, her heart beating like a secret.

And behind her, somewhere out in the palace's velvet corridors, Virella carried the phrase came back different like a match held too close to dry paper.

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