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Chapter 205 - Chapter 205: Not this time

The room was filled with quiet tension.

Not the loud kind—the kind that demanded attention—but the controlled, restrained kind that settled over a space when everyone inside it knew exactly where they stood.

At the head of the table sat Izana.

Still.

Composed.

Untouchable.

The low murmur of voices faded the moment he lifted his gaze, the men around the table falling into immediate silence. Papers were spread across the polished surface, reports, numbers, locations—all of it laid out with precision.

Dante stood slightly behind him, as he always did, observing, listening.

"…The shipment was intercepted," one of the men said carefully. "But only partially. We managed to reroute the rest before—."

Izana didn't interrupt.

He rarely needed to.

He simply listened, his expression unreadable, his fingers resting lightly against the arm of his chair.

"—before it could be traced back here."

A pause followed.

Waiting.

Measuring.

Izana's gaze shifted slightly, settling on the man who had spoken.

"…And the loss?" he asked calmly.

"Minimal."

Another pause.

Short.

Controlled.

"…Define minimal."

The man hesitated.

"Ten percent."

Silence.

It stretched just long enough to make the number feel heavier than it was.

Izana leaned back slightly, his gaze lowering briefly to the documents in front of him. His mind moved quickly, calculating, adjusting, reorganizing.

Ten percent.

Recoverable.

Unacceptable.

"…You'll recover it," he said simply.

It wasn't a suggestion.

The man nodded immediately. "Yes."

The conversation continued.

Logistics.

Corrections.

Future precautions.

Every detail discussed with precision, every decision made without hesitation.

This was his world.

Controlled.

Structured.

Predictable.

And yet—

For just a moment—

His focus slipped.

Barely noticeable.

His gaze paused on nothing in particular, his thoughts drifting somewhere else entirely.

A room.

Soft light.

Leah.

It wasn't enough to distract him.

Not fully.

But it was there.

A quiet presence in the back of his mind that hadn't left him for the past week.

He didn't acknowledge it.

Didn't let it show.

But it remained.

"…Mr. Izana?"

His name pulled him back instantly.

His gaze sharpened again, returning to the present without hesitation.

"Yes."

The meeting continued.

Miles away from that cold, controlled room—

Everything was quieter.

Softer.

Leah lay comfortably in bed, the soft glow of the television casting flickering light across the room. A blanket was pulled loosely over her legs, one arm tucked beneath her head as she watched the movie playing in front of her.

It was peaceful.

Calm in a way she had come to appreciate more lately.

A week had passed.

A week since the garden.

Since the conversation.

Since the quiet, shared understanding of what they both wanted.

And life had continued.

Normally.

Mostly.

Izana had returned to his work, as he always did.

Meetings.

Decisions.

Control.

But something had shifted.

Subtle.

But real.

And Leah had felt it.

In the way he stayed a little closer.

In the way his attention lingered just a second longer.

In the way his hand always seemed to find hers without thinking.

She smiled faintly to herself at the thought, her gaze drifting from the screen for a moment.

"…You're strange," she murmured under her breath.

But the smile stayed.

Her attention returned to the movie.

Time passed quietly.

The sound of dialogue filled the room, blending into the soft hum of the day.

Until—

She shifted slightly.

A faint discomfort.

Nothing sharp.

Just… enough.

Leah frowned slightly, adjusting her position against the pillows.

"…Mm."

She ignored it at first.

Focused back on the screen.

But a few minutes later—

It came again.

Stronger this time.

A dull ache low in her abdomen.

Her hand moved instinctively, resting lightly over the area as her brows furrowed just slightly.

"…What…"

She trailed off.

The realization didn't come all at once.

It settled in slowly.

Quietly.

And then—

"…Oh."

The word was barely audible.

Her gaze dropped slightly, her hand still resting where it had moved without thinking.

The ache made sense now.

Too much sense.

Leah exhaled slowly, her shoulders sinking just slightly into the mattress.

Of course.

She stared at the screen for a few seconds longer, though she wasn't really watching anymore.

The noise felt distant now.

Unimportant.

After a moment—

She reached for the remote.

The television clicked off.

And the room fell silent.

The sudden quiet felt heavier than it should have.

Leah stared at the blank screen for a second.

Then shifted, pulling the blanket up further over herself as she lay down fully, turning slightly onto her side.

Her hand remained where it was.

Resting lightly against her stomach.

Unmoving.

"…I thought…"

The words didn't fully form.

Didn't need to.

The meaning was there anyway.

A small breath left her, slower this time, heavier.

It wasn't dramatic.

She didn't break down.

Didn't cry.

But the disappointment settled in quietly, wrapping around her in a way that was harder to ignore.

Because she had thought about it.

Even if she hadn't said it out loud.

Even if she hadn't let herself believe it fully.

It had been there.

That small, quiet hope.

And now—

It wasn't.

Leah closed her eyes briefly, her fingers curling slightly against the fabric beneath them.

The room felt different now.

Quieter.

Colder, somehow.

She pulled the covers up just a little more, tucking herself into the space, her body curling slightly without thinking.

Her hand stayed on her stomach.

Still.

Absent.

As if it belonged there.

As if it had been there all along.

Back in the meeting—

Izana's gaze shifted slightly again.

Unfocused.

For just a second.

Something felt—

Off.

He didn't know what.

There was no reason for it.

No indication.

But the feeling lingered faintly in his chest, pulling his attention just slightly away from the conversation in front of him.

"…We'll proceed as discussed," someone was saying.

Izana didn't respond immediately.

Just for a moment—

His mind drifted again.

Then—

He straightened slightly.

"…Do it."

The command was clear.

Final.

The meeting moved on.

But the feeling didn't fully leave.

Leah lay still.

The room remained quiet.

The television dark.

No sound.

No movement.

Just the soft rhythm of her breathing beneath the covers.

Her eyes stayed closed.

But she wasn't asleep.

Not yet.

Her hand rested where it had been placed, her fingers now still against her stomach.

After a while—

She exhaled slowly.

"…Not this time."

Barely a whisper.

But enough.

And the silence that followed felt just a little heavier than before.

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