Keifer pov ｡ﾟ+
I open my eyes and the first thing i realised is my wifey is hugging me tightly and my face Buried in her chest i hugged her more deeper but i feel scared really scared because even she is looking fine everything good and settle know but still one thing us broking me how will i tell her that she may hardly ever be a mother in future.....
or maybe never at all
But i will be on her side always i love her she is my everything i don't want anything more than her yeahh i have to be strong because i already knows the way jay breaks when she will get to know about it..
She stirring i closed my eyes
{ Jay - my hubby..}
She kissed my forehead and slow moved i keep pretending that i am sleeping she wrap blanket around me and walked inside to washroom i quickly got up i feel like someone stabbing me my heart was broking the plans the dreams of our kids is really gone?
She comes out wearing bathrobe
{ JAY- ohh you up Good morning}
She smiled warmly i smiled back
{ Jay - is something bothering you }
She knows everything about me even though i don't want her to know
{ Keifer- - yeah...}
She was not looking convenience but didn't ask either i also fresh up and and come outside jay was in dressing room brushing her hairs
{ Jay - you done let's go to downstairs for breakfast}
I nodded but when were about to go
{ Jay - keifer is everything fine naa your okay}
{ Keifer - yeah jay don't overthink}
I will tell her after breakfast cause i know if i tell her know she will not eat anything.
After our breakfast we both walked to our room and jay sat on bed scrolling something on phone i sat infront on her
{ Keifer - jay my wife listen to me carefully}
She looks toward me and put phone on side i held her both hands
{ Keifer - jay see i tell you everything about ate ion,sato, kidnapping and all but this }
I put my palm on her stomach there is her stitches
{ Keifer - it was not just simply injury jay listen to me carefully i love you okay i don't need anything more than you okay }
She nodded looking nervous
{ Keifer - jayy my wifee my love }
I pull her in a deep hug
{ Keifer - doctor said because of this enjury in future it may cause problems of you pregnancy and he say there is chances you will never get pregnant....}
She froze then pull out my tears is falling she was looking so lost she put her palm on her stomach and looked at me
{ Jay - keifer please don't say that please.....you know about our plans you know about our dreams keifer don't say this please.... say something naa say it's a joke....}
She cry harder her chest was archiving i couldn't see the way she put her hand on her chest i pull her in my embarance
{ Keifer - jayy please i am with you don't lose hopes i love you jay i am with you }
She cry more harder
{ Jay - keiferrrr....i am sorry please forgive me please...i didn't give you the happiness you deserve....i am sorry...}
{ Keifer - no no jay please don't say that your my everything naa... i don't want anything in my life if your with me forever i just want my jay nothing more okay}
She crying more even my tears if falling i let her crying because even if i say i don't want our child our baby still i want i know i am thinking selfish but my heart was broking seeing my jay in pain broke me more and even deeper i know it's hurt but i am happy until my jay was with me i love her the most but i feel guilty it's my fault that i failed to protect her...
after half of hours she stopped but still sulking i wiped her tears
{ Keifer - jay my love i don't want a child who give you a most of pain but don't lose hopes even if the chances is 1% but still there is hope it's not 0 and even is it i still choose you my world my universe i love until scientist find the end of universe even after }
I kissed her forehead she rested her head on my chest.
the pain is about the dreams is broken little by little but my jay was in my embarance and safe there is my world ends for me...
{ Jay - keifer are you really not feeling regret choosing me.....}
She said against my chest i held her chin make her look up her eyes were red full of pain
{ Keifer - noo jay never i never felt regret choosing you and about our childs we will adopt it and you know i have some papers of keiren we can adopt him now legally are you okay with that }
She nodded
{ Jay - yeah he is also like my child }
She smiles not in fake but still the pain was not gone in her eyes i kiss her forehead
{ Keifer - jay my wife until your with me safe in my embarance i am happy okay}
She nodded smile a little it's hurt so much seeting her in this much pain
{ Jay - so i will never be a mother in future right}
The pain in her voice i can tell she broke fully her heart is archiving i know because that's what happening to me now.
I hugged her
{ Keifer - noo jay it's not impossible doctor said there is still chances but in case there is not still i am with you}
{ Jay - hmm..can we adopt keiren Tommorow}
{Keifer - yeah}
I kissed her forehead then we pull but jay pull me towards her and buried my face in her chest
{ Jay - i know it's hurt you the most cry keifer i am not going to judge you my baby }
Then i broke fully and cried Harder because it's really painful like when jay wake up she doesn't even recognise me then she have injury and know this i also can't be a father my dream is broken?
{ Keifer - jayy...what i do...why always us why....whyyy...i don't even ask anything for anyone.. but still in my time world is agents me why.... always we have to face all the pain...whyy...}
She hugged me more tightly
{ Jay - it's... okay.. it's okay keifer...my baby....i am with you we will face it together}
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Jayjay pov .*•°
I know keifer is hurt more then me he face his worst time alone but know i am here i never leave his side if he wants to still not i let him cry
{ Jay - okay now..clam down baby i know it's hurt but still there is hope you said haa}
He nodded i wiped his face and kissed his forehead he is looking sleepy when i am not good and injured he take care of me a lot he doesn't sleep whole nights just to make me feel safe know it's my turn i will make him feel safe and comfortable my baby is really hurts....
{Keiren - candies}
He pull my nipple softly
{ Jay - hah really}
I chuckled he nodded while sulking
{ Keifer - yess}
I removed my bra and top he quickly start sucking my nipple softly i giggled he is really sucking like his life depends to it i make him lay down and me too then i off the lights and wrap the blanket around both of us and hugged him tightly..
{Keifer - my comfort food and comfort place}
He kiss my nipples and again start sucking
{Jay - aww know sleep baby}
I kiss his forehead and he drift to sleep whatever happens we will face together cause i know keifer will feel guilty because he thinks he didn't protect me but he really protect me comfort me even when i denia that i don't know i feel sad about it but it's also not my fault either but i really want keiren to be my son i really see him my son and keigen too but i don't know if he also want me to his mother because keiren say many time say muma to me in sleep so i know he will be happy but keigen....
Okay we will talk about it while dinner i also drift to sleep.
When i wake up it's already night my hubby is sleeping peacefully my nipple is still in his mouth i slowly slowly sat up lossing keifer's grip then i wear my bra and top then a knock come
{ Keiren - ateee kuyaaa what are you doing come it's dinner time}
{ Jay - yess baby we are cominggg}
Then he open the door and peak inside awww my Little peekaboo
{ Jay - come baby}
I open my arms and he run to my arms and hugged me tightly
{ Keiren - mumaa}
What i hear him saying muma in dreams but know he is wide awake i could hold my tears all feeling is mixed the future fear broke heart hope and know peace and happiness i hugged him more tightly
{ Jay - who i am to you }
He looked up
{ Keiren - sorry...}
{ Jay - no no baby say it again say it again please who i am to you }
He smiled wider
{ Keiren - my mumaaa}
Then be start crying
{ Jay - baby what happened babyy...}
{ Keiren - don't leave me....}
My own tears is falling then someone wrap his arms around us soo who is that person ofcourse keifer my hubby i didn't even realised he wake up he kiss both of us forehead
{Keifer - know stop crying my crybabys}
{ Jay& keiren - i am not crybaby}
We both say at same time and keifer start laughing and me keiren too
{ Jay - okay know stop laughing and keifer tell me did you already tell keiren that We are gona adopt him }
{ Keiren - yess i know mumaaa}
He kissed my cheeks
{Keifer - heyyy you always hug her and kiss her are i am not your dad you don't love me}
Keifer sulk and me and keiren giggled then keiren sat on keifer's lap and hugged him
{Keiren - i lobeee youu dadaa}
He kiss keifer cheeks
{ Keifer - i love you too my kiddo }
{ Jay - okay okay know let go we have to eat lunch}
{ Keifer - yeaah jay but keigen didn't know about this so let's tell him }
{ Jay - hmm... let's go }
Keifer held keiren in his arms and we three went downstairs and we sat on our chair keigen also sat beside me we all look towards him
{ Keigen - what happens why are you all staring at me like this }
{ Keiren - kuya and ate want to adopt me and i also want too }
I smiled keifer also smiled keigen also looks happy but i know he is also sad he also didn't get mother love i crais his hairs
{ Jay - if you want you also can be my son but if you like too}
He hugged me and buried his face on my shoulder
{Keigen - atee i don't know what if i mess up what if i look bad at our family as yours and kuya's son what.....}
{Jay - keigen... don't think to much just say what you want}
I cupped his cheek he nodded like yess kiss his forehead
{ Keiren - yeeehhh so kuya keigen is not my tito }
We giggled
{ Keifer - okay okay let's eat and we will go court Tommorow as legally adopt them but know eat peacefully}
{ JAY - yeahh }
{Keigen - glumpy}
{ Keifer - what did you say }
{ Jay - he said nothing know eat }
Keifer got scared
{ Keigen - thanks ate..i mean m..om }
{Jay - okay know eat }
Then we eat our dinner in Happy chaos then we all go to our respected rooms when i enter inside keifer quickly lock the door and push me on bed and come on top of me
{ Keifer - soo mumaaa i also wanna be you babyy}
{ Jay - your already my babyy}
He start kissing me and we removed each other clothes and keifer start smashing my boob and kissing me roughly then he inter his three fingers inside my core
{ Jay - ahhh}
{ Keifer - maon loud mumaa}
He start fingering me roughly that giving me so much fuking pleasure i started to squeeze his dick
{Keifer - ahh jayy}
Then he pulled out his fingers and licked it
{Keifer- taste know let me eat my sweet mumaa}
He start sucking my pussy
{ Jay - ahhh..ummmm....yess ..umm....ahhmmm.... baby... there...mm..yess . aahhh....moree..baby more .....}
After sucking he entered his dick inside my core fully and start fuking me roughly
{ Keifer - i ....love ..you.....jayy...}
He said while trusting
{ Jay - i ....love ..ahhh...you..too....keiff..mm .ahhh}
After making out for two hours we slept while keifer sucking my nipple and i hugged him tightly 🫂💤🌫️
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I am really sorry guys for ghosting you all but there is some occasions in my religion so i am so tired after all the get together parties i will try to update regularly please understand and give me some ideas about next chapter byy🤧✨
Love you all 🥀🕊️
Your tired aliya 🤧💌