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Chapter 84 - Chapter 35: The Moment After

By Monday morning, Daewon had drawn twelve places.

None of them were particularly beautiful.

An empty bus stop.

A closed bookstore.

A chair outside a noodle shop.

A playground with one broken swing.

A laundromat after midnight.

A hallway outside the music room.

The bench in the hidden garden.

A convenience store entrance.

A classroom after everyone had gone home.

A staircase.

A bridge.

And the doorway of the bakery where he and Aera had eaten strawberry bread more times than he could count.

He spread the drawings across his bedroom floor.

His mother passed by his room, stopped, and looked down.

"Are these all for your exhibition?"

"Yeah."

She crouched beside one of the drawings.

"Why are there so many empty places?"

Daewon thought about it.

"I don't think they're empty."

His mother looked at him.

He smiled.

"I'm trying to figure out what happens after people leave."

She studied him for a moment.

"That's a strange thing to draw."

"I know."

"But I like it."

She stood up.

"Just don't forget to eat."

Daewon laughed.

"I won't."

After she left, he looked at the drawings again.

There was something bothering him.

He had spent the weekend drawing places after people had left.

But perhaps that was too easy.

An empty chair was easy.

A closed shop was easy.

A vacant hallway was easy.

The difficult part was the moment someone actually left.

The moment when a person turned around.

The moment when a door closed.

The moment after a goodbye.

That was the part he hadn't drawn.

Aera had the same problem.

She had taken more than three hundred photographs over the last two weeks.

People waiting for buses.

People waiting outside stores.

People waiting for friends.

People waiting for family.

People waiting for food.

People waiting for trains.

People waiting for nothing in particular.

But when she looked through them that evening, they all seemed to begin in the same place.

Someone was waiting.

Then what?

Aera opened her notebook.

She wrote:

Before _ waiting.

Then underneath:

After _ ?

She stared at the question mark.

Her phone buzzed.

Daewon: Are you awake?

Aera smiled.

Aera: Yes.

Daewon: I have a problem.

Aera: Me too.

A few seconds passed.

Daewon: Your problem first.

She typed:

Aera: I have too many photographs of people waiting.

Then:

Aera: But I don't know what happens after.

Daewon's reply came quickly.

Daewon: Same.

She laughed quietly.

Aera: Maybe we're doing the same project.

Daewon: We're not.

Aera: I know.

Daewon: Yours is what happens after waiting.

Aera: And yours is what happens after people leave.

She thought for a moment.

Aera: Maybe we should stop looking at the beginning.

There was a pause.

Daewon: Then where?

Aera looked at the dark window beside her desk.

Aera: The moment after.

The next day, Mr. Kim gave Daewon a new assignment.

He placed a sheet of paper on Daewon's desk.

"Draw a person leaving."

Daewon looked at him.

"Leaving where?"

"Anywhere."

"Do I need to know why?"

"No."

"Who they are?"

"No."

"What they're feeling?"

Mr. Kim smiled.

"Especially not that."

Daewon looked down at the blank paper.

Mr. Kim continued walking.

"You're getting better at drawing what you see."

He stopped near the door.

"Now try drawing what you don't get to see."

Daewon frowned.

That made no sense.

Then again, Mr. Kim had become very good at giving him assignments that made no sense until several days later.

Aera received a similar challenge from Han Sora.

They were standing outside the small community gallery.

Sora looked through Aera's photographs.

"You have a lot of waiting."

"Too much?"

"Maybe."

Aera sighed.

"I don't know what comes after."

Sora handed the camera back.

"Then photograph it."

"How?"

"You can't photograph the future."

"I know."

"So don't."

Aera looked confused.

Sora pointed across the street.

A bus was stopping.

People stood near the curb.

"Photograph the moment people stop waiting."

Aera lifted her camera.

A woman stepped onto the bus.

A boy ran toward his father.

A man looked at his phone and walked away from the station.

A young couple saw each other across the street.

Aera took several photographs.

Sora watched.

"Don't chase the dramatic moment."

Aera lowered the camera.

"What should I chase?"

"The ordinary one."

That afternoon, Aera decided to try.

She waited outside the bus stop near school.

For nearly twenty minutes, nothing happened.

People arrived.

People checked their phones.

People looked down the road.

Then a bus appeared.

Aera raised her camera.

One by one, people stepped forward.

A woman with a grocery bag climbed aboard.

A middle-aged man helped a child up the steps.

Two students ran at the last second.

A boy stood alone.

The bus doors closed.

It pulled away.

Aera kept looking through the viewfinder.

The bus became smaller.

The boy remained.

He hadn't gotten on.

Aera lowered her camera.

She watched him turn around.

He walked back toward the street he had come from.

She didn't photograph him.

Something about it felt too private.

Instead, she photographed the empty bus stop.

The bench.

The faded advertisement.

The road.

The place where everyone had been standing seconds earlier.

She checked the photograph.

It looked almost completely ordinary.

But she knew what had just happened there.

That was enough.

After school, Daewon found Seojun sitting alone outside the gym.

"Why are you here?"

Seojun looked up.

"Waiting."

"For what?"

"My brother."

"How long?"

"Twenty minutes."

Daewon sat beside him.

"You want me to wait?"

"No."

"Then why did you tell me?"

"Because you asked."

Daewon laughed.

They sat quietly.

After another five minutes, Seojun's brother finally appeared.

He waved.

Seojun stood.

"See you tomorrow."

Daewon watched him leave.

Then something clicked.

He opened his sketchbook.

He drew the bench.

The gym wall.

Seojun's abandoned water bottle.

The space where Seojun had been sitting.

Then he stopped.

He hadn't drawn Seojun.

He had drawn the moment after Seojun left.

For the first time, he understood what Mr. Kim had meant.

At the river that evening, Daewon found Aera waiting.

She was sitting on the railing with her camera beside her.

"You look tired," she said.

"I am."

"What happened?"

"I think I finally understand my project."

Aera smiled.

"Me too."

They sat together.

Daewon showed her the drawing.

She studied it carefully.

"This is Seojun's?"

"Yeah."

"Where is he?"

"He left."

Aera looked at the empty space in the drawing.

"He was sitting there."

"Yeah."

"But you didn't draw him."

Daewon shook his head.

"I wanted to draw what remained after he left."

Aera looked back at the river.

"I photographed an empty bus stop today."

"After people left?"

"After one boy didn't."

Daewon looked at her.

She explained what happened.

"He missed the bus."

"What did he do?"

"I don't know."

"Did you photograph him?"

"No."

"Why?"

"I don't know."

Daewon nodded.

"Maybe that's the right answer."

Aera smiled.

"You sound like Mr. Kim."

"That's terrifying."

She laughed.

For a while, neither spoke.

The river moved slowly beneath them.

Aera opened her camera.

She showed him the photograph.

It was an empty bus stop.

Nothing special.

Daewon looked at it.

Then he understood why she had kept it.

"It feels like something just happened."

"It did."

"But nobody's there."

"I know."

He smiled.

"That's good."

Aera looked at him.

"Why?"

"Because maybe people don't have to be in the picture for the picture to be about them."

She looked down at the photograph again.

That sentence stayed with her.

The following Saturday, they decided to visit the school after hours.

The building felt completely different without students.

The hallways were quiet.

Classroom doors were closed.

The notice boards were covered with old papers.

Their footsteps echoed.

Daewon walked through the art room.

He stopped at the doorway.

A chair was pushed away from a table.

Several pencils remained scattered across the floor.

Someone had forgotten to erase a faint line from the blackboard.

Aera raised her camera.

"Wait."

She lowered it.

Daewon looked at her.

"Don't take it?"

She shook her head.

"I want to see it first."

They stood together.

Neither touched anything.

After a while, Daewon took out his sketchbook.

He drew.

Aera watched.

Then she sat on the floor and opened her notebook.

She wrote:

There are places that become quiet because everyone has gone home.

She paused.

Then added:

Maybe that's when you can hear what the day left behind.

She showed it to Daewon.

He read it.

"That's good."

"Really?"

"Yeah."

"What would you write?"

Daewon looked around the art room.

Then wrote beneath her sentence:

And tomorrow, they'll make another mess.

Aera laughed.

"That's your deep artistic statement?"

"Yes."

"It's terrible."

"It's realistic."

She laughed harder.

Daewon smiled.

The empty art room didn't feel empty anymore.

They eventually reached their classroom.

Their desks were still arranged from the previous week.

Aera walked to hers.

She placed her hand on the desk.

"Do you ever think about how strange school is?"

"Why?"

"We spend years in the same rooms."

She looked around.

"We complain about them. We get bored. We can't wait to leave."

Daewon leaned against a desk.

"And then?"

"And then one day we'll leave."

He looked at the room.

The blackboard.

The windows.

The rows of desks.

The sunlight.

He imagined the room without them.

Without Seojun.

Without Minjae.

Without Aera.

It would still be a classroom.

Someone else would sit in these chairs.

Someone else would complain about the teachers.

Someone else would draw on the corner of their notebook.

Someone else would laugh too loudly during lunch.

Daewon felt something tighten quietly inside his chest.

Not sadness.

Something closer to awareness.

"We're already leaving things behind," he said.

Aera looked at him.

"What?"

"Every day."

She smiled.

"Then we should pay attention."

They stood in the middle of the empty classroom.

Neither took a photograph.

Neither drew.

For a few minutes, they simply stayed there.

Then Aera picked up her bag.

"Let's go."

Daewon nodded.

They walked toward the door.

Aera stopped before stepping outside.

She looked back once.

Then turned off the classroom light.

The room became dark.

The door closed behind them.

Daewon stood in the hallway.

He looked at the closed door.

Then opened his sketchbook.

He drew it.

Not the classroom.

Not the desks.

Just the closed door.

Underneath, he wrote:

Some goodbyes are so ordinary that you don't recognize them until later.

He looked at the sentence.

For once, he didn't cross it out.

Aera stood beside him.

"What did you write?"

He showed her.

She read it.

Then smiled.

"I think that's the first sentence you've written that sounds like you."

Daewon closed the sketchbook.

"Maybe I'm getting better."

"Maybe."

They walked down the empty hallway together.

Neither of them knew yet what their final exhibition would say.

But they were beginning to understand something important.

Their projects weren't really about empty spaces.

They were about the traces people left inside them.

A chair moved away from a table.

A door closing.

A bus disappearing down a street.

A photograph taken after someone had already walked away.

A place becoming quiet.

A moment continuing even after the people inside it were gone.

And perhaps that was what growing up would eventually mean too.

Leaving places.

Leaving days.

Leaving versions of themselves behind.

Then carrying small pieces of them forward.

For now, though, they were still walking home together.

And tomorrow, they would come back.

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