He couldn't help but ask, saying 'Was Fern jealous that Amu was rich because Amu was someone's boy toy?'
Then he thought of a more terrifying possibility, which made him shiver and say, 'Or was Fern just jealous that he was no one's boy toy and didn't have a sugar daddy?`
This was the first thing that he thought about after dying because what he saw was so impactful on his senses. But after a few seconds of thinking about it, his mind wandered to thinking about more important things.
The sight of six divine beings surrounding him brought him back to why he had committed suicide. So he said, 'I am not stupid. I just didn't know. But now that I know that they aren't blind, I know that I can never appear before them wearing my Shifting Armor unless I want trouble from them.'
