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Chapter 256 - Chapter 253: The Midterm Paradox Part-7

By morning, the unofficial answer key had acquired three revisions, two anonymous editors, and the authority of scripture.

Version Four said Question Thirty-Seven was B.

Version Five changed it to D.

Version Six highlighted the entire question in yellow and added:

DISPUTED. STOP ASKING.

Nobody stopped asking.

The recovery-group channel had produced six hundred messages before seven.

BUNNY: If Thirty-Seven is D, the lecture slide is wrong.

NC: The lecture slide is simplified.

BUNNY: Simplified is a polite word for wrong.

CHERRY: Whoever wrote this key can simplify themselves into hell.

ANNA: Please sleep.

CHERRY: Sleep is for people who did not change three correct answers.

Jihye uploaded a screenshot from a student forum claiming the average written score was fifty-eight.

Another account claimed it was seventy-one.

A third said twenty-two students had failed the clinical block because one evaluator was marking hand hygiene too harshly.

JP reacted with a coffin emoji.

TZ typed that none of the figures came from faculty.

No one reacted to him.

At 7:14, NS posted one message.

NS: Stop scoring yourselves with an answer key that changes every forty minutes.

The channel remained silent for eleven seconds.

Then Cherry replied.

CHERRY: Easy to say when you already know you are first.

NS did not answer.

June did.

JUNE: He is right. Wait for the official results.

Her reply appeared twenty-three seconds after his message.

I knew because I was watching the screen.

I hated that I knew.

Kitty sent me a private message.

KITTY: Stop staring at the timestamps.

I turned the phone facedown.

She knew because she was watching me.

I hated that she knew too.

The Sleeping Man entered Laboratory Two carrying no checklist.

That frightened the class more than another examination would have.

"Your results will be released tomorrow morning," he said. "The written and clinical components have been standardized. The curve is not final. The rumors are fiction."

JP raised his hand.

"Can the fiction have a happy ending?"

"Not with your attendance record."

"Then it is literary fiction."

The Sleeping Man looked toward me.

"XH, Mr. Kim is waiting outside."

Every head turned.

"What did I do?"

"Yesterday? Several things. Today? You are delaying him."

Mr. Kim stood in the corridor with his arms folded. His usual patient expression had been replaced by the professional calm adults used before removing your ability to negotiate.

"The assessment office filed an incident report," he said.

"I finished the exam."

"You arrived unable to breathe after sleeping through five alarms and thirty-one calls."

"I went to the clinic."

"You declined observation."

"My vital signs were normal."

"So is your talent for avoiding the point."

He held out a folded appointment slip.

STUDENT WELL-BEING CENTER

10:00 A.M.

"I have class."

The laboratory door opened behind us.

The Sleeping Man looked out.

"No, you don't."

He closed the door again.

Mr. Kim placed the appointment slip in my hand.

"This is not punishment."

"It feels scheduled like punishment."

"Go anyway."

When I looked through the glass panel, June had returned to her notes.

NS was reading.

Kitty watched me leave.

JP made a small walking motion with two fingers, as though sending a soldier toward execution.

I showed him one finger in return.

For a moment, he looked like himself again.

The Student Well-Being Center occupied the quietest corner of Campus 2.

The waiting room had soft chairs, artificial plants, and a clock designed to make every second audible.

The therapist introduced herself, offered water, and did not begin with How does that make you feel?

I appreciated her restraint.

"Tell me what happened yesterday morning," she said.

"I overslept."

"Mr. Kim's referral says that has never happened before."

"There is a first time for everything."

"Did you hear any of the alarms?"

"No."

"The record showed they were dismissed."

"Yes."

"Do you remember dismissing them?"

"No."

She wrote something.

Rain began against the window.

The morning forecast had promised clear skies.

"Were you using alcohol, medication, or any substance that could affect sleep?"

"No."

"How many hours had you slept during the previous week?"

"Enough to remain alive."

She waited.

"Not enough," I said.

"You also reported difficulty breathing."

"It passed."

"And disorientation in the stairwell."

I looked toward the rain.

"I missed a floor."

"You skipped it?"

"I reached Floor Six. The next sign I remember was Floor Eight."

"Do you remember climbing between them?"

"No."

Her pen stopped.

"Has that happened before?"

The overturned vehicle beside the road.

A siren inside a stairwell.

A woman in white beneath the lights of Nevermore Palace.

"Not exactly."

"What has happened before?"

Thunder moved above the building.

It was close enough to shake the glass.

"Sometimes I remember things that have not happened."

She did not tell me that was impossible.

That made the room harder to sit inside.

"Are they dreams?"

"Sometimes I am awake."

"What do you see?"

"A road. A damaged car. Ambulance lights."

"Were you in a serious accident?"

"No."

"Do you know anyone who was?"

"No."

"Where are you in the memory?"

I pressed my fingertips together.

"Inside the car."

The rain became louder.

"What happens when the ambulance reaches you?"

"It doesn't."

"What do you mean?"

"The memory always ends while it is still far away."

For several seconds, only the clock spoke.

She asked about headaches, fainting, panic, sleep deprivation, and whether I had ever lost consciousness without knowing it. She recommended a medical evaluation, regular sleep, and a follow-up appointment. None of those instructions explained why a future I had never lived seemed to be remembering me.

Before I left, she asked me to name one person I could contact if another episode happened.

June's name arrived first.

Kitty's arrived before I spoke.

"Kitty," I said.

The thunder stopped.

The rain did not.

Kitty waited beneath the covered walkway outside the center.

She held two paper cups and pretended her presence was accidental.

"Did Mr. Kim assign you as surveillance?"

"No."

"The Sleeping Man?"

"No."

"Then why are you here?"

She gave me one cup.

"Because you would come out making jokes if it went badly and making worse jokes if it went well."

"It went beautifully. I have been declared completely ordinary."

"Liar."

The drink was warm milk tea, not coffee.

"What did they say?" she asked.

"Sleep. Medical evaluation. Follow-up. The usual expensive solutions to being alive."

"Will you go?"

"Maybe."

"That means no."

"That means maybe with lower enthusiasm."

Kitty stepped closer beneath the narrow roof when the wind changed direction. Rain crossed the walkway and darkened one shoulder of her uniform.

I moved my umbrella between her and the weather.

"If it happens again," she said, "call me."

"At five in the morning?"

"At any time."

"You will complain."

"I will complain while answering."

"What if I don't want you to see me like that?"

Her expression changed.

"You don't get to decide alone which version of you I am allowed to care about."

The sentence entered somewhere I had not protected.

The wind pushed cold rain across my face.

For one second, the covered walkway became a broken windshield.

Kitty took my wrist.

"XH."

I counted the pressure of her fingers.

One.

Two.

Three.

The campus returned.

"I'm here," I said.

"I know."

She did not release me.

At the far end of the walkway, June stood beneath Anna's umbrella.

She had seen enough to misunderstand accurately.

Her phone vibrated.

She looked down.

Whatever message waited there softened her expression.

She replied before entering the building.

NS was not beside her.

He did not need to be.

The laboratory emptied during lunch.

I returned for the notebook I had left beneath my chair.

NS stood alone at the front bench, comparing the unofficial answer key against his notes despite telling everyone else to stop.

"So even kings check rumors," I said.

He did not turn.

"I was identifying where the key is wrong."

"That sounds less insecure when you say it slowly."

NS closed the file.

"How was the appointment?"

"Ask June. You probably received the report already."

"She said Mr. Kim sent you. Nothing else."

"Disappointing."

"You make concern difficult."

"You make it look like ownership."

He faced me.

The room held twenty empty benches and all the things we had not done at Ocean Mall.

"You think everyone who plans ahead is controlling you," NS said.

"You think planning gives you the right to arrange everyone else."

"The city announced a strike. I arranged transport. You set five alarms and slept through them."

"Congratulations on having money solve the roads."

"Money did not take my exam."

"No. It only made sure the world stayed out of your way while you did."

His jaw tightened.

"And suffering made your answers more correct?"

"I didn't say that."

"You arrived with twenty minutes and now everyone treats survival like achievement."

"I asked no one to."

"You never ask. You perform damage in public and let people gather around it."

The words landed because part of me had already said them to myself.

"At least people gather without receiving a schedule from me."

NS moved around the bench.

"This is not about the exam."

"It stopped being about the exam when you kissed June."

"She kissed me back."

"You like saying that."

"You like pretending it happened to you."

My hand closed around the notebook.

"She slapped you because you demanded a choice," he continued. "Not because I was there."

"You needed her to stop me because you couldn't do it yourself."

Silence changed shape between us.

NS stepped close enough that neither of us could pretend the distance was accidental.

"One day," he said quietly, "you will say that when no one is standing between us."

The fluorescent lights flickered.

Thunder rolled beyond the windows.

Every proud and stupid part of me wanted to answer with my hands.

I held the notebook instead.

"Then remember it," I said.

The lights went out.

Emergency lamps woke above the doors.

For six seconds, NS and I stood in red light like two men rehearsing an ending neither of us understood.

Then the power returned.

He moved first.

Not toward me.

Past me.

The collision did not happen.

That did not mean either of us had avoided it.

At three, the transport union rejected the city's emergency offer.

The south-route buses continued operating, but drivers refused overtime and several terminals closed early.

Another alert appeared.

FULL INDUSTRIAL ACTION BALLOT TO BEGIN TOMORROW

UNION LEADERS CITE UNSAFE HOURS, UNPAID BENEFITS, AND EQUIPMENT FAILURES

Students read the notice and immediately calculated how a strike would affect the result-review period.

Not the drivers.

Not their families.

Not the buses carrying too many people on failing brakes.

Only attendance.

Academic pressure had made selfishness feel like logistics.

In the library commons, Cherry accused Bunny of taking her charger.

Bunny called her paranoid.

NC told both of them to shut up.

Cherry asked who had appointed NC president of electricity.

Anna put the missing charger on the table.

It had been beneath Cherry's own notebook.

Nobody apologized.

Jihye closed her laptop.

"I cannot study with all of you acting insane."

"Then leave," Cherry said.

Jihye stood so quickly her chair struck the floor.

The sound silenced the table.

She walked away without picking it up.

JP watched her go.

"Great," he said. "The study group has entered civil war over a charger."

"Do not make it a joke," NC said.

"If I don't make it a joke, it remains our personality."

TZ returned from the vending machines and placed two bottles of water beside JP.

"Drink one."

"I am not XH."

"That is why one bottle may be enough."

JP almost smiled.

TZ's phone vibrated on the table.

The screen lit beneath JP's hand.

He did not reach for it.

He did not need to.

The first preview showed a message from Thoon.

THOON: You are much braver in my DMs than when JP is around.

Before the screen darkened, a second notification arrived.

SRM: You said you weren't talking to another girl like this. Was that true?

The comedy left JP's face.

TZ saw the screen.

He picked up the phone too late.

"How long?" JP asked.

Cherry looked between them.

Bunny stopped touching the charger.

"Not here," TZ said.

"How long?"

"JP."

"You know my name. Excellent. Try answering it with a date."

TZ glanced around the commons.

"Since after the trip."

JP nodded slowly.

"After the trip."

Nobody at the table needed him to explain which trip.

They remembered JP drunk beside the temporary campfire.

They remembered him crying into TZ's chest after Thoon kissed KM where he could see.

They remembered TZ holding him until he stopped shaking.

"You messaged her after that?" JP asked.

"She messaged me first."

"Of course. Phones only work in one direction."

"Nothing happened."

JP pointed at the phone.

"Something happened enough for SRM to ask whether she is the other girl."

TZ's voice hardened.

"I never promised either of them a relationship."

"So you hid both efficiently. Reliable as always."

"I did not hide them from you."

"Did you tell me?"

"I don't need your permission to speak to someone."

"I didn't ask for permission."

JP's voice broke on the final word.

He hated it and became louder.

"I am asking why my friend chose the one person who knew exactly how to humiliate me and said nothing."

"You liked Thoon," TZ said. "She did not belong to you."

The truth was correct.

That did not make it kind.

JP stared at him.

"When I cried on your shirt, were you messaging her with the other hand?"

"No."

"How long did you wait? One day? Two?"

"That is not what happened."

"Then explain what happened."

TZ looked toward the watching table.

His silence answered first.

JP laughed once.

There was nothing comedic inside it.

"And SRM too," he said. "Quiet TZ. Shy TZ. Meanwhile, Comedy King is the only idiot performing his shame in public."

"Stop turning this into an audience," TZ said.

"You turned me into one first."

JP took his bag.

TZ caught the strap.

"Sit down. We can talk somewhere else."

JP looked at his hand.

"Let go."

TZ released it.

JP left.

This time, no one tried to make the fallen chair sound funny.

JP reached the campus lake before the rain returned.

The water sat lower than it had at the beginning of the term. A dark line marked the stone where the surface used to reach.

He opened his diary.

For several minutes, he wrote nothing.

Then:

People think betrayal arrives with a knife.

Sometimes it vibrates faceup on a table.

A king fears the blade in front of him.

A fool should fear the friend behind his shoulder.

He crossed out friend.

He wrote brother.

Then he crossed that out too.

The first drop of rain struck the unfinished line.

JP closed the diary before the ink could run.

Across the lake, TZ stood beneath the Grand Fountain arch.

He had followed but did not approach.

Between them stretched twenty meters of wet pavement and everything one of them had hidden from the other.

Neither moved.

June found me beside the vending machines after five.

"Did they say what caused it?" she asked.

"What?"

"Yesterday morning. The alarms. The missing time."

I looked at her.

Kitty had not told her.

Mr. Kim might have.

Or NS.

"Stress," I said.

"You're lying."

"They don't know."

Her coldness broke for half a second.

Fear appeared beneath it.

"Then go to a doctor."

"Kitty already gave that order."

June's expression closed again.

"Of course she did."

Her phone vibrated.

She looked at the screen.

The name was hidden by her hand, but I knew from the speed of her reply.

"You answer him quickly," I said.

"You notice quickly."

"Is that supposed to make it better?"

"No."

"At least we agree on something."

June put the phone away.

"You don't get to be jealous of every hand that reaches me while you keep holding hers."

"And you don't get to act single in private and committed when people are watching."

"That was your arrangement too."

"Before Ocean Mall."

"Before you kissed Kitty."

The vending machine hummed between us.

We had returned to the same wound from a different door.

"Did you come here because you were worried about me," I asked, "or because you wanted to win this argument?"

June's eyes shone.

She refused to let the tears become evidence.

"I don't know anymore."

She walked away.

I almost followed.

My phone vibrated.

A message from Kitty.

KITTY: JP and TZ had a fight. We are by the lake.

I stood between two directions until June disappeared around the corner.

Then I went toward the lake.

Choice did not always arrive as a confession.

Sometimes it was only the direction your feet moved when nobody was watching.

At 6:40, the official university notice appeared.

HEALTH TRACK YEAR TWO MIDTERM RESULTS

STANDARDIZATION COMPLETE

FINAL CURVE AND COHORT RANKINGS WILL BE RELEASED AT 8:00 A.M. TOMORROW

INDIVIDUAL COMPONENT SCORES WILL FOLLOW AT 10:00 A.M.

Every conversation stopped.

Cherry refreshed the page although it clearly displayed a time.

Bunny began calculating how many hours remained.

NC told her the clock could perform that function.

Anna messaged Jihye an apology.

Jihye read it and did not reply.

JP sat alone beneath the covered lakeside pavilion.

TZ remained outside it.

June's status changed to offline.

Kitty stood close enough for her sleeve to touch mine.

NS viewed the notice first.

Nobody spoke about who would rank first.

That answer felt too obvious.

We were afraid of everything beneath it.

In a dark car across from Campus 2, VT watched the same notice appear on his phone.

The burner account that had sent JP the Ocean Mall location contained no messages now.

The video had traveled farther than the account ever needed to.

XH and NS no longer required another push.

June and Kitty no longer required one either.

VT removed the account and placed the phone inside the glove compartment.

On the radio, a transport representative promised that the full strike vote would proceed in the morning.

Above the campus, clouds rotated against the wind.

VT watched lightning move inside them without touching the ground.

"Let's see what the list does," he said.

At 7:59 the following morning, every student in Health Track Year Two was awake.

The ranking page displayed one sentence.

RESULTS WILL BE AVAILABLE IN SIXTY SECONDS.

The counter began to fall.

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