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Chapter 119 - Chapter 119: I'll Be Watching You Closely

"Our bet didn't specify where it had to happen. Stripping at school would disturb public order… so we're going to my house."

Kuroha blinked.

Wait. That's your takeaway?

The problem wasn't where the stripping happened. The problem was that she was actually going through with it. What happened to maidenly dignity? What happened to basic self-preservation? Someone stop her. Anyone.

He broke into a nervous sweat on her behalf. "Uh, Shirai-san, how about I head home for today and you take some time to calm down—"

Shirai grabbed him by the tie. Her face was bright red, but her grip was iron. "Don't run away! You're coming with me!"

Kuroha raised both hands in surrender, his collar yanked forward. "I'm not running! I'm just saying… you seem more eager about this than I am…"

"I'm NOT eager!" Her voice cracked. "I'm also—! Gghhh—! Just go to hell!"

She was already fighting through a mountain of embarrassment, and his whole "I don't really want to see it" attitude was somehow making everything worse.

If he didn't want to see it now, too bad. Today, whether he liked it or not, he was seeing it.

Kuroha didn't even have time to grab his book before she dragged him out of the club room, down the hall, and out of the school gates. She only let go of his tie at the subway entrance.

Passersby gave them curious looks. Probably assumed it was some kind of couple's game.

Walk the dog, maybe.

The subway at this hour was a warzone. Bodies packed so tight you couldn't tell where one person ended and another began. Kuroha did the gentlemanly thing—cornered Shirai against the door, using his frame to shield her from the crush of commuters.

"…Thank you."

The words were barely a whisper, muffled against his chest. But he heard them.

"No problem. But Shirai-san, do you normally take the subway at this hour?"

"No. I usually buy half-price bento near school, eat there, then take the train after rush hour."

"Oh? You don't go home for dinner? Where's your family?"

"Both my parents are university professors. They're usually busy with research, never home before nine. They give me money for dinner, but most of it goes to books."

"I see…"

Wait. So if he went to her house right now, they'd be completely alone?

He'd been counting on her parents being there.

A buffer.

A reason to sit in the living room instead of retreating to her bedroom. But she'd already accounted for that—which was exactly why she'd dragged him onto this packed train. Before her parents got back. She was determined to see this through.

But a teenage girl, alone at home, stripping in front of a boy her age… No matter how you looked at it, that was a situation with potential consequences.

Kuroha's expression turned strange. "Aren't you worried I might do something to you?"

"Not at all." Shirai hugged her arms, turning her face away with a huff. "If you were that kind of person, Hitomi wouldn't have brought you to the Literary Club. I hate your attitude, but I don't think you're the kind of scumbag who'd take advantage of me."

"So the class president's vouching for my character, huh…"

Kuroha sighed. Might as well lay his cards on the table.

"Look, Shirai-san. Since you're also the class president's friend, I'll be straight with you. We can switch to a different bet. I don't want to embarrass you, and Aizono-san is really worried."

"No."

The refusal was instant. Absolute.

"It doesn't matter if you want to see it or not. If I don't follow through on this bet… I won't be able to forgive myself."

Kuroha fell silent.

Her pride was too strong. So strong that it was consuming her from the inside. He finally understood—some words couldn't be taken back. Even as the winner, in this moment, he was the one being executed.

Excitement? There was none. Just helplessness.

He'd given her chances. She hadn't taken them.

Now, all he could do was follow her home.

....

Shirai Shiori's house was a medium-sized two-story villa. Good location. Good lighting. Professors' salaries apparently stretched pretty far.

He murmured "Excuse me" at the entrance, slipped into the prepared slippers, and followed her up to the second floor.

Her room was… unexpectedly tidy. Almost stark. No decorations, no posters, no girly knickknacks. It reminded him of his own room, actually. Except for one major difference: two massive bookshelves occupied an entire wall, stuffed to bursting. Her wardrobe, by contrast, was barely noticeable—so small it seemed almost hidden.

But the bookshelves weren't enough. Piles of books stacked on the floor had half-buried the wardrobe.

His eyes moved to her desk. Half a meter of draft paper stacked like a tower. Three empty ink bottles lined up like fallen soldiers. The trash can overflowed with crumpled paper balls. The wall above the desk was plastered with sticky notes—key phrases, plot points, foreshadowing notes, character designs, outline fragments.

She'd been fighting her own labyrinth. Just like he had.

"Sorry, I don't have an extra chair. Sit on the bed. Just… don't sit on my books."

Kuroha Akira sat obediently, back straight, hands on his knees. Shirai Shiori moved to close the curtains. The twilight outside faded, swallowed by fabric, and the room dimmed into something heavier. More ambiguous. Even Kuroha felt it—that strange tension coiling in his chest, edged with something he didn't want to name.

Oh, this is exactly like that, he thought, watching her silhouette against the window. The female knight dragged back to the goblins' cave. The humiliation after defeat… somehow makes it more intense.

He cleared his throat, trying to break the atmosphere. "Should I turn off the lights?"

If it was darker, maybe she'd feel less exposed. Less cornered.

"That would make it seem like we're doing something illicit." Her voice was flat. "We're just fulfilling a bet."

"Uh. Fair point."

"Turn around. I'm taking my clothes off."

"Oh. Right."

He turned.

The silence that followed was deafening. In the quiet room, the rustle of fabric reached his ears like gunfire—each whisper of cloth against skin sending his imagination spiraling. His jaw tightened. He stared at the wall and tried to think about literally anything else.

Then a sob broke through.

"Ugh…"

The sound was raw. Wrenched from somewhere deep.

Shirai Shiori was crying.

She'd held it together this long. Through the rejection letter. Through the confrontation. Through the train ride. Through every humiliating step that led her here. But when her school uniform fell away and the air touched her bare skin, the weight of defeat finally crushed through her defenses.

What surged up wasn't shame. Wasn't the sting of humiliation.

It was regret.

She thought about how smug she'd been, finishing her manuscript. The self-satisfaction. The certainty of victory. Now it made her stomach turn. What had she even written? A clumsy imitation of popular light novels. She'd failed to put any of herself into it. How could something so hollow ever earn recognition?

If she'd been the editor, she wouldn't have spared it a second glance.

And she'd actually believed she could win with that.

Narrow-minded.

Childish.

She'd judged Kuroha Akira without knowing anything about him—called him frivolous, dismissed him as unserious—while he'd been writing something brilliant. Something that impressed even the editors at Hurricane Publishing.

She didn't know him at all, did she?

Why hadn't she tried?

When she read books, she always dug deep. Sought meaning. Tried to understand. But with him… with him… she'd been blind. Stupid. Rushing to conclusions because he'd held Asato's hand. How ridiculous was that?

What she resented most was her own failure. If she'd written something better. Something truer. If she'd given everything instead of coasting on pride… maybe she wouldn't be standing here, stripped to nothing, tears streaming down her face.

She didn't wipe them away. Maybe she deserved this.

Through the blur, a figure moved closer. Kuroha Akira stood before her, facing her fully now. She was down to white bra, white panties, white silk gloves. She made no move to cover herself.

What was the point?

This was punishment for her arrogance.

She'd endure it.

But instead of mockery, she felt his hand against her cheek. Gentle. Wiping the tears away.

"I think I understand now." His voice was quiet. "It's not the stripping that shames you."

She didn't respond. Couldn't.

"You're this upset because you talked big, made a bet you couldn't win, and then lost the one contest that actually mattered to you. Right?"

Silence.

"Shirai Shiori. I acknowledge your defeat."

Her breath caught.

"So take them off. I'll watch you carefully."

She nodded slowly. "…Mm."

She would honor the bet. That was the least she could do. What mattered now was gathering the courage to face failure honestly. If her spirit survived this—if she could accept defeat without breaking—then she could still come back. Still try again.

So Shirai Shiori removed the last two pieces of pure white.

In front of Kuroha Akira, she returned to the state she'd been born in.

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