47. "THE BOY, THE GIRL.."
Oh my, where do I begin, how do I start this token? Let me start with the best attributes, the girl is a brown skin doll, her features are the roses to the garden of details, she's hairy from her sleeves, to her legs and her natural hair overflows on her smooth clear skin, she smells sweet and sexy, her energy is welcoming, warm and effective, she's purely a beautiful human, a sublime one to be exact.
The boy is usually running all over the place, all nonchalant and distant but whenever the girl is around him, his walls burn down to the ground, he is as open as he has never been with any other girl before. I can't tell if it's the traces of the past lingering over their presence as a safe space or the girl just brings out that side in him.
This is second night that the boy gets to spend time with the girl, this evening the girl suggested a walk, they took a long stroll under the clouds of a tired rainy sky. It seems as if there's this strong magnet that keeps pulling the boy to wherever the girl breathes.
48. "SUBMISSIVE" / "GLOW"
She does it like it brings her pleasure too, she keeps going like she can tell that I'm loving it and she doesn't stop as if my satisfaction is her only priority.
It's all in the way she does it, she rubs her fingers on my body like a knife on butter, she looks at me and into me, that eye contact is way more than just about adoration and she confirms it all for me when she's pouring her all into me.
When she lays under me, it's like the brightest star is aiming right at her face, when she's sweating and out of breath after a dance, I see the glow that her body exudes.
I feel a lot closer to love when we're tucked in, I feel motivation every time she's performing her magic on me, told me this is the best love she's ever had but little does she know that the love she speaks of is written about in my pages.
She kisses me like it's her master key to my garden of love, she slows down, speed it up or keep it steady if I say so and when she's sweating and out of breath, her skin exudes the glow from all the love we make.
She's submissive as if it brings her pleasure, she keeps going and she doesn't stop as if her only priority is my satisfaction.
49. "THE BOY, THE GIRL.. (pt.2)"
When the girl talks, the boy looks the girl right into the windows of her soul, when the girl walks out of the safe side, the boy always changes her side, when the girl comes around the boy, the boy turns the littlest minutes into slow paced, long threaded moments, just for him to get a few seconds in this little fantasy that only exists when the girl is next to him.
What is it about this pretty brown doll that pulls down the boy's walls, what is it about the girl that makes the boy find an excuse to spend time with the girl? Tonight the girl let her hair out, tonight the girl is wearing a beautiful dress under a warm hoody and the choice of her perfume is the pleasure to the mind of the boy.
It seems like the boy has found the right girl just at the wrong time, the girl can get through to him, the girl makes him want more of her time for just conversations and close contacts, the boy spends time touching her hair, feeling her skin, even the love birds can chirp a whole song about the little romantic he turns into when the girl comes around.
50. "GIRL AFTER GIRL CYCLE"
All these new faces, new names and the different scents of perfume in my clothes, got a lot of sex memories in my memory lane, I guess that's what happens when you're in a girl after a girl cycle.
My phone's been blowing up all evening, it's one girl that wants my body and then my ex that I still love, I thought I was making changes but I guess I'm still Teddy 'cause I'm still running away from commitment, making beautiful moments out of bad intentions.
All I spend my time on is girls, flings and great sex.
I've been in a girl-after-a-girl cycle, looking for an way out but I still find peace in talking about my battles to my ex girlfriend, after all this time, that must mean something. I haven't felt like opening up to anybody else, we can spend time and have a great time but I could never trust any of these girls with my thoughts.
I'm with a different girl every other day, even though we don't get naked, just being close to a girl, hearing her speak and looking into her eyes, just that feeds my appetite.
All these new faces, new names and the different scents of perfume in my clothes, it's all a girl after a girl cycle.