He slumped into his bed, the wood singing under his weight as he stared into the wall in front of him. His expression remained blank, devoid of any emotion, and a huge contrast to the frenzy tugging at his chest.
But as the initial rush faded, a darker, more practical thought, began to creep in
If he couldn't have his heart, he would just settle for the feeling of being wanted physically, and not having to feel this void anymore.
If his body were the only thing Adrian had a use for, then he would just give him the best version of it. Perhaps, it could be a portal to eventually pull this hard guy in.
With a resolving intensity, he steadied his phone in his hand, hunching forward, eyes narrowed. He launched the browser app.
Then he paused to think of the areas he needed to tackle, gathering the letters up in his head... and at the search bar, his fingers began to fly, inputting the first query.
'Techniques to control arousal and not cum first if your partner hasn't.'
