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Chapter 53 - No Cause for Concern

The ring came off on the fourth try.

It took soap, a thread of linen wound tight around the knuckle, and a quantity of language Mira would not have known. It slid free with a small wet sound. Lain set it on the table under the lamp and sat back, breathing as though he'd lifted something heavy.

It didn't look like much.

Dull gold. A black stone, flat as a coin, no facets. In the lamplight it gave back nothing at all, which was worse than a shine would have been.

It fit perfectly.

He had been turning that over since the great hall. Not tight, not loose. The exact weight at the exact place, like a lid onto a jar. Nobody had measured his hand. He would have noticed. Mira had never given a size.

He picked the ring up by its edges and tilted the band toward the light.

Smooth. Blank. Polished clean, without a scratch, the way a surface looks when something was once cut into it and has since been ground away with great patience.

Names, he thought. Initials. A date.

Gone.

Then the stone. He'd told himself on the carriage ride that it was nonsense. Candles, nerves, nineteen hours without proper sleep. A flat black surface will always give back something, and anyone who looks into it long enough will find an eye.

He looked into it now.

The lamp, small and gold in its depths. His own face, tiny and bent. Behind that, nothing.

Then, for half a heartbeat, something moved in the black. Slowly. The way a shape moves under ice.

Lain dropped it.

It hit the table with a flat click and rolled once and lay still.

It's a stone, he told himself. It's a stone and you're tired.

"You took it off."

Kaedrin stood in the doorway. White wig gone, coat gone, sleeves rolled to the elbow. He looked like a man who had been awake as long as his son and had found the experience less interesting.

"I tried," Lain said.

"Put it back."

"Father—"

"Put it back."

"It fit like it was made for me." The words came out too fast. He made himself slow down. "Nobody asked my size. And the inside's been ground blank, and there's something—" He stopped. "It's a bad ring."

"I don't doubt it." Kaedrin came in and shut the door behind him. "Put it back anyway."

"Why?"

"Because Vane sends a footman here every few hours to ask after your health, and he will send one tomorrow with flowers." Kaedrin said it plainly. "Because the footman will carry anything he sees to Vane. Because Sable Mourne watched your left hand all evening, and a man who does that will ask whether it stayed dressed."

"I could say it hurt."

"A bride who finds her pledge uncomfortable," Soren said from the corner, not looking up from his pen, "is a bride with doubts."

"I'm not a bride."

"Mira is."

Lain looked at the ring.

It lay on the polished wood, black and small and entirely uninterested in him.

He took the ring back up.

Slid it onto his finger.

It settled at the base with the quiet certainty of something returning to a place it had been kept for. He closed his hand around it and felt the cold of the stone against his palm.

After the wedding, he thought. I'll deal with it after.

If there's an after.

There will be no after.

Soren had arranged the books on the long table in a neat row, as though their contents might become more cooperative if properly organised.

Four volumes, dark green cloth, side by side under the lamps. A pot of tea, three cups, a stack of clean paper, two sharpened pencils. A candle at each end of the table, because Soren had a theory about lamps and eyestrain that nobody had ever managed to argue him out of.

"Registers," he said, touching the first three. "Household. Marriage, specifically. Spine labels say R. I, R. II, R. III." His finger moved to the fourth. "This one isn't."

"It looked the same."

"It's bound the same. Somebody shelved it with its friends." Soren opened it.

Thin pages. Hand-ruled charts of stars and the moon's course, circles within circles, tidal tables, small cramped notes in the margins in a script Lain didn't know. Every leaf had been dusted with pencil. Whoever kept it had kept it for decades.

"A celestial almanac," Soren said. "Sixty years of it. Fifty-eight, rather, going back to 371. I can't read the notation." He turned a page. "But I can read a circle."

"Later," Kaedrin said. "Registers first."

They started with the registers.

Lain took the first. He read the way he always read in the archive at night, steadily, filing as he went, letting the first pass wash over him before he began to look for what mattered.

Each entry took half a page.

Ilse Varrow, of Fenhallow. Born the eleventh of the Ninth Month, 395, in the last hour before dawn. Height, five feet nine. Hair dark. Complexion fair. Build slight. Received the sixth of the Third Month, 412. House ring, unaltered. Examined by the house physician: sound in body. No cause for concern. Settled the twenty-first of the Sixth Month, 412.

Next entry. Next page.

Tamsin Roe, of Harrowmere. Born the fourteenth of the Ninth Month, 399, in the last hour before dawn. Height, five feet nine. Hair dark. Complexion fair. Build slight. Received the ninth of the Fourth Month, 416. House ring, unaltered. Examined by the house physician: sound in body. No cause for concern. Settled the second of the Seventh Month, 416.

Maud Ellery, of Stonebridge. Born the thirteenth of the Ninth Month, 401, in the last hour before dawn. Height, five feet nine and a finger—

He stopped.

Went back and read the one before.

Born the fourteenth of the Ninth Month.

Went back again.

Born the eleventh.

"Soren."

"Mm."

"Check your book. The birth dates."

Soren glanced down at the second register. Turned a page. Another. His lips moved slightly.

"The Ninth Month," he said slowly. "The tenth. The fifteenth. The twelfth."

"Mine are the eleventh, the fourteenth, the thirteenth."

"Mine run from the tenth," Soren said.

Kaedrin had taken the third without a word. "The tenth twice," he said, not looking up. "The sixteenth once. Seven out of seven. The same six days." He turned a page. "Possible. If your god dislikes you."

Soren was already writing.

They read in silence for forty minutes.

Pencils scratched. Pages turned. The candles burned down, and the tea went cold in the pot, and nobody mentioned it. When Soren finally laid his pencil on the table he sat looking at his sheet with an expression Lain recognized, because he'd worn it in the archive the first night he understood the fourth page.

"Twenty-one," Soren said.

"In these three," said Kaedrin.

"Twenty-one wives over nineteen years. All born the tenth to sixteenth of the Ninth Month, in the last hour before dawn. Every one with a midwife's note, in a different hand."

"Height?"

"Five feet nine. Twenty of them. The twenty-first, five feet nine and a finger." Soren's voice stayed level. "Tall for a girl. Not rare. Twenty-one of them, though."

"Build?"

"Slight. Every one."

"Hair?"

"Dark. Complexion, fair."

"Age when received?"

"Sixteen to nineteen."

"Where from?"

"The provinces. None from the capital. None from the same province twice. All with guardians instead of parents, and every guardian paid—" he checked, "—four hundred gold pieces."

Nobody spoke.

Four hundred gold pieces, Lain thought. The price of a girl.

The price of twenty-one of them.

"There's another thing," Soren said.

He pointed.

On every entry, near the foot of the page, the same line sat in the same small clean script.

Examined by the house physician: sound in body. No cause for concern.

"Twenty-one times. Same words. Same hand." Soren's mouth was a very thin line. "He examines them when they arrive. Every one. Before anything else. Certifies them sound. And some weeks later, someone writes Settled."

"Settled," Lain said.

Settled the twenty-first of the Sixth Month, 412.

It sat there, small and neat and entirely without comment.

"Like an account," he said.

"Like an account," Soren agreed.

"There's no death record."

"None. I checked." Soren's jaw worked. "In twelve years of notes I never found a burial. A funeral. A sale of effects. A letter of mourning. Not once."

"Then where—"

"I don't know."

"I want," Kaedrin said quietly, "to hear that physician say no cause for concern in person."

"You will," Soren said. "Eventually."

"I expect to enjoy it."

Lain looked at the three books.

Then at the fourth.

"The almanac," he said. "Now."

"One more thing," Lain said.

He pulled the first register back toward him. The cover was warm from the lamp.

"These go back."

Nobody answered.

"I closed the gap on the shelf. I think I did. Anyone who counts will still find four missing."

"Vane's steward counts everything," said Soren.

"Vane counts it himself." Soren said it flatly, like a man reading a note he knew by heart. "Every time he comes home from a trip. He goes to the archive before he takes off his coat. Twelve years, I've never found a time he skipped it."

"Then he knows by dark."

"Not yet," Kaedrin said.

They looked at him.

"He told me at the door. After the ring. He apologized for not calling on Mira tomorrow." Kaedrin rubbed his eyes. "He's riding north with Sable Mourne at dawn. The estates. Back by nightfall."

"So today."

"Today. A day, and it's nearly morning already."

Lain looked at the window. The glass had gone from black to the colour of dishwater.

"Someone has to carry them in," Soren said.

"Mira."

"Mira has no business in the archive."

"Mira has a great deal of business in that house. She's marrying the man in three days." Lain's voice was flat. "She'd want to see the gardens. The flowers. The gown."

"The housekeeper."

"She'd want to know the housekeeper."

"With four books up her sleeves."

"I'm told it's a very good dress."

Soren put his head in his hand.

"It could go wrong in a dozen places," he said. "A maid on the stair. A steward in the passage. The house will be quieter with the master gone, which means every footstep will be noticed."

"Yes."

"And you'd be alone."

"Yes."

"Do we have a better idea?"

"No."

"Do we have any idea?"

Kaedrin said, "We have a day."

It wasn't an answer, and nobody pretended it was.

"There's something else," Soren said.

He had the second register open again, and he was looking at the margin of a page, not the text.

"I should have caught it earlier." He turned the book. "Here. Pencil. Beside each entry."

Lain leaned in.

A tiny date, written very small. Received the sixth. Examined the eighth.

He turned the page. Received the ninth. Examined the eleventh.

"Two days after receipt," Soren said. "Every one. Twenty-one for twenty-one."

"Receipt being—"

"The ring."

Lain looked at his hand.

"The third," Soren said. "The ring went on the third. Two days is the fifth."

"The day before the wedding."

"The physician comes to the house. He examines the girl." Soren's voice stayed level. "Sound in body. No cause for concern."

All three of them looked at Lain.

"I'm sound in body," he said.

"Yes."

"I'm in excellent health."

"I don't doubt it."

"That isn't the problem."

"No."

Kaedrin had gone very still.

"Delay him," Soren said, quietly, mostly to himself. "A physician can be delayed."

"The physician has been in that house nineteen years," said Soren. "She won't miss a date."

"She," Lain said.

"A bride is examined by a woman. The whole body, afterward." Soren's voice stayed level. "But she starts at the wrist."

"The pulse."

"A man's and a woman's aren't the same. She'll know in the time it takes to sit down."

Lain looked at the ring.

"And the eyes," he said. "The drops dull them. A physician sees that before she sees anything else."

"Yes."

"So if she catches the pulse—"

"She never reaches the rest," Kaedrin said. "It ends at the wrist. And we're caught."

Nobody spoke.

"Kill her," Kaedrin said, quietly. It wasn't a proposal. It was an item on a list.

"Nineteen years in that house," said Soren. "Two days before the wedding. Vane would be counting before she was cold."

"Delay her."

"She won't miss a date."

"A refusal. Mira's modest."

"Every one of the twenty-one accepted. Vane would notice."

"Then replace her," Kaedrin said. Slower this time.

"Vane knows her face."

"So she stays. She just can't come." Kaedrin tapped the table once. "A dead physician brings a magistrate. A sick one brings a note. She's nineteen years in that house. She'll have had a cold."

"Then Vane sends for someone else."

"Yes. And I'd like to choose who he finds."

Soren frowned. "He'll send for whoever the house uses when she's unwell."

"Has she ever been unwell?"

Soren checked his notes. "Not once."

"Then nobody's ever been chosen." Kaedrin leaned back. "So someone will have to be chosen for him."

"A woman," Lain said.

"Who can read a pulse, write sound in body, and keep a straight face about it."

"Where do you find that in two days?"

"I don't know yet."

"It's a direction," said Soren.

"It's a direction."

Lain looked at his closed hand.

"And the real one? The physician."

"Ill. Not hurt. Comfortable and quiet until the wedding's done." Kaedrin glanced at the sheet. "Everything on that list is a crime. That's the mild one."

Soren reached for the first register.

"I'll copy the last pages before we—"

"I have it," Lain said.

He drew it toward himself with his left hand, the ring hand, and turned back to the entry with the tiny pencil star. Ilse Varrow. It was only a page. He only meant to look at it again.

The stone went warm.

Not warm like a lamp. Warm like a coin that has been held in a fist.

He kept his face still.

The heat gathered at the base of his finger. Then it pulled. A thin cold thread ran up from his fingertip, out of the knuckle, out of the hand, as though something had taken hold of a loose end of him and begun to wind it in. The stone had gone darker. He hadn't thought that was possible. Even the lamp, sliding across it, seemed to sink and disappear.

His heartbeat came up loud behind his ribs.

Steady.

He couldn't have said how long it lasted. Three breaths. Four. Long enough for the room to take on a faint, unhurried distance, as though he were looking at it down the length of a corridor. Long enough to feel the warmth in the stone and understand, with perfect cold clarity, whose warmth it was.

Then he lifted his hand off the page, and it stopped.

The stone dulled to its usual flat black.

His ring finger was pale, the nail faintly grey, the tip numb. He folded it into his palm.

"Lain?" said Soren.

"I'm fine." He turned the next page with his right hand. "It's the star. Something I missed. The mark's slightly different from Wren's."

"Is it?"

"No."

Soren gave him a look, then took the register back and went on copying.

Lain laid his left hand flat on the next leaf. A girl called Maud.

Nothing.

So it's the page. Or it's me.

He turned the thought over, and didn't like either side of it.

He did not say any of it aloud.

"Your hand," Kaedrin said.

Lain looked up.

Kaedrin was watching him across the table. Not the way he watched a map. The way he watched a horse he suspected of favoring a leg.

"What about it?"

"You've turned that ring eleven times in the last quarter hour."

"Mira's nervous."

"Mira isn't here. You are."

"I'm fine."

"Mourne watched that hand all night. And you."

"He asked if I rode."

"Mourne doesn't make small talk."

"I handled it."

"I know you did." Kaedrin laid one big hand flat on the table. "Here's what I'm doing. Tomorrow I find the woman for the fifth. I find a second way out of that great hall. A back stair, a servants' door, I'll have Soren walk it with the florist. And on the sixth there's a horse at the back gate, whatever else happens."

"That's three plans."

"That's three parts of one." He nodded at the two columns. "And the real trouble's whatever we haven't written down yet. So I'm building it with room."

Lain looked at the ring. He didn't turn it.

"By the wedding," Kaedrin said, "I'll have a backup. A good one."

"Is that a promise?"

"That's a promise."

Lain curled his left hand into his sleeve and said nothing more. It was still cold. The ring had gone quiet, as though it knew it had been noticed.

Kaedrin wrote four lines during the last hour of copying. He folded the paper twice and slipped it into his sleeve without a word. Then he continued as though nothing had happened.

Nobody asked.

The note arrived in the palace the way things arrived for her. Without a sound.

It was lying on the vanity when Blaze looked up. A small square, folded twice, still warm at the edges.

She was alone. She had been brushing her hair, slowly, the way she did when she was thinking about nothing in particular. The red flower sat on the table beside the comb.

She read it once.

Then again, slower, which she almost never did.

The corner of her mouth moved.

Not a smile. Something drier, with more teeth in it.

She held the paper to the nearest candle. It lit without scorching her fingers, and the whole thing went to light and was gone.

"Two days," she murmured, picking up the comb. "How very generous."

She went on brushing her hair.

The last page was copied by the second bell of morning.

Soren squared the sheets, slid them into the folder, and set the folder under his arm like a man closing a coffin.

"That's all of it."

"Then they go back," said Kaedrin.

The four green books lay on the table in a row. Lain looked at them for a moment, and then, resigned, at the dress. The sleeves hung loose. The petticoats had been brushed and pressed overnight by a housekeeper who believed Miss Mira was merely a hard sleeper.

It's learned the way, he thought.

The first book went into the left cuff. The second into the right. The third flat against his ribs, under the bodice. The fourth, last, against his thigh, where three layers of linen held it in place without a fuss.

"Good," Kaedrin said, with the look of a man trying not to look at his son's skirts. "The study. The room behind it. Then the shelf."

"In that order?"

"If we're quick."

"Put everything back before the steward notices. Be as quick as you can." Soren glanced at the folder.

Lain looked at him.

"Someone has to be the nephew." Soren spoke without heat. "The florist. The notary. The footman who'll arrive at noon asking after Miss Mira's health. If nobody answers the door, they'll wonder where we all went." He lifted the folder. "I'll be here. Don't take longer than you have to."

"Soren."

"Hm."

"Thank you."

Soren inclined his head, once, and said nothing, which from him was everything.

The carriage ride from Soren's house had been quiet. By the time Vane's gates came into view, the four books were pressing against Lain's ribs beneath his skirts.

The iron gate was open. The gardeners didn't look up.

The carriage rolled the length of the long lawn and stopped before the house with its hundred windows and not one open curtain. Kaedrin got out first, in the white wig and the loose coat of Lord Erran Mourne, patting the pocket where his handkerchief lived. He turned and offered his hand.

Lain took it and stepped down, eyes lowered, skirts in both fists, four books pressing quietly against his body.

Mira, he thought. Observant. Quiet.

The door opened before they reached it.

The steward stood in the gap. Black coat, grey hair, a face that gave nothing away. The same man from yesterday, the one who had written out the guest list in under four minutes.

"Lord Erran. Miss Mira." He bowed. "Forgive me. Lord Vane is away until evening."

"I know," said Kaedrin pleasantly. "He told me himself. We won't trouble him."

"My lord, I've received no instructions regarding visitors in his absence—"

"We aren't visitors."

"I only mean—"

"My granddaughter is to be the lady of this house in three days." Kaedrin's voice stayed warm. Mild. It had the weight of a man who had never raised it because he'd never needed to. "I wanted her to see the gardens by daylight. The rooms she'll live in. A grandfather's right, surely."

The steward's mouth opened.

"It is only that the master prefers—"

"So," said Kaedrin, thoughtfully. "The future mistress isn't allowed in."

The steward stopped.

Beside him Lain lowered his eyes a fraction further and let his lip tremble very slightly, the way Soren had spent two hours teaching him in the mirror.

"Grandfather," he said, small. "It's all right. I don't wish to cause trouble."

The steward looked at her.

At the old lord with his gentle, immovable face.

At the door he had been told to guard, and the girl who would soon be mistress of everything behind it.

Something in his shoulders gave.

"Forgive me, Miss Mira," he said, stepping back. "Of course. Lord Erran. Please. The house is yours."

The hall was very quiet.

It had the held-breath feel of a house with its master away and every servant listening for him anyway. A clock ticked somewhere, on and on.

"Allow me to show you the way," said the steward.

"There's no need," said Kaedrin.

"Lord Vane's standing instruction is that no guest be left unattended."

"Guest."

A very small pause. The pause of a man who has just heard how that sounded. "A member of the household, my lord. Of course. But the house is large."

A door opened behind him.

A maid. Young, grey apron, white cap, linens folded over one arm. Lain knew the face. The girl from yesterday, the one who had walked him back from the east wing and been so kind about it.

"Tess will attend Miss Mira," said the steward.

Of course she will, Lain thought.

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