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Chapter 10 - 10

Elias POV

I heard the voices from upstairs.

One of them made my hand find the stair rail before the rest of me caught up.

I knew that voice.

I was moving before I decided to move.

My father was standing in the middle of the entrance hall still wearing his work jacket.

The one with the coffee stain on the left cuff.

His hair was not combed. There were purple shadows under his eyes that had not been there the last time I saw him. His mouth was pressed into a line so tight the color had gone out of it.

Two of Aiden's security staff were positioned on either side of him like parentheses.

Aiden was at the bottom of the staircase talking.My father was not listening to Aiden.

He was looking up the stairs.

At me.

Neither of us moved for a moment,then his chin went.

Just slightly. Just that small uncontrolled movement that his face made before the rest of him could stop it. His throat moved as he swallowed. His eyes went bright and wet and he pressed his lips together harder and his hand came up and gripped the front of his jacket just below his collarbone and held on.

I came down the rest of the stairs,i crossed the marble floor.

I stopped in front of him.

He looked at my face the way you look at something you were not sure you would ever see again. His eyes moved from my forehead to my jaw to my eyes and back like he was checking every part was still there.

Then he put his arms around me.

Not carefully.

Not from a distance.

Both arms. His hand at the back of my head pressing me into his shoulder. His work jacket rough against my cheek. The smell of him ,coffee and old paper and something that had been home my entire life even when home was not safe , surrounding me completely.

My eyes went to the ceiling.

I found a point up there and I stared at it and breathed through my nose and counted and did not blink.

His shoulders were shaking.

Very slightly.

Just enough that I could feel it and nobody further away could see it.

My throat closed around something that did not have a name.

I pressed my forehead against his shoulder.

Just for a second.

One second.

Then I straightened and stepped back and my face was composed and my eyes were dry,my father wiped the corner of his eye with his jacket sleeve so quickly it almost did not happen.

Cleared his throat.

Looked at Aiden.

"Mr. Dravon," he said. Completely steady.

The formal sitting room.

Nathaniel sat across from Aiden with his hands folded in his lap and his back straight. Everything back in its place. Everything locked behind the door he had been closing his whole life.

I sat beside him.

Aiden sat across from us. Long legs crossed. Silver blue eyes moving between my father's face and mine.

Julian and Karl stood near the door.

"My daughter told me Elias left voluntarily," my father said. "I did not believe her."

"You were right not to," Aiden said.

My father's jaw shifted. A small tight movement to the left. His thumb moved once across his knuckle.

"What happened," he said.

"Elera drugged him and sold him to me," Aiden said. "At a club five days ago. I intervened before someone less suitable acquired him."

The room went quiet.

Nathaniel turned to look at me.

I met his eyes.

His nostrils flared. His hands in his lap pressed against each other for one second and then deliberately opened flat against his thighs.

He turned back to Aiden.

"She sold her brother," he said.

"For five hundred million initially," Aiden said. "I paid a billion."

My father's throat moved.

His eyes dropped to the floor for two seconds.

When they came back up something in them had shifted. Something that had been sitting very still in a very controlled place had moved slightly off its foundation.

"You paid a billion dollars for my son," he said.

"Yes."

"And that makes him yours."

"No." Something changed in Aiden's voice. "It makes him safe. Whether he is mine is a separate question that he gets to answer."

My father looked at Aiden for a long moment.

His thumb started moving across his knuckle again.

Once.

Twice.

Three times.

Then he looked at me.

"Tell me," he said.

So I told him.

The Primarch. The hierarchy. The Gilded Purge. The silver ring in my pupils that he leaned forward to look at and went very still when he saw. The Dominant Core. The Black Records. The Anima Imprint.

My father listened with his hands flat on his thighs and his eyes on my face and he did not interrupt once.

When I got to the Gravity Effect his jaw tightened.

When I got to the spectral healing he looked down at his hands.

When I got to the part about the Gilded Purge , about an entire bloodline hunted to extinction because they were too powerful for the Alpha Council to allow something happened to his face that I had never seen happen to it before.

His eyes went red around the edges.

Not wet. Just red. The way eyes go when something hits somewhere too deep for tears to reach yet.

He looked at the window.

Three seconds.

Then back at me.

"The Gravity Effect," he said quietly. "When you were twelve." A pause. "Three Alpha fathers called the school. Said you were making their sons uncomfortable." Another pause. "I told you to keep your head down."

"I know," I said.

His mouth pressed together.

"I thought you had been fighting," he said. The sentence came out slightly broken in the middle. He pushed through it. "I told you to keep your head down and I went back to work."

"Father—"

"I went back to work," he said again. Not to me. To himself. To the window. To twenty three years of going back to work.

The pulse below my Core beat slow and warm.

I pressed my hand against my lower stomach.

Julian stepped forward with the energy of someone who had made a decision and was going to execute it before he changed his mind.

"Mr. Solen," he said. "I want you to understand something about Aiden. About why Elias is here and what it means." He looked between me and my father. "Aiden has been protecting this family. The arrangement with the Voss syndicate , the deal he made six months ago that was specifically to keep Elias safe." He paused. "He used Elias as leverage in that deal. I know how that sounds. But the alternative—"

Julian stopped.

His own words landed back in his ears.

He looked at Aiden,Aiden was looking at me,I was looking at the floor.

My hands were in my lap. Very still. The way my father's hands had been still twenty minutes ago when he was holding something enormous in a very small space.

"Leverage," I said.

Flat. Even. Like a line drawn with a ruler.

Beside me my father's entire body went still.

Not the controlled stillness he had been maintaining since he walked in.

A different kind.

The kind that comes just before something breaks.

"He used me as leverage in a deal with another syndicate," I said. "Without telling me. Without asking me."

"Elias—" Julian started.

"You were trying to help," I said. "I know."

I stood up.

My legs were steady. My hands were steady.

The pulse below my Core beat three times urgent against my palm.

"How long," I said to Aiden. "How long has the Voss deal existed."

"Six months before I found you," Aiden said. "The deal was already—"

"And Elera," I said. "What did you offer them."

A pause.

Not long.

Long enough.

"Her," Aiden said.

The sitting room went completely still,I heard my father's breath go out.I heard Karl shift near the door.

I stood very still and let that land everywhere it needed to land.

My sister.

He had taken my sister and pointed a syndicate at her and used her the same way she had used me.

The parallel sat in my chest with teeth.

He had done to her what she had done to me.

Without asking me.

Without telling me.

With my name on the deal.

My hands curled at my sides.

Not fists.

Just curled.

And then my father stood up,It was not a gradual thing.

One moment he was sitting beside me with his hands flat on his thighs and the next moment he was on his feet and the chair behind him scraped back hard against the marble floor and the sound of it cut through the room like a blade.

His face was different.

Everything he had been holding behind that door had come through it.

His eyes were red around the edges and his jaw was set so hard I could see the muscle jumping in his cheek and his hands his hands that had been so carefully still this whole time were shaking.

Visibly.

Both of them.

"You—" he started.

The word came out wrong. Too rough. He stopped. Pressed his lips together. His nostrils flared wide.

He looked at Aide,Aiden looked back.

My father crossed the room in four steps.

Not toward Aiden.

Toward me.

His hands found my shoulders and then before I understood what was happening he had bent down and picked me up and thrown me over his shoulder like I weighed nothing.

Like I was twelve years old.

Like I was a bag of rice.

"Father—" I started.

"We are leaving," he said. His voice was shaking too.

"Father PUT ME DOWN—"

"We are leaving," he said again and turned toward the door.

I was upside down over my father's shoulder looking at the sitting room from an angle I had never seen it from before. Julian's mouth was open. Karl had pressed his lips together very hard like he was fighting something. Aiden had risen to his feet and was standing completely still with an expression on his face I had never seen from him before.

Not calculating.

Not managed.

Just watching.

"NATHANIEL SOLEN PUT ME DOWN RIGHT NOW—" I said.

"No," my father said and kept walking.

"I am a grown man—"

"You are my child," he said. His voice cracked on the last word. Right down the middle. "You are my child and I am taking you home."

Something happened in my chest.

Something that had nothing to do with the Dominant Core or the pulse or the Anima Imprint.

Something that was just — old. And tired. And twenty three years of being in a house where only one person called fourteen times.

My father's hand was pressed flat against my back.

Holding me there.

The way he had never quite managed to hold on when it counted,holding on now.

We were almost at the door.

"Stop," I said.

Not loud.

Just that.

My father stopped.

The room was completely silent.

"Put me down," I said quietly.

He put me down.

I straightened up. Fixed my shirt. Did not look at anyone for a moment.

Then I turned around.

Aiden was still standing by the sitting room table. His hands were at his sides. His face was still doing that thing I did not have a name for yet. That open unguarded thing that kept appearing and disappearing.

I looked at him for a long moment.

Then I looked at my father.

Nathaniel's eyes were bright. His jaw was still set. His hands were still shaking slightly at his sides and he was looking at me with the desperate focused attention of a man who had driven through the night and called fourteen times and was prepared to carry his adult son out of a mansion over his shoulder if that was what it took.

I loved him so much it was almost unbearable.

"I am not leaving," I said.

His face moved.

"Elias—"

"I am not leaving," I said again. Quiet. Certain. "Not yet. There are things here that are not finished."

My father looked at me.

Then at Aiden.

Then back at me.

His throat moved.

His hands stopped shaking.

He breathed in slowly through his nose.

Out through his mouth.

And then he did the thing he had never done enough when I was small.

He nodded.

Just once.

" Then am staying in this God forsaken house with you, because I don't trust that man right there".

" Okay fine "

I turned back to the room.

"The Voss deal," I said to Aiden. My voice was completely even. "Every term. Every condition. Everything with my name on it that I did not agree to." I paused. "Tomorrow. All of it."

Aiden looked at me.

"Okay," he said.

I walked to the door.

At the threshold I stopped.

"And someone show my father to a room," I said. "He has not slept."

I walked out.

Nathaniel POV

I stood in the sitting room after Elias left and looked at the door he had walked through.

My hands had stopped shaking.

My chest had not.

The man across the room Aiden Kael Dravon, Enigma Lord, the man who had paid a billion dollars for my son like my son was something you could own — was still standing by the table looking at the door Elias had walked through

.

He was still doing that thing with his face.

That open thing,i looked at it for a long moment.

Then I crossed the room,i stopped in front of him.

He was taller than me by several inches and his silver blue eyes were level and unreadable and I did not care about any of that.

"My son just told you he is not leaving," I said quietly.

"Yes," Aiden said.

"Do you understand what that cost him," I said.

Aiden said nothing.

"He grew up in a house where staying cost him everything every single day," I said. "Where the people who were supposed to protect him used him instead. Where the one person who loved him did not love him loudly enough or closely enough or in time." My voice dropped. "And he just looked you in the eye after everything you have done and said he is not leaving."

The muscle in Aiden's jaw moved.

"That is not a small thing," I said. "That is everything."

I held his gaze for a long moment.

"Do not waste it," I said.

I turned and walked to the door.

At the threshold I stopped.

"The ginger tea outside his door every morning," I said without turning around. "Keep doing that."

I walked out.

Behind me the sitting room was completely quiet.

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