At first, it was just a lovable little girl seeking guidance from Vajra, but as time passed, feelings slowly developed between them. However, Vajra neither dared nor wished to admit those feelings. Intense pain surged within his heart.
This is the simplest archetype Li Xuan could discern from the voice.
This archetype seemed to transform into some kind of experience, entering his spiritual world through a mysterious 'spiritual connection,' reshaping Li Xuan himself.
It clearly wasn't something he had experienced, yet at this moment it became his unforgettable memory, possibly even an obsession.
Whenever he thought about it, he would try to calm his mind through Sanskrit chants, but he would invariably think of the pleasures between men and women.
And if he abandoned the Sanskrit chants, thinking only about doing couple-like things with his wife, he would feel a sense of guilt and remorse.
