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Chapter Three
ADITHYA
She doesn't remember me.
I had known this since the first morning. Since the assembly — since I watched her cross the courtyard with her bag on one shoulder and that expression on her face. The one I had spent two years trying to convince myself I had imagined. The one that belonged, specifically and entirely, to a girl standing at the edge of a decision she hadn't finished making yet.
She looked directly at me.
And felt nothing.
Recognised nothing.
Waited briefly for an answer that didn't come, and moved on.
I hadn't answered her. I couldn't. Because there is no language — none that I have found in two years of looking — for the specific experience of being looked at by someone who was once the most significant two months of your life. Looked at clearly, directly, without a single flicker of recognition. And understanding, in the space of that one moment, that the reason has nothing to do with choice.
She didn't forget because she wanted to.
Something happened to her.
I learned exactly what, two days ago.
Justin had not told me gently. He sat across from me in the campus café and talked for a long time, and I listened and said almost nothing because there was almost nothing to say that the silence wasn't already saying more precisely.
There had been an accident.
The kind that rearranges more than bones. She had lost memories — significant, irreplaceable ones. Two years worth. Including two months of a summer I had been carrying alone in the dark, believing she had simply chosen not to bring it with her when she left.
Two months. Sixty-something days. The specific weight of something that had started as one thing and become, gradually and then all at once, something else entirely.
She hadn't chosen to leave any of it behind.
She simply couldn't reach it anymore.
And that was not the worst of what Justin told me.
Shravya. Her twin. Her mirror. Gone — in the same accident, on the same day. And only two people knew the full truth of what had actually caused it.
Justin. And Percy.
Percy — who had left Shreya and moved to my sister with the ease of someone changing seats rather than lives. Who I had been watching for months with a low persistent unease filed under instinct and left there because I had nothing concrete. Only the specific wrongness of someone whose grief has nowhere honest to go and has long since stopped trying to find somewhere.
I understood now what the unease had been trying to tell me.
I was not ready to look at the full shape of that yet.
Then there was Caleb.
A boy who had looked at Shreya's face and seen Shravya. Who had loved Shravya — genuinely, completely — and found, in the aftermath of losing her, that grief needed somewhere to go. Had spent two years being kind to the ghost he saw wearing Shreya's face. And then learned the truth. That this was never Shravya. That two years of love had been aimed at an absence wearing the wrong face.
His grief, with nowhere left to go, had found a target.
She was alive. Shravya was not. Therefore.
Therefore the video. Therefore everything Shreya had been absorbing — without context, without history, without even the knowledge that she was being punished — since she arrived at Maxford.
Paying a debt she didn't know she owed. For a history she couldn't access no matter how far she reached.
On the first day — before Justin told me any of it — I had sat beside her in that classroom. The girl I had spent two years missing. The girl who looked through me like glass. And something in me that had been patient and carefully contained had fractured, just slightly, at the edges.
So I had done something clumsy and desperate and entirely wrong in its execution. Tried to recreate a moment from those two months. Said something calculated to provoke her — to make her push back — to make her be, for just one moment, her.
She had shouted at me. Then gone to the bathroom and cried.
The smirk on my face hadn't been cruelty. It had been the involuntary recognition of her fire — still there, entirely intact, surviving everything the accident had taken.
She was still in there.
I had just tried the wrong door.
Not now, I told myself. The instruction I gave certain things when they came too close to the surface. The last afternoon of those two months. The expression on her face that had nothing to do with Percy anymore. The thing that had been moving toward something and hadn't arrived before the summer ended the way it did.
Deal with what is in front of you.
We moved toward St. Joseph's with quiet collective purpose. I was at the front, carrying considerably more than anyone around me knew. Two days of truth. Two years of absence. Two months that had become the thing I measured everything else against.
And then I saw her.
Bicycle at the gate. Bag on one shoulder. Moving toward the entrance with that expression — private, focused, belonging to someone walking toward something she has chosen entirely for herself.
What are you doing here, Shreya?
"Are you stalking me?"
Caleb's voice. The practiced ease of someone who had constructed an identity from the wreckage of grief and worn it long enough to forget it was a costume.
"You must miss me."
I watched her face.
There it is.
That expression — involuntary, unguarded — belonging to someone carrying a weight they cannot name. Feeling the shape of a history they cannot reach. Hurting in the precise outline of something they have no words for.
She had looked at me like that once. Different context. Different pain. The same eyes.
"The world," I said, "does not revolve around you, Caleb."
She turned. Found my face. Something moved across her expression — surprise, then confusion — and underneath both, briefly and entirely without her permission, something I recognised immediately.
There she is. There is my Shreya.
She squared her shoulders — that gesture, the specific one I had watched a hundred times across two months I still counted sometimes in the dark — and walked straight through the middle of everything without stopping. Without looking back.
Of course. She had always been the bravest person in any room she walked into. She had never once believed it about herself.
That, at least, hadn't changed.
I arrived at the studio later than intended. Mid-routine when it happened — not from sound, not from sight, but from something older than both. The specific shift in atmosphere when something you have been waiting for, without fully admitting the waiting, finally arrives.
I turned.
Shreya. Standing in the doorway with her expression cycling through shock and the dawning comprehension of someone who has just understood that the universe has a sense of humour that is very specific, very personal, and entirely indifferent to her preferences.
Two days ago Justin had handed me the shape of what she had lost. But standing here now — watching her face move through surprise and that quiet persistent flicker of something she couldn't name — I understood something Justin's words hadn't given me.
She was still entirely herself.
The accident had taken the memories. Two months she couldn't reach. Caleb's grief had taken some layer of ease. Percy's existence had taken things I was still calculating the full cost of. But underneath all of it — she was stubbornly, completely, irreducibly her.
The girl who squared her shoulders and walked through the middle of things. The girl who was brave without knowing it. Who had come to me two months into a summer with a revenge plan and a careful performance — and I had known, from the beginning, exactly what it was. Had said nothing. Played innocent. Watched her run her calculations while something in me, quietly and without asking permission, had stopped being calculated at all.
One specific afternoon. Unremarkable by any external measure. She had looked at me — really looked, the way she did when she forgot to manage the looking — and the revenge plan had been entirely absent from her face.
I had felt, in that moment, something I still didn't know what to do with.
My girl, I thought. Still mine. Even now. Even after two years of carrying both our shares of it.
The grin arrived before I decided about it. I let it come.
I know about two months you can't reach. I am going to be here — right here — until you can.
SHREYA
"We meet again."
He said it with that grin — wide and certain and carrying something I couldn't name and couldn't dismiss — and I turned immediately to Stella Ma'am because the grin was doing several things I had not authorised and logistics felt significantly safer.
"Ma'am. Can I back out?"
"Back out? Why, my dear?"
"They're my coursemates."
She understood immediately. The understanding produced no movement in her position.
"Shreya. The competition is next week. You know what happened at Nationals. You know what we need." A pause. "And you made me a promise."
A promise is a promise. Made months ago, before all of this, with the uncomplicated sincerity of someone who didn't yet know how complicated things were about to become.
"Your coursemates won't say a word to your family. I will make sure of it."
I looked at the room.
Adithya was not pretending to be occupied. Not performing disinterest. Simply watching — open, unhurried, patient in a way that felt less like waiting and more like knowing. Like someone who had already seen how this ends and had decided, quietly and without announcement, to be present for all of it.
Like being seen by someone who learned how to see you a long time ago and never forgot how.
Stop it, I told myself. Feelings are not evidence. Act accordingly.
"Okay," I said.
The session ran forty minutes and for forty minutes I was simply a choreographer in a studio — the most uncomplicated I had felt in longer than I could measure. The ideas came easily. They always had. Whatever the accident had taken, this part had remained entirely mine.
Stella Ma'am left. I packed my bag. Moved toward the door.
Almost.
He was leaning against the door frame with that grin — settled, certain, entirely unbothered by my obvious intention to leave.
"Welcome to the dance academy," he said. A pause, deliberate and placed. "My princess."
Strategy, I told myself immediately. You know what calculated interest looks like. You have been on the other side of it. Do not mistake performance for something real.
"I am not anyone's princess," I said.
His smile didn't move. He stepped closer — unhurried, the movement of someone for whom patience is not a discipline but a disposition — and leaned in until his voice occupied only the space directly between us.
"But you are mine."
The words landed somewhere deep and specific and entirely without warning.
Like a key turning in a lock I didn't know I was carrying. Like a sentence completing itself in a language I didn't know I spoke.
I stepped back.
My foot found the wrong patch of floor.
The fall began.
And then it didn't.
Because his hands were already there — steady, immediate, certain, positioned exactly where they needed to be before the falling had finished deciding to happen. With the ease of someone who knew, without looking, precisely where to stand.
Something moved through me that was not surprise and not embarrassment. Something older than both — arriving from below thought, below memory, below every careful architecture I had built since the accident rearranged everything.
I know these hands.
Not as a question. As a fact — the kind the body holds long after the mind has lost its filing system.
I have been held by these hands before. Not once. Many times. Across two months I cannot reach no matter how far I stretch. My body remembers this even when my mind cannot find it.
I pulled myself upright. Stepped away. Assembled the remaining fragments of composure into something resembling normal.
"I need to go," I said.
And I went.
I walked until the studio was well behind me. Then stopped. Stood still. Breathed.
Why does being near him feel like standing in a room I have been in before?
Why does his voice land somewhere that precedes memory?
Why do two months feel like they should mean something when I cannot find a single moment of them?
I pressed my back against the wall and looked at the sky — gold dissolving into pink, pink into the first grey suggestion of evening — and waited for my breathing to return to something ordinary.
From somewhere beneath all of it, something surfaced.
Not a memory. The outline of one. The shape of a summer — two months long, warm and specific, carrying in it the ghost of something that had once been entirely real. Something unfinished. Something moving toward a moment that never arrived.
And beside it, always — a name.
Shravya.
My twin. My mirror. Gone — in the same accident, on the same day.
"You have a dead twin sister," my parents had told me. In the hollow gutted way of people whose grief had consumed their capacity to protect anyone else from its edges. "Her name was Shravya."
I had cried for a person I couldn't picture. Grieved an absence I couldn't feel the shape of. Reached for a face I couldn't find.
And then — in the unguarded hours between sleeping and waking — I had heard them.
"If it hadn't been for Shreya—"
The sentence had stopped there. It never needed to finish. I had understood through the quality of the silence that followed, through the careful exhausted adjustment of expressions when they remembered I was in the room.
They blamed me.
Not loudly. Not with intention. In the way of people carrying something too heavy for too long, in unguarded moments when the weight becomes briefly, terribly visible.
If it hadn't been for Shreya. She would still be here.
The tears came without permission — specific and hot, carrying the weight of a grief with no clear object. I had no memory of Shravya's voice. Her laugh. The irreplaceable reality of sharing a face with someone entirely different from you in every way that mattered.
I had only the outline. Only the knowledge that she had existed and I had survived and that somewhere between those two facts, people had constructed a logic that had nothing to do with fairness.
I don't deserve this, the voice said — quiet, persistent, always running underneath everything since the accident. I don't deserve someone who looks at me the way he does. I don't deserve to be chosen. I don't deserve to be anyone's princess.
Maybe the accident didn't just take two months.
Maybe it took the part of me that was worth staying for.
I wiped my face. Stood straight. Looked at the sky until my breathing steadied.
Stop it, Shreya.
Get up.
You have been getting up your whole life.
Even the parts you cannot remember.
Especially the two months you cannot reach.
Especially those.