Am I a Bad person? Neither have I thought to myself that I'm a good person.
No matter how much I look at it from deep down–I completely know myself more than anyone.
I don't think I'll be having a good END in my life. I am pretty sure I'm going to suffer emotionally–having no piece of mind before I die.
I feel like I don't love others, I used to. Tons of heartbreak and growing up. At the end I learned I'm completely rotten There's nothing to love at me.
Quite disgusting.
It's funny how i keep striving to be better. But the more I do it–the more I destroy myself
Can I be fix?
Completely irreversible. It can't be undone, what has been done have already finished
lonely
Even with them all these people around me...I still feel very Lonely. I have been waiting for someone to save me.
I want to be loved.
I want to love.
I feel like even there is someone out there.
I don't deserve to be loved
But.. please save me.
Not for my own sake.
For the others.
who are you?
Where are you?
Hurry.
I'm useless.
Less than useless.
completely incompetent
Dying is easy, except the pain part of dying. All you have to do is give up and let go of everything–including everyone out there waiting for you. The consequences is you will be leaving then alone behind.
But what if I want to die?
But I don't want to leave them behind.
I don't want them to suffer because of me.
I have felt that before, soooo much.
If I do that won't I make them slowly became like me?
That depends. But I hope they don't give up
Unlike me..