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Chapter 66 - Chapter 49

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‎POV Gabriel

‎The silence had become unbearable.

‎Lauren was giving me an accusatory look.

‎But I was no longer the one she was fighting.

‎It was the inevitable.

‎— Get out, Gabriel.

‎— No. He's not going anywhere, Mom.

‎Avery tried to sit up despite the pain.

‎— I told you to leave this room immediately, Gabriel, Lauren snapped, her voice louder.

‎— He's not going anywhere.

‎She painfully pushed herself upright.

‎I tried to help her, but she brushed my hand away.

‎— This doesn't concern you, Avery.

‎— Of course it does. It concerns me just as much as it concerns both of you.

‎A quiet anger crossed Lauren's face.

‎She was on the verge of breaking.

‎— Avery…

‎— Could you stop pretending nothing is happening?

‎— Get out, Gabriel, Lauren repeated, turning toward me.

‎— Don't act like you can't hear me! I have the right to know what's happening!

‎— Leave.

‎— I want to know what's happening to me!

‎— Get out of here! Lauren shouted at me.

‎— No! Avery shouted back. I almost died today!

‎— I know!

‎The response cracked through the room harder than expected.

‎Lauren closed her eyes for a second.

‎As if she already regretted it.

‎But Avery didn't back down.

‎— No. You don't know. You have absolutely no idea.

‎Her voice trembled, but she kept going.

‎— You don't know what it's like when your chest tightens because you can't breathe.

‎When your throat is crushed by… by I don't know what.

‎When fear paralyzes you.

‎When you feel life slipping out of your body.

‎Her eyes filled with tears.

‎— You have no idea, Mom.

‎A tear rolled down her cheek. She wiped it away immediately.

‎— You weren't there.

‎The blow hit hard.

‎Lauren nearly staggered.

‎Avery pointed at me.

‎— But he was.

‎He was there.

‎He saw everything.

‎Her voice broke.

‎— He saw me pinned against the wall.

‎Fighting to stay alive.

‎Resisting something I couldn't see.

‎Something I didn't understand.

‎Something I didn't know.

‎The silence became unbearable.

‎— So please… I'm begging you, Mom…

‎Her voice collapsed.

‎— Tell me what happened to me.

‎Tell me what's happening to us.

‎Everything in her was pleading.

‎Her voice.

‎Her eyes.

‎Her trembling hands.

‎And standing in front of her, Lauren was falling apart.

‎Tears streamed down her face without her seeming to realize it.

‎I had never seen Lauren like this.

‎Never.

‎And I understood that it was no longer a matter of secrets.

‎It was a matter of survival for her.

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‎Lauren lowered her head.

‎Her shoulders trembled.

‎For a second, I thought she was going to speak.

‎That she was finally going to give in.

‎But something closed off in her eyes.

‎A wall.

‎Stronger than all the others before it.

‎She wiped away her tears with a sharp motion.

‎— That's enough.

‎Her voice had turned cold again.

‎Controlled.

‎Avery stared at her in disbelief.

‎— No… no, don't do this.

‎Lauren took a step back.

‎— You're exhausted. You've been through a shock.

‎We'll talk about all this later.

‎Later.

‎The word fell like a sentence.

‎— Mom…

‎Avery no longer had the strength to shout.

‎Only to beg.

‎Lauren avoided her gaze.

‎Again.

‎Always.

‎Then she walked toward the door.

‎— I will not accept losing someone again.

‎The sentence slipped through the room like a confession she had never meant to make.

‎Avery froze.

‎Lose… someone again?

‎But Lauren didn't turn around.

‎The door closed.

‎And the silence was worse than the screaming.

‎Avery remained motionless, her eyes shining, unable to speak.

‎I saw understanding begin to form.

‎Something had broken between them.

‎I walked out as well.

‎Not to obey.

‎To follow her.

‎I found her in the hallway, leaning against the wall, her breathing unsteady.

‎— You can't keep going like this, Lauren.

‎She didn't look at me.

‎— I'm doing what I have to do.

‎— No. You're doing what you think you have to do.

‎Her jaw tightened.

‎— I will not accept losing someone again.

‎This time, her voice broke.

‎I stepped closer.

‎— And if you keep hiding the truth from them… you risk losing everything.

‎She finally looked up at me.

‎And in her eyes, there was no more anger.

‎Only terror.

‎Pure terror.

‎The hallway was drowned in thick darkness.

‎The light above us flickered.

‎— Do you really think silence is going to protect her? I asked more quietly.

‎She closed her eyes.

‎— You don't understand.

‎— Then explain it to me.

‎A short laugh, devoid of joy.

‎— If I speak… everything will become real.

‎— It already is.

‎She shook her head.

‎— No. As long as it stays in the shadows… I still have control.

‎The word echoed.

‎Control.

‎— You saw her. You saw what's happening.

‎— Yes.

‎A whisper.

‎— It was the beginning.

‎A chill ran through me.

‎— The beginning of what, Lauren?

‎She hesitated.

‎One second.

‎Too long.

‎— Of what I've always feared.

‎Silence.

‎— You knew this would happen?

‎She looked away.

‎— I knew it was possible.

‎— But you decided not to tell her anything?

‎— Because knowing wouldn't stop any of it!

‎Her voice rose, then fell again.

‎— I always wanted my children to have a normal life.

‎The life I never had.

‎She inhaled slowly.

‎— So they could grow up.

‎So they could become strong enough.

‎So they would never go through what I went through.

‎I looked at her for a long moment.

‎I didn't blame her.

‎I pitied her.

‎— A normal life built on lies?

‎Her fingers tightened along her arms.

‎— It's not a lie.

‎— Then what is it?

‎She hesitated. One heartbeat.

‎— A dream…

‎— Or a delay, I said softly.

‎She looked at me as though searching for confirmation.

‎Her shining eyes, reddened with emotion, begged me to understand.

‎I knew no words would ever be enough.

‎The truth was too heavy, too close, ready to burst open.

‎Silence fell again, heavier than ever.

‎Between us, an invisible cord vibrated under the weight of everything that had been left unsaid.

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