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Chapter 401 - The One Who Cannot Retreat

The campfires burned lower as the night deepened.

Orange embers drifted upward into the cold wilderness sky while the sounds of distant laughter gradually faded into softer conversations and exhausted silence. Beyond the warm circle of firelight, the southern wildness stretched endlessly beneath moonlit darkness like an ancient world untouched by civilization.

Massive trees swayed gently beneath the night wind.

Somewhere far away—

A beast howled.

And another answered.

The expedition camp remained awake nonetheless.

Scouts rotated patrols carefully around the perimeter while several mercenaries maintained the fires to keep lesser creatures away. Scholars continued organizing copied records beneath dim lanternlight while the first batch prepared supplies for departure at dawn.

Everyone moved with purpose now.

Because the wilderness no longer felt like adventure.

It felt real.

Near the edge of the clearing—

Kel slowly walked away from Teren after their conversation.

His black coat moved softly beneath the cold wind while firelight flickered faintly across his back. The young explorer remained seated upon the fallen tree trunk silently staring into the flames.

The words still echoed heavily inside his mind.

Maybe your brother ran because he wanted to live for you.

The thought alone shattered years of resentment and confusion.

Teren slowly tightened his fingers against the wooden bowl resting in his lap.

For years—

He hated his brother's memory.

Not openly.

But quietly.

Because deep inside—

He feared becoming like him.

A coward.

Yet now—

For the first time—

Someone had given another possibility.

Maybe his brother was simply human.

The young explorer slowly lifted his eyes toward Kel's departing figure illuminated by flickering campfires and pale moonlight.

Then suddenly—

Before he could stop himself—

Teren spoke loudly.

"Then what about you?"

Kel's footsteps stopped.

The camp nearby remained noisy enough that most people ignored the exchange.

Teren slowly stood from the fallen log.

His expression looked conflicted.

Uncertain.

"If surviving is important…"

The young explorer's voice lowered slightly.

"…then why don't you run away too?"

The cold wilderness wind moved softly through the clearing.

Several nearby flames flickered violently for a moment.

Kel remained standing with his back turned toward Teren.

Silent.

The young explorer clenched his fists slightly.

"You risk your life constantly."

His breathing became uneven again.

"You stay behind during collapses."

"You walk first into dangerous places."

"You negotiate with ancient beings like you don't fear death at all."

Teren's eyes reflected the firelight intensely now.

"So why?"

The night grew quieter around them somehow.

Even Sairen softly murmured through the soul-link.

"…Interesting question."

Kel stood silently several moments beneath the moonlight.

Then finally—

He answered.

"This expedition…"

His calm voice echoed softly through the cold air.

"…exists because I proposed it."

Teren froze slightly.

Kel slowly turned halfway toward him.

Orange firelight illuminated part of his face while shadows covered the rest.

"I was the one who suggested exploring the wilderness to the Southern Council."

The wind moved softly through his black hair.

"So naturally…"

A faint pause followed.

"…I lead it."

The young explorer stared silently.

Kel's expression remained calm.

Not heroic.

Not proud.

Simply accepting reality.

"The person who starts something…"

His dark eyes reflected the distant campfires quietly.

"…must also face the consequences of it."

The words settled heavily into the cold night.

Teren slowly realized something then.

Kel never viewed leadership as authority.

He viewed it as responsibility.

Sairen softly sighed through the soul-link.

"…You really do carry strange standards for yourself."

Kel answered internally.

"If the leader retreats first, trust collapses."

Meanwhile—

Teren quietly stared at him.

"But…"

The young explorer hesitated slightly.

"…you could still leave."

Kel softly laughed once beneath his breath.

Not mockingly.

Almost faintly amused.

"There is no path backward for me anymore."

The firelight flickered softly across his face.

"Not after creating this."

Silence followed briefly.

Then Kel calmly added—

"And besides…"

A faint pause followed.

"…I can escape almost anything if I truly want to."

Teren blinked.

The statement sounded arrogant.

Impossible even.

Yet strangely—

After everything he witnessed during the expedition—

It did not sound like empty confidence.

Because Heral truly moved differently from everyone else.

Inside collapsing ruins—

He remained calm.

Before ancient beings—

He negotiated naturally.

Even during battle—

He analyzed situations faster than others reacted.

The young explorer slowly realized something unsettling.

Maybe Heral genuinely believed he could survive nearly anything.

And perhaps—

That belief was not entirely wrong.

Kel quietly looked upward toward the moon partially hidden behind drifting clouds.

The wilderness wind carried cold air through the clearing while distant beasts howled somewhere beyond the dark forest.

"I fear death too."

Kel suddenly said calmly.

Teren visibly stiffened slightly.

Because somehow—

That confession felt unexpected.

Kel's gaze remained fixed toward the sky.

"But fear alone doesn't change responsibility."

Silence.

"The difference…"

His dark eyes narrowed faintly.

"…is that I accepted long ago that dangerous paths eventually demand dangerous prices."

The campfires crackled softly behind them.

"If I ask others to walk forward…"

Kel's voice remained calm and steady.

"…then I must also walk forward myself."

Teren quietly lowered his gaze afterward.

Because now—

He finally understood why people followed Heral naturally.

Not because he gave orders.

Because he never asked others to face dangers he himself avoided.

The young explorer slowly tightened his fists again.

But this time—

Not from fear.

Resolve.

Meanwhile—

Kel turned away once more and resumed walking toward the central campfires.

His black coat moved softly beneath the wilderness wind while moonlight and orange firelight blended together across his figure.

Then suddenly—

Without turning back—

He spoke one final sentence.

"Still…"

A faint pause followed.

"…if one day I become incapable of surviving…"

The firelight flickered softly across the clearing.

"…then I will run too."

Teren froze.

Kel's voice remained calm.

Almost detached.

"Because dead leaders achieve nothing."

And with that—

He disappeared deeper into the campfire light, leaving the young explorer standing alone beneath the wilderness sky.

Teren quietly stared toward the flames afterward.

The cold wind moved through the trees around him softly while countless thoughts echoed inside his mind.

His brother.

Cowardice.

Survival.

Leadership.

Responsibility.

And somewhere deep inside—

For the first time in years—

The crushing shame surrounding his brother's memory had finally begun fading away.

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