My heart was doing something strange, and I couldn't shake it. It fluttered harder than I could handle, hammering faster than it had any business hammering, and it wouldn't be an overstatement to say I was pumping out twice the usual blood. I could feel my pulse ticking away in my throat.
'Am I nervous right now…'
To be honest, it was more than that. I was nervous, yes, but nervous about what would happen between Kassie and me.
About what I would let happen.
'I don't want to have sex with her… not at a moment like this…'
Maybe it was just my lustful, perverted nature, which I feel entirely unapologetic about, by the way. Either way, I could already see myself filing this under one of those, that time I fucked one of my villainesses moments.
I didn't want that. I wanted this to be more special than that.
