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Chapter 77 - Tale of the Unchosen (Part 38 - “The Knight Who Chose the Monster”)

The reeds whisper against one another in the midnight wind, bending low where the shore dissolves into dark water. Fog drifts over the surface of Lake Admonito in long pale strands, neither thick nor thin, just enough to soften the world into uncertain shapes. The village lights burn far behind, dim orange glows flickering through cracks between trees and broken docks. Somewhere distant, faint hammering still continues where slave-soldiers and villagers repair what the Drakolimne shattered hours ago.

But none of that reaches this place fully.

This edge of the lake feels removed from the world.

Still.

Watching.

Teufel sits alone near the waterline, boots half-buried in damp earth. His cloak spreads behind him, darkened by moisture and stained with soot from the burning longhouse. Without armor, he looks older somehow. Smaller too. Not weaker physically—his shoulders remain broad, his posture disciplined even in exhaustion—but stripped of the image he once spent years becoming.

The knight is gone.

Only the man remains.

His sword lies across his lap, both hands resting over the sheath. The leather wrapping near the guard is worn smooth from years of use. Tiny scratches run along the metal fittings. Damage from old battles. Old campaigns. Old loyalties.

The lake reflects almost nothing tonight, as if it refuses the burden of memory. Just fragments remain—a pale moon shattered by restless ripples, light breaking apart before it can settle. The vague outline of his face appears for a moment, stretched and distorted, unfamiliar even to him. Then even that disappears as the water shifts again, swallowing the image without effort. Teufel stares downward in silence, unmoving, as though waiting for something to return. His jaw tightens once, a brief flicker of strain, then loosens again. A long breath escapes him, slow and unsteady, vanishing into the cold night air.

They tore the title from my name and named it justice—called it necessity… yet it was fear, ever fear, clad in the raiment of honor.

The wind brushes across the lake. Cold.

His fingers curl slightly around the sheath.

I hear them still—the barons, whispering behind oaken doors, bartering coin and rumor as merchants do, bending truth until it served their hunger. And I, fool that I was, believed I might endure them… that honor alone would stand as shield enough for us.

A bitter smile flickers briefly across his face.

Gone almost immediately.

Us… as though the world would suffer such a bond to live unjudged, unbroken, unpunished.

Behind him, branches sway softly overhead. The pine forest looms dark and endless, the same forest where boys with muskets now sleep uneasily beside half-finished barricades and wet timber walls.

Teufel does not look back toward them.

He cannot bear it tonight.

Not after the argument.

Not after the fire.

Not after the look Aldo gave him.

That cold restrained fury.

Not hatred.

Something worse.

Disappointment.

Teufel lowers his head slightly.

I would have proven I yet held worth… that I was not wholly cast aside.

The thought comes ugly and honest.

No excuse wrapped around it.

No noble justification.

Just truth.

He remembers the village square burning behind him while Hano screamed at him through smoke and ash. The boy's voice had cracked halfway through the accusation, sounding more wounded than angry.

"You didn't just kill fishers. You killed what was left of their mercy…"

Teufel shuts his eyes, not to rest, but to hold something in place before it slips further out of reach. His chest tightens, a slow, constricting pressure that settles deep and refuses to ease. It is not guilt alone that grips him now—guilt would be simpler, cleaner, something he could name and bear. This is heavier, more precise. Because the boy was right, and that truth settles sharper than any accusation.

The lake moves.

Softly.

At first it feels like nothing worth noticing, just the ordinary pull of current beneath a thin layer of fog, the kind of motion that belongs to water and nothing more. Teufel does not open his eyes yet, but he feels it—something deliberate beneath the surface, something choosing its pace.

Then the water parts.

Not violently, not with the explosive chaos that marked the earlier attacks, no crashing waves or sudden force. There is no towering surge, no monstrous roar tearing through the silence.

The surface simply opens.

Slowly. Carefully.

Like something ancient rising with intention, restraining its own strength, as if it understands the fragile space between them—and refuses to break it.

Water cascades from massive black scales in long silver trails. The Drakolimne emerges slowly from the depths, coils unfolding one after another beneath the moonlight. Its body bears old scars across the scales, pale marks crossing dark flesh like cracks through obsidian. Torn frills hang near its neck and jaw, swaying gently in the night breeze like funeral cloth soaked in lakewater.

Its eyes find him immediately.

Human eyes.

Too human.

Teufel's breathing stills.

His hand does not move toward the sword.

Not yet.

The creature watches him silently.

Then the voice comes.

Not through air.

Not through sound.

Directly into his thoughts.

Gentle.

Familiar.

And devastating.

They came in thy absence… when thy name bore no longer the weight to shield aught.

Teufel's fingers twitch against the sheath.

The voice continues slowly, almost carefully, as if afraid too much truth at once might break him.

The barons' men were first to speak—soft of tongue, heavy of purse—sowing fear as a farmer sows seed. And the villagers listened. Aye, they ever listen, when survival is bartered dear for treachery.

The fog drifts between them.

Teufel feels suddenly cold despite the summer air.

His throat tightens painfully.

No…

The Drakolimne lowers its massive head slightly.

They said I had laid a curse upon the fields… that the lake itself had turned strange by my hand.

Teufel's heartbeat pounds harder.

He knows that voice.

Not merely the sound of it.

The rhythm.

The gentleness beneath the sadness.

A memory surfaces uninvited.

Warm sunlight through castle windows.

Laughter near old stone halls.

A hand brushing against his beneath a dining table while nobles argued politics overhead.

I tried to speak… I tried to remind them who I was.

The creature's eyes dim slightly.

But fear is louder than memory.

Teufel's breath catches sharply.

His grip tightens so hard against the sheath his knuckles pale.

The lake feels suddenly endless around him.

Too large.

Too quiet.

They dragged me to the water.

The words arrive without anger.

That hurts more.

Not as a man. Not as someone they had known. But as something already lost.

Teufel rises abruptly to his feet.

Mud shifts beneath his boots.

The sword comes free instantly with practiced precision, steel flashing pale beneath moonlight. Reflex. Instinct. Years of drilled movement.

His other hand forms a spell automatically.

Blue-white light threads along the blade.

Ancient knight magic.

Controlled.

Precise.

For one brief heartbeat, Teufel becomes what he once was again.

A knight of Heilop.

Disciplined.

Fearsome.

Certain.

Then the magic resonates.

The blade hums softly.

Recognition.

Not hostility.

Recognition.

The magical vibration echoes through steel directly into his arm.

Familiar.

Teufel freezes.

The sword trembles violently in his grip.

I remember the ropes.

The voice continues softly.

I remember the way they would not meet my eyes.

His fingers loosen.

And then the cold… the weight… the silence.

The sword slips from his hand.

It strikes damp earth beside him with a dull metallic thud.

Teufel stares downward at it in horror.

"Nay…" his voice comes rough, unsteady, as though dragged o'er broken stone. "Nay—this cannot be the truth I am left to bear…"

The Drakolimne remains motionless.

Watching him.

Waiting.

Teufel takes one unsteady step backward before stopping himself.

Rain begins lightly overhead.

Small drops against water.

Against cloth.

Against exposed steel.

"It is you…" he whispers.

The words barely leave him.

Then louder.

More broken.

"It was ever thee, was it not?"

His breathing shakes now despite every effort to control it.

"And I, blind fool that I am, came hither thinking to reclaim aught… by striking thee down."

The fog thickens around them.

Teufel presses a hand against his face briefly.

Laughs once.

A hollow ugly sound.

What redemption is this, wrought upon another's loss?

The thought burns through him.

What honor bids me raise my hand against the last remnant of the only truth that e'er held meaning?

The Drakolimne lowers its head slightly further.

Not threatening.

Almost mournful.

Teufel stares at the creature's eyes.

At the pain inside them.

At the humanity still trapped there beneath scale and lakewater and rage.

They named it corruption… called it unnatural.

Rain falls harder now. His jaw clenches.

"Yet there was naught more honest than what we had."

Another step forward.

Slow.

Careful.

The creature does not retreat.

Teufel's voice softens into something almost fragile.

"And I let them name it so," he says, low and hollow. "I let them warp it into something to be feared."

His boots sink slightly into wet shoreline mud as he approaches.

The air feels strange near the Drakolimne.

Heavy.

Ancient.

Like standing inside grief made physical.

The creature lowers itself further.

Inviting.

Teufel reaches out slowly.

His hand trembles visibly before touching black scales.

Warm.

Not cold.

Warm beneath the lakewater.

A sharp breath escapes him instantly at the contact.

Memory crashes through him violently.

A smile across candlelight.

Hands stained with ink during late-night letters.

Quiet conversations hidden from servants.

The sound of laughter near old garden walls.

Teufel closes his eyes tightly.

Their foreheads meet gently.

The Drakolimne releases a low sound.

Not a roar.

Not even truly animal.

A broken almost-human noise.

His name.

Or something close to it.

Teufel's shoulders shake once.

Then still.

"They wrought their fear into truth and named it justice," he murmurs, voice low against scaled skin. "And I was not there to stand 'twixt thee and the water."

Rain traces his face in silent lines—

or tears.

Mayhap both.

"That is my failing."

The lake around them becomes unnaturally calm.

No ripples.

No movement.

Even the reeds seem frozen.

"Not this," Teufel whispers. "Not what thou art become."

His hand presses more firmly against the creature's scales, as though anchoring himself to something real.

"Nay… but the moment I was absent, when thou didst need me most."

The Drakolimne closes its eyes briefly.

Teufel's breathing steadies little by little.

"A lie layered over a grave they refuse to see."

The fog thickens until village lights disappear completely behind them.

Only lake.

Only rain.

Only the two of them remaining in this isolated piece of night.

"[I came here to reclaim my name.]"

The realization settles into him slowly.

Heavy.

Certain.

"[To prove I could still be what they cast aside.]"

His fingers curl gently against scaled flesh.

"[But that man no longer exists.]"

The knight who once chased titles and redemption through service and battle feels impossibly far away now—like a figure already buried beneath years of чужed words and broken oaths.

Dead already.

Perhaps long before exile.

"The knight they exiled died the moment I chose to believe their silence over thy voice," Teufel says softly.

The Drakolimne watches him with an ancient, patient sadness.

"What remains… is only this."

He exhales slowly.

"This choice."

Rain continues to fall in steady sheets across the lake's dark skin.

"This truth."

His voice no longer trembles.

"This final chance to be aught other than what they forged me into."

The creature shifts closer—not as predator, not as beast, but as something worn down by time. Something lonely. Something that remembers.

Teufel rests fully against its lowered head, eyes closed.

"Hear me," he murmurs.

The words come steady now. Certain.

"I will not lift blade against thee. Not now. Not ever again."

Far away, thunder rolls low through distant hills.

"Let them keep their titles. Their lands. Their fragile order built upon fear."

A small, bitter curve touches his mouth.

"They never understood us."

The Drakolimne breathes beneath his hand—slow, deep, alive.

Teufel leans closer.

"And if the world insists on naming thee monster…"

His eyes open again—clear, unclouded, as though something long trapped has finally broken free.

"Then it shall have to name me so as well."

Silence answers him.

Not empty.

Not void.

But stillness that feels almost like peace.

"Because I choose thee."

The words come without strain now.

"Not the name they gave me."

Rain softens, as if the sky itself hesitates.

"Not the honor they stripped away."

The lake lies still as glass.

"Thee."

The Drakolimne closes its eyes fully.

And for the first time since exile…

For the first time since shame and rumors and loss hollowed him apart piece by piece…

Teufel feels stillness inside himself too.

Not happiness.

Not forgiveness.

Something quieter.

Something heavier.

Truth?

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