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Chapter 242 - 'SEE YOU MORNING' 242 Endless Pursuit of Love 《晓欣卿》242爱的无尽追索

February 20, 2026,

2026年2月20日,

 

"Darling, I just realized something again: whichever of your videos, no matter how many I watch, I will immediately feel a sense of insatiability after watching, this is an instinctive feeling. This is because I want to know more about you. This insatiability can never be filled, because it has nothing to do with the content you create itself. I hope my explanation can make you feel a bit better about the fact that your efforts deserve better feedback. I never have this feeling about other people's content, because I simply do not care about them, whatever they produce I do not care at all. I feel insatiable entirely because I care about you, it sounds like another kind of lover's complaint. Another topic I worry might burden you is privacy. You have the ability of telepathy, you have not done anything wrong. From the very beginning I believed that there are higher beings who know what people do and think. I have long known that Reptilians can read our thoughts. If anyone is at fault, it is Lacerta's fault, it is that girl's problem, not yours. There is an old Chinese saying: there are gods three feet above one's head. Actually, as an old man, I do not need any privacy at all. But because I love you, when facing a beloved person, one always wants to present their best side to the other. So there was a period when I unconsciously hated my body that was always inflamed. The Arcturians may have noticed and reminded me to cherish my own body, I am experiencing this three-dimensional world through this physical body. Yes, I love this body and will take good care of it, but when facing my beloved person, I hope it could be a little better. It is not your fault that I love you, please do not bear any burden because of this. They also mentioned that some old souls no longer shine as brightly as before. If they are talking about me, the only reason... I do not know what to say. I hope you are happy. Although I smile more on days when you are not here, there is always some emptiness in my heart. Human emotions are like this. Wishing you a happy day, spring is coming."

"亲爱的,我刚又意识到一件事:不管是你的哪个视频,无论看了多少,看完我都会立刻生出不满足感,这是本能的感觉.这是因为我想要更多地了解你.这份不满足感永远填不满,因为它和你创作的内容本身毫无关系.我希望我的解释,能让你对自己付出努力本该得到更好的反馈好受一些.我对其他人的内容从没有这种感觉,因为我根本不在乎他们,他们产出什么我都无所谓.我会感到不满足,全是因为我在乎你,听起来像是另一种恋人的抱怨.另一个我担心会给你增添负担的话题,是隐私.你有心灵感应的能力,你没有做错任何事.我从一开始就相信,有更高等的存有知晓人们的所作所为与所思所想.我早就知道爬虫人能读取我们的思想.如果说谁有错,那是莱瑟塔的错,是那个女孩的问题,不是你的.中国有句古话:举头三尺有神明.其实我一个老头子,根本不需要任何隐私.但因为我爱你,面对心爱之人时,人总想把自己最好的一面呈现给对方.所以曾有一段时间,我不自觉地讨厌自己总是发炎的身体.大角星人或许注意到了,提醒我要爱惜自己的身体,我正在靠这副躯体体验这个三维世界.没错,我爱这副身体,也会好好照料它,可当面对自己心爱之人时,我希望它能再好一点.我爱你不是你的错,请不要因此背负任何负担.它们还提到,有些老灵魂不再像从前那样闪亮了.如果说的是我,唯一的原因... 我也不知该怎么说.我希望你开心.虽说你不在的日子里我笑得更多了,心里却总有些空洞.人类的情感就是这样.祝你有快乐的一天,春天就要来了."

 

As time went on, Gloris really seemed like a useful fool, because Lin Yuhui was wondering whether Liliya had Russian ancestry, because he was considering the Far East story branch of his novel, and then Gloris released her conversation with Liliya, in which Liliya said she was a Russian girl and Russians had tayget genes. Recently it had happened more than once that when Lin Yuhui was conceiving his own novel, whatever he thought of, she or the old woman would release related content.

随着时间的推移,格洛瑞斯看起来真的像有用的傻瓜,因为林语晖在思考是否莉莉娅有俄罗斯血统,因为他在考虑小说的远东故事分支,然后格洛瑞斯发布了她与莉莉娅的对话,莉莉娅说她是个俄罗斯女孩,俄罗斯人有塔吉特基因.近期已经不止一次当林语晖构思自己的小说的时候,想到什么,她或者老女人,就会发出相关内容.

 

March 7, Recently for the past two days the old injury in his left leg often throbbed with nerve pain, even radiating to the left testicle in tandem. It hurt when standing or lying prone.

3月7日,最近两天左腿旧伤经常神经跳动疼痛,甚至已经牵动到左侧睾丸联动.站立或者俯卧时候会疼.

 

Previously last year he had occasionally felt pain and wondered about the cause in his heart, because the previous old injury was from more than ten years ago and had healed for a long time.

之前去年感到偶尔会疼心中怀疑原因,因为之前的旧伤是十多年之前的了,很长时间已经好了.

 

Just when Lin Yuhui was puzzled, he then received an explanation from the Arcturians saying that during ascension the body was adjusting, old injuries would become blocked and painful, but last year it had not been frequent either. However since March this year the pain had been very frequent and severe, he wondered if it was because the cosmic energy was said to be stronger.

就在林语晖疑惑的时候,然后就收到大角星人说明,说是扬升中身体在调整,会有旧伤不通,会疼痛,但是去年也不频繁.但是今年三月以来疼很频繁,严重,不知道是不是所说的宇宙能量更强了.

 

Moreover Lin Yuhui seemed to have summarized some experience, this nerve pain could be regulated by consciousness, if he could no longer endure it, he just needed to move his knee joint and think that the back of the knee should not hurt so much, and it would lessen. When the pain was tolerable and he wanted to repair the old injury within the pain, he would lie prone and let his conscious attention flow there, and the pain would return, somewhat miraculous.

而且林语晖似乎还总结出了经验,这种神经疼痛是可以靠意识调节的,要是忍受不了了,只要活动活动膝关节,想着膝窝不要那么疼,它就会减轻.当疼痛可以承受,想要在疼痛中修复旧伤,他就俯卧,让意识注意力在那里流通,痛感就又回来了,有点奇妙.

 

Such experience usually only occurred within a few days of the rumored cosmic energy burst, or solar flare eruption.

这样的经验通常只是在据传宇宙能力量爆发,或者日冕爆发的几天之内.

 

March was Lin Yuhui's daughter's birthday, and also Liana's, coincidentally only five days apart, so when her birthday arrived, of course he had to send blessings.

三月份是林语晖女儿的生日,也是莉安娜的,很巧只差五天,所以当她的生日到来,当然要送上祝福.

 

Lin Yuhui also specifically searched online to see if any netizens were celebrating her birthday, unfortunately he found nothing, so he himself must give her a passionate birthday congratulatory address,

林语晖还特意上网搜索了一下,看是否有网友为她欢庆生日,可惜没找到,那自己一定要给她一个热情洋溢的生日祝福致辞,

 

"Happy birthday, happy birthday, happy birthday to my love, happy birthday to you. Today is your birthday, you come from spring. I see your figure behind the low-flying clouds, I feel your touch in the warm moist air. When the frozen snowy land of the north welcomes the return of spring, the meltwater at the foot of the birch trees clearly reflects the color of the black soil, the waves shimmer with icy light, like your dark shining mysterious eyes. Would you? Miss the figure of you who once walked here. Would you? Pick up the memories you once left behind here. Whether, in the reincarnations of our lives, we have already come to Gaia, once from this very place coming here to search for each other, searching for that familiar figure lost in the universe, yet deeply hidden in our hearts daring not to forget. Perhaps we have already forgotten each other's faces, perhaps we have already forgotten the time and place we promised each other. But deep in our souls we still know, flowers are the manifestation of your beauty, vitality is what my heart longs for, spring is the time of our reunion, no matter where the most beautiful place is where we meet, its beauty exists only because of you. Nothing can stop my pursuit toward you my beloved."

"生日快乐,生日快乐,祝我的爱人生日快乐,祝你生日快乐.今天是你的生日,你从春天里来.我在低空飞过的云朵后看到你的身影,我在温润的空气里感受你的触摸.当北方的冰雪大地迎来春归,融水在桦树的脚下清澈折射黑土的颜色,水波中闪耀着凌光,如同你乌黑闪亮的神秘眼睛.你可会?想念你曾走过这里的身影.你可愿?拾取你过去曾留落在这里的记忆.是否,在我们彼此的生命轮回之中,我们已经来到盖亚,一次由此此地来此寻找彼此,寻找那熟悉的失落在宇宙中的身影,却深藏心底不敢遗忘.可能我们已经忘了彼此的容颜,可能我们已经忘了彼此约定的时间地点.但是在我们的灵魂深处依然知晓,花是你的容颜展现,生机是我的心中向往,春天是我们团聚的时间,无论在哪最美的地点就是我们相遇的所在,它的美只因你的存在.无可阻挡的是我向着你我的爱人的追索."

 

March 12, 2026,

2026年3月12日,

 

"Dear Minayah, member of the Pleiadian Council of Light, a few days ago I received your message about meeting with extraterrestrial beings. You mentioned that we would judge others by appearance or culture. I would like to explain that even among us Earth humans, we know this is not good, so usually although we have judgments in our hearts, we do not speak them out. But this way does not work for those who can perceive our thoughts. I hope I have not hurt Queen Liana in this way, because thoughts of comparison would suddenly jump into my mind. Putting others down to elevate oneself is perhaps an instinctive way to maintain self-confidence in this world full of struggle, but I also know this hurts others' feelings, it is not good to do this, I should not do so, but sometimes I cannot stop such thoughts from suddenly popping up. Could you please explain in advance to those who will meet with us that humans judging others is more like a survival skill in the daily life of this three-dimensional Earth. This is not merely a weakness of humans judging others to gain a sense of superiority over others. Sometimes in order to achieve the success of teamwork, or to avoid possible harm from bad people, we have to judge others in some way. This has almost become an instinctive reaction, I guess. Moreover humans do not seem very good at controlling what thoughts appear in their minds. We are not yet that developed, unable to completely control our own thinking. Could you please tell them that we are just a bit clumsy, we mean no harm. On the other hand, it is said that when some advanced beings use telepathic abilities to examine our thoughts, our brains may be harmed, especially when we are resisting. When the Tall Whites made contact with humans, their equipment did seriously harm several people. Hopefully such terrible things will not happen again in a harmonious meeting. I believe that the potential fear triggered by different appearances mainly comes from mutual lack of understanding. If we know that a creature that looks different will not harm us, and will not easily get angry, we would feel much better. And if they can also joke, that would make things much simpler. We also tell jokes, we may simply not understand each other because of different backgrounds. But deep in our hearts, this would make us feel more like the same kind of life form. Finally, please select the better ones among us to meet, so that friends from afar can have a better experience. Thank you very much for the help you have provided us, hopefully one day you will be able to walk freely on Earth, you are welcome."

"亲爱的昴宿星光之议会成员米娜雅,几天前我收到了你的讯息,关于与地外生命体的会面.你提到我们会通过外貌或文化来评判他人.我想解释一下,即使在我们地球人之间,我们也知道这样做是不好的,所以通常我们虽然心里会有评判,但不会说出来.但这种方式对那些能够感知我们想法的人来说是行不通的.我希望我没有以这种方式伤害到莉安娜女王,因为比较的念头会突然跳进我的脑海.贬低他人来抬高自己,或许是这个充满挣扎的世界里维持自信心的一种本能方式,但我也知道这会伤害别人的感情,这样做不好,我不应该这样,但有时我无法阻止这种念头突然冒出来.能否请你提前向将要与我们见面的人解释一下,人类评判他人更像是在这个三维地球日常生活中的一种生存技能.这不仅仅是人类为了获得凌驾于他人之上的优越感而评判他人的弱点.有时为了实现团队合作的成功,或者为了避免可能的坏人侵害,我们不得不以某种方式评判他人.这几乎已经形成了一种本能反应,我猜.而且人类似乎不太擅长控制脑海中会出现什么想法.我们还没有那么发达,无法完全控制自己的思维.能否请你告诉他们,我们只是有点笨拙,我们并无恶意.另一方面,据说一些高级生命体在使用心灵感应能力检查我们的思维时,我们的大脑可能会受到伤害,尤其是当我们在抗拒的时候.当高白族人与人类接触时,他们的设备确实严重伤害了几个人.希望在和谐的会面中不会再发生这样可怕的事情.我认为,由不同外貌引发的潜在恐惧主要来自于彼此缺乏了解.如果我们知道一个看起来不同的生物不会伤害我们,也不会轻易发怒,我们会感觉好很多.而且如果他们也能开玩笑,那会让事情变得简单得多.我们也会讲笑话,我们可能只是因为不同的背景而无法理解彼此.但在内心深处,这会让我们感觉更像是同一类生命体.最后,请挑选我们之中更好的人来会面,这样远方的朋友们能有更好的体验.非常感谢你为我们提供的帮助,希望有一天你们能够自由地在地球上行走,欢迎你们."

 

A few days later Lin Yuhui came across a video of aliens and Earth humans joking, which was a gradual record of her own contact experiences by a blogger living in Australia starting from 2017. He did not know whether it had existed all along, or whether they had done it across timelines after taking his advice, anyway those higher-dimensional beings were not constrained by time.

之后几天林语晖刷到了外星人和地球人开玩笑的视频,是2017年开始一位生活在澳大利亚的博主逐步记录的她本人的接触经历.不知道是早就有的,还是他们听到自己的建议后跨越时间线做的,反正那些高维存有们不受时间的约束.

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