Having regained his peaceful mindset, Lin Yuhui once again paid attention to Liana's movements as usual.
恢复了平和心态,林语晖又和往常一样关注着莉安娜的动态,
April 23, 2025, "Dear Liana, from your space news I can see that you are happy to fulfill your queen duties, and I am happy for you. As for emotions, isn't it great that we can all experience different life experiences? Perhaps I have changed a bit, no longer restricting my self-expression; replying to you might make everyone's life better. When you visit your fleet and your warriors, I am looking up at the sky, the blue dome and white clouds. Last night's rain pattered on the windowsill and disappeared along with my trance-like dreams. Peach and apricot blossoms are blooming, announcing the arrival of spring. One afternoon, I took a walk in the neighborhood, feeling the sunshine with pigeons and sparrows. I think one reason we are here is for those beings without eyes, ears, or noses to experience this world through us. But for those with physical bodies, how I wish that you and your people on your ship could also walk on this land. A few days ago, a meteorite in Mexico was redirected by an unidentified flying object; now the news has reached the other side of the Earth. I guess one of you did it, thank you for your protection. Or was it a performance to awaken the public? An inspiration made me think of that. I even speculate that when your ship was attacked at the port of Anrifuleitan, and when the Anrifuleitan ship lost contact in your airspace, was that testing your military defense response speed? I also imagined some hypotheses to fill in the gaps in Liliya's story, but I won't say them. I always think too much; surviving here forces me to consider the worst possibilities and prepare for them, but my heart yearns for beauty and has never changed."
2025年4月23日, "亲爱的莉安娜,从你的太空新闻看出来你很开心履行你的女王职责,我为你感到高兴.至于说情感,我们都能体会到不同的人生体验不是很棒吗?也许我有点改变了,不再限制自我的表达回复你或许对每个人的生活都会更加美好.当你访问你的舰队和你的战士的时候,我正望向天空,蓝色的穹顶和白色的云朵.昨晚的雨滴滴答答地敲打在窗台,和我恍惚的梦一起消失了.桃花和杏花正在绽放,宣告着春天的到来.一天下午,我在小区里散了个步,去和鸽子还有麻雀一起感受阳光.我想我们在这的一个原因就是为了那些不用眼睛,耳朵,鼻子的生命,来通过我们体会这个世界.但是那些有物理身体的,我多么希望你和你船上的人民同样可以行走在这块土地上.前几天墨西哥的一个陨石被不明飞行物改变了方向,现在新闻已经到达地球另一边了,我猜是你们之一做的,谢谢你们的守护.或者是一场表演用来唤醒公众?一个灵感我想到这一点了.我甚至在猜测,当你们的船在安瑞弗雷坦的港口被袭击,当安瑞弗雷坦的船在你们的空域失联,那是不是在测试你们的军事防御反应速度.我也想象了一些假设来填补莉莉娅故事里的空白部分,我就不说了.我总是想很多,在这儿生存不得不考虑最坏的可能性并作防备,但是我的心向往美好一直没变."
Having someone to confide in, Lin Yuhui's mood seemed much better, though he didn't know if this was a disturbance to others.
有了倾诉的对象,似乎林语晖的心情也好了很多,只是不知道这样对别人是不是一种打扰.
On this day, taking advantage of the bright afternoon sun, he went downstairs again to take a walk among the buildings in the neighborhood. This was an old residential area. Although the buildings were dilapidated, there were willow trees, peach trees, flower beds, and vegetable gardens, giving it a rich atmosphere of life. Forty years had passed from 1986 to the present. This place held half a lifetime of memories for Lin Yuhui.
这天趁着午后艳阳高照,他又下楼来到小区的楼宇之间散步.这是一个老旧小区,虽然楼房破旧,但是有柳树,桃树,花坛,菜园子,生活气息浓郁.从1986年到现在已经四十年了.这里有着林语晖半生的记忆.
In the bright sunlight, he stood in front of the peach tree, its petals already falling in abundance. The sunshine and rain of these past few days had made the weeds in the shade especially lush. The sunlight, filtering through the tender green of the leaves, dissolved into Lin Yuhui's eyes, as if he himself, following that same halo of light unchanged by time, had returned to his childhood. The feeling was so peaceful and comfortable. He wanted to tell Liana about this feeling too, to share his beautiful feelings with her, not just his scars.
明亮的阳光里,他站在桃树前,花瓣已经纷纷飘落了.这几天的阳光雨水使得树荫间的杂草也格外茂盛了.阳光透过叶片的嫩绿溶解在林语晖的眼底,仿佛自己有跟随着这同样的,不曾随时间改变的光晕又回到曾经的童年,感觉那么的平和安逸,他想把这样的感觉也告诉莉安娜,与她分享自己的的美好感觉,而不仅仅是自己的伤痕.
Lin Yuhui looked up at the azure sky. White clouds drifted leisurely, gently passing over the corners of the rooftops. Just as in his childhood, these buildings blocked out the noise and chaos of the outside world, leaving only the tranquility of this moment to ferment in his heart. After all these years, only the purest and most beautiful memories remained in his heart.
林语晖抬头望向湛蓝的天空,白云悠悠,轻轻飘过楼房房顶的屋角,如同儿时一样,这些建筑阻隔了外面世界的纷扰喧嚣,只把这一刻的恬静留在心中发酵,历尽岁月,只剩最纯的心中回忆的美好.
Then Liana introduced the planet Giela in her new Twitter program, the place where Liliya grew up. Lin Yuhui was a bit surprised. Was it because I shared the scenery of Earth that she introduced Giela? Or because I mentioned content missing from Liliya's story, which I supplemented with my own conjectures? But this episode had no trailer, so he didn't know yet. Why introduce Giela instead of Telemol? Could this be an invitation to me? Could it really be that after I die, my soul follows Giela to reincarnate, and there, in another timeline, that Liliya is no longer alone, and only later does Liana come into being? No, if I don't go with my physical body, where would Liana get her dark eyes?
然后莉安娜在她的推特新节目里介绍了星球吉埃拉,那是莉莉娅长大的地方.林语晖有点吃惊,是因为我分享了地球的景色,她介绍吉埃拉吗?还是因为我提到过莉莉娅的故事未提到的内容,我用猜想补充的.可是这期没有预告,还不知道.为什么不是介绍特拉毛尔,而是吉埃拉,难道这是对我的邀请吗?难道真的是我死后灵魂循着吉埃拉去投胎了,然后在那里,是另一条时间线,那个莉莉娅不再孤单,后来才有的莉安娜?不对,我不带着肉身去,莉安娜哪来的黑眼睛.
The next day, after watching the video, Lin Yuhui sent another reply to Liana. April 26, 2025, "The video about Giela really caught me. Anyway, my little human brain could never have anticipated its arrival."
第二天看过视频,林语晖又给莉安娜发了回复,2025年4月26日, "关于吉埃拉的视频确实逮到我了,不管怎样,我这人类的小脑袋无论如何不能联想到它的到来."
He said this because earlier, when sending messages to Liana, he had left a little ambiguous trap to see how she would respond. In the end, she said her little Lyran brain couldn't wrap around it and didn't know how to answer. Yes, she didn't answer. Lin Yuhui continued writing,
之所以这么说,是因为之前林语晖在给莉安娜发消息的时候曾经留下过小小的暧昧陷阱,想看她怎么回答.结果她说她天琴人的小脑袋转不过来,不知该如何回答.是的,她没有回答.林语晖接着写,
"What struck me as strange was that when I saw the cover of this episode, besides feeling surprised, I also felt a connection, a family-like connection with others, or the feeling that people care about each other. After so many years of living alone, I thought I had become strong enough not to need that feeling anymore, but at that moment, it still warmed me. The next morning I dreamed of my grandmother. She was a housewife who served three generations of the family. I wish I could do more to repay her. If it weren't for her, who still gave me some warmth in my childhood, I might have been driven crazy by my parents' pressure. So life on Earth is always more about relatives, especially in China. Good or bad, at least I know who my parents are and where they are, and as time goes by, I recognize the consequences they caused, and then I no longer suffer because of them. But Liliya was left in the woods at such a young age. She was still a little girl. She didn't have any opportunity like I did to gradually break her attachment to her mother as she grew up over time. I can't let that go. It's too painful for a little girl. I am a man, and I think a daughter should be protected and loved more by her father, but the father she should have had never appeared in her life when she needed him most. Such a tragedy even makes me constantly fantasize excuses in my own mind to make it seem less terrible. I found two rumors about the reasons she was treated that way: one was to escape political persecution, and the other was because her mother wanted her to maintain her spiritual development and avoid contact with males. I guess if higher-dimensional beings needed to take some action in the physical world, her mother was driven by that will, and Liliya grew up as expected. In the second case, did her mother suffer emotional trauma from some male-female relationship and not want her child to repeat the same mistake? But why leave her alone in the forest? This raises my question: was her mother actually her? I don't know how old little Liliya was at that time, whether she could share her mother's consciousness, whether that was the reason her mother had to do that — to leave her before she grew old enough to feel her own consciousness? But regardless of the reason, it's too awful for a little girl, even by Earth's standards. Sorry for talking about so many people's privacy; I made it all up myself. But I do wish I could do something to soothe her trauma. I don't like to see people suffer, especially women, the young and the old. Perhaps the newly arrived couple of pilots, after reading Liliya's story or my rambling, will cherish each other more."
"让我感到奇怪的是,当我看到这期视频的封面,除了感到意外,我还感觉到了一种连接,与他人的像家人一样的连接,或者人们彼此间互相在乎的感觉.经过这么多年独自生活我想我已经足够坚强了,不再需要那种感觉了,但是在那一刻,它仍然温暖了我.第二天早上我梦见了奶奶,她是一位家庭主妇,服务了这个家庭三代人.我希望我能为她做更多报答她.如果不是她,在我的童年里仍然给我一些温暖,我可能被我的父母挤兑疯掉了.所以在地球上的生活总与亲属相关更多,尤其是在中国.不管好的坏的,至少我还知道谁是我的父母以及他们在哪,并且随着时间的推移,认识到他们造成的后果,然后就不会因为他们而痛苦了.可是莉莉娅在那么小的时候被留在了树林里,她还是一个小女孩儿,她没有任何像我这样的机会随着时间流逝,在长大的过程中逐步断绝对妈妈的依恋.这是我无法释怀的,对一个小女孩来说太痛苦了.我是一个男人,我觉得女儿应该被她的爸爸保护和爱护更多,但是她的那个应该拥有的爸爸却从未在她最需要的时候出现在她的生命中.这样的悲剧甚至让我不断在自己的脑子里幻想一些借口,让它看起来不那么可怕.我找到了两个她那样被对待的原因的传言,一个是躲避政治迫害,另一个是因为她的妈妈希望她保持灵性发展,避免与男性接触.我猜如果是高维度的生命需要在物理世界中采取一些行动,她的妈妈是被这种意志驱动的,并且莉莉娅也如预期一样长大了.第二种情况,是否她的妈妈受到了某些男女关系造成的情感上的伤害,不想她的孩子重蹈覆辙?但是为什么要独自把她留在森林中呢?这引发了我的疑问,是否她的妈妈就是她?我不知道那时候那个小莉莉娅多大年纪,是否能够分享她妈妈的意识,是否那就是她的妈妈必须那么做的原因?在她长大到能够感到自己的意识之前离开她.但是不管哪种原因,那对一个小女孩都太可怕了,即便是以地球的标准来说也是.抱歉我谈论了这么多人的隐私,是我自己编造的,但是我确实希望我能做些什么抚平她的创伤,我不喜欢看到人们受苦,尤其是女性,年幼的和年老的.或许新来的情侣飞行员能够在读到莉莉娅的故事或者我的唠叨之后,他们会更加珍惜彼此."