Enjoying such movements with them felt like an unending dream for me that I just never wished to end, but rather it was something that should have just expanded with every moment.
But my life was never meant for such pleasures; the moment I was enjoying such moments, I received a message: 'The Time Lord has detected your time leap!' The user is being dragged back to his original timeline!!'
This message turned my face pale, and even my breathing stopped for moments; it was something that I never wished to witness again. Not even my system was responding to my call; the darkness started beneath my feet.
Seeing the darkness, the goddesses started to move back in panic while screaming in disbelief. Seeing them getting this distant from me, I knew this was something that, no matter how many good dreams I could attain, I had no way of escaping the tragedy of nightmares.
But still seeing them this troubled, I tried to force a cheerful tone. While sorrow was crushing my heart, I really reached so far this time; I managed to nearly escape my fate, so why didn't I make it? This question was the only thing that kept echoing in my heart.
While the words that escaped my lips were, 'Hey goddesses, sorry I just couldn't keep my promise to all of you. I wished my time with you all could have been longer, but my fate is cursed, so please forgive my incompetence of being unable to keep my promise, but I promise I will return again to bring you with me...'
Before I could even properly bid farewell to them, I was covered in dark mist, and the voice of cries began to echo in my ears, while the memories of this timeline began to move in front of my mind like a reel.
I really couldn't believe it. How could my entire reality be shattered like this? Not even the death goddess told me anything about this trouble, so how did my world suddenly turn upside down like this? Not even my system is responding to my call in this mist.
But terror was surely hitting my limits; I was again and again reminded about the things that I would be losing after returning to my original timeline. There was nothing special about me in that timeline; I was more like a pest in the eyes of fate in that timeline.
But now I was more like the master of everything around me. Damn, why did I have to go through such a mess? Here I was thinking that the moment my system activated, I would create something like a portal in this realm to these goddesses with me to Mom.
Fuck, now I was again reduced to a miserable state, and the funny part is, not even my cultivation was working in this mist, just the things I hated. I was reduced to the same bug-like condition, which had but misery in its life.
And soon my terror began to manifest; the moment the dark mist got cleared, I saw someone lying on open ground on his knees, waiting for his death, as if that person had lost all his hope, and he was looking familiar.
But I didn't know why his feet were shaking; just by looking at him, it was as if I knew who this man was and why he was sitting there, and with such lost expressions, well, I wasn't even feeling like looking at him, because deep down, I knew who that was, and why was he sitting there?
And when I was to turn and run away, that bastard appeared right in front of me, with the same bastard-type face, the face of a loser, the face that could never achieve anything in his life, and the face of me.
It was my body from the original timeline, same flesh and blood, that was staring at me with those same gloomy eyes, the eyes that lost their spark way back in his job and then the disappearance of his mother that took the remaining years of his life.
I hated this jerk most in my entire life. I fucking hated this loser. I couldn't even look at him. Such a vile and disgusting face that didn't even have anything to look forward to, but he was staring at me as if he could see through my soul.
As if he knew how much i was scared of him, and the first words that this jerk spoke were: 'Did you find those moments?'
This arsehole really was hitting me the most where it was aching. Of course, I found them and was cherishing them, but looking at his face, my heart was sinking in deep agony because this was my real face.
The hopeless fool, who couldn't even find the slightest bit of happiness in his entire life despite grinding his soul to its limit – such pain was really immense for someone like me, but heh-heh, I learned the art of pretending very well; I knew how to pretend. I wasn't a milf hunter for nothing.
So I spoke with a forced tone: 'Sure, after all, I am no longer weak like you. I managed to find those moments that never even appeared in your dreams. I managed to meet those gods that you despised your entire life; I fucked those women that couldn't even be imagined by a disgust like yours. I lived those moments that i really deserved, not at mercy of some trash god; i made my own fate, in my world!!'
Damn, even after forcing the tone, I was still unable to hide the pain and tragedy of my situation. It was something that I just couldn't avoid, and now I was hoping for this jerk to finally open his mouth to fight me, taunt me, and tell me how I abandoned him back!
But his eyes turned into tears, and he spoke with a satisfied smile: 'So did you really find them? You really managed to escape my curse, huh? Guess you really are something else; i wished i could have also seen those moments!'
Hearing his words, my heart felt like it would explode, and I made a tight fist and hit him on his face while grabbing him by his collar and said, 'Fight me, arsehole. I know how much you craved my life; I know how much you fought for it. Don't sound so satisfied over my life as if you were happy for me. I know how much you dreamed of moments like me.'
Show me the anger that burned you for all these years; i want to see it, the flames that kept burning your soul till the point that it never tried to look back after leaving you behind.'
Hearing my words, feeling my fist on his face, he began to look at me with pretty forced expressions and spoke while trying to sound happy. 'You still haven't changed, huh? Even after living your life to this point, you still couldn't forget about me, huh?
You claim all those luxuries, and yet you want this old body to tell you how much I craved it. heh-heh, funny thing, a joke in such a long time, but your answer is in your question only; if the first thing you ask me about my anger, then there is no reason for me to get angry.'
Hearing his words, my grip tightened on his collar to the point where my fingers were aching by just holding his clothes, while he continued, 'Because your anger tells me how much I craved such luxuries and how much I despised those bastard gods who couldn't even reward my efforts. There is nothing for me to brag about; I am nothing but a loser till the very end!'