How does my brain work? Yeah, no one questions that, But I feel like writing about that.
Principles:
-rules and laws exists that sometimes make sense, so those who obey them are on the positive scale.
-everyone is different, so, did they have a reason to do [something]? If yes, was it because that's what their brain decided and they had no other choice or they didn't care?
-freedom of choosing is everywhere, but the options don't give the results you expect/believe in.
-you don't need to have friends/family/saturation/happiness to be alive
-not everyone deserves a kid.
-kids are annoying.
-I dislike kids, sometimes/most of the timeteenagers as well
-people died and woke up the next day.
-uhh, other things ig(?)
-OH! follow the smartest in the room as much as possible, except when they are no longer acting smart, makes life easier and you can blame them for when you fail.
Ofc, I break my principles all the time, so they exist from time to time.
...Is there anything else I can say? Oh, right.
=Brain is weird, when uncertain search up the information to make sure it is right as you said it.
=People should stop miss characterizing wrong answers for uncertainty/confusion.
=There's no point in too much info when you won't use it.
=Do people actually care about your existence? Do they just care about your knowledge/abilities that you have because you had too much freedom? Are you imagining things because you are worthless and want people think that you have worth, but then you get sensitive because they only care about your worth, not about yourself? Do you push them away because you're the problem, or you push them away from you because you know you suck and want them to have a better life because you're a virus in their life? Are you blind and honestly questioning why you are alive? are you planning to prove that your life is a story written by someone as a story? Do you believe that you're trapped in a fake universe and no one can prove that this universe is not real because that's how the setting was set to and-...DO YOU THINK YOU'RE MISSING THE MOTIVATION TO LEARN SOMETHING BECAUSE YOUR CREATOR COULDN'T FIND THE MOTIVATION TO LEARN IT FIRST?
Thank you for staying with me until the end of this chapter!