Sophie had actually killed someone, Leonar...a member of the Hunters. As if that wasn't bad enough, she hit her in the neck, and she died...And even worse, Leonar was underage...Sophie cannot believe it and is in a state of shock.
Violet: "Hahhh..."
She stood up.
Violet: "Hey...Sophie...I'm leaving now...but...don't worry. You aren't alone..."
Violet Cared For Sophie a long Time now she is in fact really tired and wants To sleep as For Sophie she still Did Not say anthing.
The door opened.
Violet: "Hmm."
Fiona: "Finished?"
Violet: "...Do you want to continue?...or should I?"
Fiona: "It's okay. Go get some rest. I'll take care of her."
Violet: "Okay."
Sophie said nothing. Violet closed the door, and Fiona went inside...she was wearing a nightgown.
Sophie: "Mmm."
Fiona: "Hey..."
Sophie: "...(Silence)..."
Fiona: "Sophie."
Sophie: "...I killed a young girl..."
Fiona: "Sophie, are you really going to tell me that you have never killed anyone?"
Sophie: "Only when they were armed."
Sophie Knows that the Girl wantet to Kill Violet ..and was Armed but still ...she feels guilty as Sophie only in her life killed 4 People now 5 of Course.
Fiona: "She was armed."
Sophie: "But she was almost a child."
Fiona: "Hahhhh..."
Sophie: "...I...I just can't forget the way she looked at me with fear...That's why I don't like killing...I can't forget people's eyes afterward...I wish I could be like Marcus...I wish I could be like Daisy...I wish I could be like you...I wish I could be like Colleta or Rio...Someone who doesn't have a problem with it..."
Fiona: "...Hahhhh...When I killed someone for the first time..."
Sophie: "Huh?"
Fiona: "It was also an accident...It was a boy. He had someone with him...He shouted...I will kill the child if you come any closer...I aimed at his...foot...I hit it too...but...he still died from his injuries."
Sophie: "Hmm..."
Fiona: "...At first...I didn't think much about it...but...his expression...that feeling of knowing he was about to die...stayed in my head for a while...Sure...he wanted to kill a child...but still...Killing...killing is never something that should be talked about lightly...And maybe you have to do it...but only when others are in danger or when someone really is a cruel person...then maybe...to protect others..."
Sophie: "Mmm..."
Fiona held Sophie's cheeks.
Fiona: "You don't need to feel guilty...sooner or later it would have happened..."
Sophie: "...Huh."
Fiona: "Our job...is...well...that's just how it is...Sometimes we have to kill...You killed those Mafia people too."
Sophie: "Yes...but they deserved it...They were armed and had done horrible things. But this...she was a young girl. Who knows...if...if someone had shown her the right path...maybe she could have become a nice girl."
Fiona: "Or she could have betrayed us...In our job...we can't rely on someone changing..."
Sophie: "Mmmm..."
Fiona: "Hahh...You need to sleep."
Sophie: "...Can...you please stay with me...I wanted to ask Violet too...but...she looked frightened of me...Mmm."
Fiona: "Don't hold it against her...she isn't used to things like this...Even I am somewhat shocked by what happened today...but...Violet is still very new...You want me to stay with you?"
Sophie: "Mhm."
Fiona: "...I'm...not very good at comforting people."
Sophie: "I...know...Still...you are the only one besides Rosika who wasn't frightened of me...Rosika is already in bed...That's why I have to ask you now..."
Fiona: "Of course..."
She lay down beside her.
Sophie: "Hmm...Female friendship is strange..."
Fiona: "Huh?"
Sophie: "...Hehe...Only women can do something like this, right?... Lying this close together..."
Fiona: "Hmm...Sophie...this isn't anything new...We've known each other for more than 13 years...and back then we often slept in the same room with Ms. Valentine..."
Sophie: "Hmm."
Fiona: "Back then we always argued about who got to hug Ms. Valentine...but in the end, she simply slept in the middle so we could both cling to her..."
Sophie: "Yeah...I...miss her."
Fiona: "Me too."
Sophie: "Hmm...Do you think I can live with this?"
Fiona: "Hmm?"
Sophie: "...Or...should I go to a psychologist at Dark Umbrella after all?"
Fiona: "Ughhh..."
Sophie: "...Why are you so afraid of them?"
Fiona: "Hahhhh...Five years ago...I suffered from something like a post-traumatic stress episode...They took me to the psychologist...but...let's just say...they give you pills that make you completely cold...The pills...do make it possible for you to sleep...but at the same time they make you weaker and weaker if you don't take them every three hours...Then you will get so many nightmares...Not to mention that they keep testing you to see whether you have really gotten over your trauma...and they show you disturbing videos of people who died...or whatever your trauma is...Since you were experimented on in Hogwarts like I was...it could also become shocking for you..."
Sophie: "Hmm..."
Fiona: "But who knows, maybe they have changed. Still...Sophie...you didn't do anything wrong...you just wanted to save your friend..."
Sophie: "Is...is it okay to kill someone to save someone else? I mean, is that a valid reason to kill someone?"
Fiona: "It depends...if you are saving someone...There are people who shouldn't be saved...but...Lina is the opposite...Lina is a good person...Yes...sure, she is a veteran...and she probably killed people, but it was her job, and she never committed war crimes...She refused to do that, which is why she eventually fled...and came to us..."
Sophie: "Hmm..."
Sophie moved closer.
Sophie: "Mmm..."
Fiona: "Come on...I know you want to rest your head on my shoulder. Go ahead."
She did so.
Sophie: "...Hmmmm..."
Fiona: "...Do you remember when you helped me and told me not to be so hard on myself...that everyone makes mistakes?... I have to say the same thing to you...We are human, Sophie...If we drive ourselves crazy over every mistake...our lives themselves will become a curse..."
Sophie: "Yes..."
Fiona gently stroked her head.
Fiona: "...Look at that...you have a wound on your forehead...Now..."
Sophie: "...Sorry..."
Fiona: "It's okay...You were in shock..."
Sophie: "Hahhh.....Is...is her body still there?"
Fiona: "No...Dark Umbrella took her."
Sophie: "...Can...can I bury her?"
Fiona: "Huh?"
Sophie: "It's the last thing I can do."
Fiona: "...Hahh...hehe...You'll have to ask Rosalie."
Sophie: "Okay...I'll bury her...in a beautiful garden...I'm sure...if she had had someone by her side when she was young...she wouldn't have become like this."
Fiona: "Then I'll bury the boy I killed too."
Sophie: "The one who aimed at you?"
Fiona: "Yes."
Sophie: "...Oh...okay...in a garden too."
Fiona: "...Hahh...Sophie...dead is dead. Where you bury someone doesn't really matter...and that guy deserved it...I'm not like you...In that regard...I'll just bury him, and that's it...No flowers. No nature...Just earth...Like a worm...If you lived like a worm, you get buried like one."
Sophie: "Hmm...You're harsh about things like that...hehe."
Fiona: "Hmph..."
Sophie: "Hmm..."
She then fell asleep...
Sophie: "Thank you...Fiona."
Fiona: "Huh?"
Sophie: "...This is important to me...Thank you for being my best friend."
Fiona: "Hmm...sure...go to sleep."
Sophie: "And you..."
Fiona: "Don't worry, I'll sleep soon too."
Sophie closed her eyes...
Fiona: "Hmm... (Joker...was this what she was planning?... Did she really think she was doing Sophie a favor with this?...No...And yes...I think what she really wanted to see...was whether Sophie was ready to get her hands dirty...)."
Sophie: "(Cough)...Mmm."
(Meanwhile)
The Joker: "(Humming)...(Humming)...Huh?...Hehehe...Well, well...who do we have here?... How did you find me...Lina, dear?"
She turned around.
Lina: "Mmmm...So this was your plan...wasn't it?"
The Joker: "Hehe...you followed me?"
Lina: "No...I knew you would come here again...Why...why Sophie of all people?"
The Joker: "Hehe...
The Joker smiled and laughed and startet even laughing loudly.
The Joker: "Because ... I want to see Sophie ....to kill...someone....oh...if she has blood on her hand ...blood is beutifull red ..is beautiful... I love it...I love violence; the thing that proves love for me is if I see the person with Blood and pain.
The joker Hold her Buttocks and smiled like a crazy tsundere anime Girl yeah and then she came to lilly.
The Joker: "you know..sometimes....love is brutal.
She walked by her
She walked toward Lina and held her cheek.
The Joker: "Oh, aren't you adorable...Because I like seeing the people I care about suffer...hehe."