"Strange..." I stare at the ceiling of the room. Without Nerina here, I can't fall asleep. Actually, it's been three days since I've been able to sleep. It's weird, and I miss having something to sleep with.
But not specifically Nerina—something else is missing. It's genuinely unpleasant, and it's not like I need to sleep, but I still don't like being awake at night.
"I think I'll eat something..." I get up and head to the kitchen, but the feeling of emptiness and silence is so uncomfortable to experience. With Nerina here, at least there's someone, and it takes away that hollow sensation.
"Haaa..." I try eating some fruit, but I feel kind of nauseous, so I throw it away. Being alone makes me face the fact that without Nerina constantly demanding attention, all I have left to think about is that I have no memories.
