I don't miss you...
I miss the love that
Being near you generated in me.
I can feel it
Now and then
The spores you left
Germinate in me.
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Was it love
Or was it lust?
Was it real
Or just a bust?
What did you do?
Something is loose...
Reminiscing
About us...
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Far too many memories,
They live in me.
I want them dead.
Like a symphony
Of lies
They resonate inside my head.
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All the "good" times I recall
Were fueled by
All the love I gave...
While you harvested my pain
Through sun and ran,
Worked like a slave...
You can't say I didn't love you,
No, those words would be depraved...
Would have spoiled you
And adored you
Until I found my grave...
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I didn't know you,
I just felt like I did...
Dancing as your fires
Burned the secrets that you hid...
You never knew me,
You just used me.
I did anything you bid...
Thinking that one day
You'd be my wife,
Maybe give me a kid...
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I don't miss you...
I just miss not being alone
But that feeling was not happiness.
To your illusions,
I was prone.
I miss having someone to love.
Someone to hold.
Someone at home.
But I'll never return to that place,
I would rather die alone.