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Chapter 96 - The love you wanted...

You were so cold to me

I never could see why...

I would freeze for you

Or alone

I would just melt and die...

You were so

Far down

And I

Would constantly dig

And cry...

Breaking my soul

Just to lift

You in whole,

I tried...

-

Yeah, but I

Wasn't full of

The love you wanted...

I was

Holding on

With those broken arms...

Yeah, and I

Wasn't what you

Would show and flaunt...

I would wait for you.

I would soldier on...

-

Just one last knight

On the battlefield

I'd gladly die...

I tried to fight

All the demons

That you held inside...

Against the wall,

I just watched it fall

Before my eyes...

I gave my all,

But I never

Could give enough fight...

-

Yeah, yeah, yeah...

No, I wasn't

Full of

That love you needed...

Yeah, you cut me deep,

And watched as I bleeded,

Shit, I meant bled, but I

Still hold all

That shit in my head...

How you moaned in my bed.

How you left me for dead...

Words left unsaid.

-

And I

Wasn't all of

The man that you desired...

I was holding that place.

I was stoking the fire...

Yeah, But I

Tried to be

All that you could need.

I was never enough,

And you never believed...

Wait!

No I

Can't give you

The love you wanted...

But I gave what I had,

I can't help you were daunted...

-

I was so proud...

The world

Could see me glowing

Even standing in a crowd.

I was loving you out loud.

Yeah, I loved without a shroud.

It would never be

Enough

So tough

Berated like a child.

Hella mild...

I thought my love could kill

Off all your pain.

Thought my soul

Was your umbrella.

Thought that I

Could slow the rain.

I was insane...

No, no.

No, no.

I was in love.

But I was always

Held below.

You thought

You were a cut above.

But I was different.

You were missing him...

I was physically kissing you,

Mentally, you were kissing him...

While you were constantly dissing him.

You might as well have dissed me.

Should have fuckin' let me go.

You could have fuckin' let me leave.

Full of greed...

It's crazy how my love

Had me so fuckin' blind.

You were walking faster daily

Always leaving me behind.

-

Yeah, but I

Wasn't full of

The love you wanted...

I was

Holding on

With those broken arms...

Yeah, yeah..

And I

Wasn't what you

Would show and flaunt...

I would wait for you.

I would soldier on...

Yeah, yeah, yeah...

-

No, I wasn't

Full of

That love you needed...

Yeah, you cut me deep,

And watched as I bleeded,

Shit, I meant bled, but I

Still hold all

That shit in my head...

How you moaned in my bed.

How you left me for dead...

Words left unsaid.

-

And I

Wasn't all of

The man that you desired...

I was holding that place.

I was stoking the fire...

Yeah, But I

Tried to be

All that you could need...

I was never enough,

And you never believed...

Wait!

No I

Can't give you

The love you wanted...

But I gave what I had,

I can't help you were daunted...

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