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Chapter 10 - Chains of My Own Making

The silence after Vera's stormy exit pressed in, heavy and suffocating. Her perfume lingered faintly in the air, sharp and bitter, a trace of her fury. But it wasn't her anger that gripped me—it was the thought she'd left behind.

The way I had taken Stacy. The way I had locked her away. It was too close—too damn close—to how I first found Vera all those years ago.

I leaned back in my chair, eyes fixed on the restless flames in the fireplace. My rules had always been clear, etched into me like scripture: never harm women, never harm children. I had lived by them, no matter the cost.

But with Stacy… I was breaking myself. Locking her in that room, suffocating her fire—it was a betrayal of the man I swore I would never become.

And the realization left me unsteady.

I exhaled, long and slow, when my phone buzzed against the desk. The screen lit up with a name I trusted.

Marco.

I swiped to answer. "You're supposed to be busy in Italy," I said, voice flat, controlled.

His voice came through the line, steady but edged with frustration. "I am busy, Adrian. But things aren't moving as fast as we planned. Enzo Morelli isn't the type of man who's easily convinced."

I sat up straighter at the name. Enzo was a powerful figure in Milan—old money, old power, with enough reach in Europe to tip the balance of certain trades. Securing him as an ally would tighten our grip beyond New York.

"And what's the problem?" I asked.

"He's cautious," Marco replied. "Suspicious. The kind who smiles at dinner but has men follow you back to the hotel. I've been meeting him for days, Adrian, and I think I'm close. But he wants reassurances—more than just words."

"Then give him reassurances," I said simply.

Marco's sigh crackled through the speaker. "It's not that easy. He wants proof we can keep our promises. He wants to know his investments will be safe. And you know what he hinted at tonight?"

I drummed my fingers on the desk, already irritated. "What?"

"That Rafael's shadow has stretched across New York again."

The name was a spark against dry wood. I felt it, the old heat rising in my chest. Rafael—my rival, my thorn, the man too arrogant to stay dead in the water.

Marco's tone hardened. "Word is he's been seen back in the city. That he's rebuilding, making moves, trying to recruit. If that's true, Adrian, it changes things. Enzo doesn't want to tie himself to a house at war."

I almost laughed. "Then Enzo doesn't know who he's dealing with."

Marco paused. "Adrian…"

"I'm not scared of Rafael," I cut him off, my voice sharp, deliberate. "I never was. He's a parasite—he thrives off scraps. The only reason he's alive is because I allowed it. If Enzo thinks I'll lose sleep over a rat crawling back into my city, then he doesn't know me well enough yet."

"Adrian," Marco pressed, "you're underestimating him. You know Rafael—he doesn't fight clean. He'll stir chaos. He'll drag others into it. That's why I should be back there, not wasting more time in Italy."

"You'll stay in Italy," I snapped. "Your job is Enzo. Nothing else."

"I can't close a deal if the man thinks you're vulnerable at home."

"Then make him believe otherwise," I said coldly. "That's why I sent you there, Marco. Because you're the one man I trust to handle it. Rafael doesn't matter. Not to me. Not to Enzo. He's noise—background static. And I don't lose to noise."

The line went quiet for a moment, heavy with Marco's hesitation.

Finally, he muttered, "You sound confident. Too confident. Almost like you're trying to convince yourself."

My jaw tightened. "Don't mistake conviction for doubt."

"Then tell me this," Marco pressed, his voice steady, challenging me the way only he could. "If Rafael really is back, what's your move?"

I leaned back in my chair, eyes narrowing at the firelight. "My move is the same as it's always been. He steps into my territory, he pays the price. Whether it's tomorrow or next week, I'll deal with him the way I deal with everyone who forgets their place."

"And Enzo?"

"Enzo will see that I'm untouchable. That's all he needs to know. You finish what you started there, Marco. Don't waste my time with doubts."

Another silence stretched between us. I could hear him breathing on the other end, calculating, weighing. Then he said quietly, "I'll try, Adrian. But I can't promise I'll stay here if things in New York spiral."

I pressed my lips together, irritation burning hot. "Marco—"

The line clicked, cutting off.

I pulled the phone away, staring at the blank screen, my reflection caught faintly in the black glass. Marco's loyalty had never wavered before, but I could feel it—his fear, his restlessness.

I tossed the phone onto the desk and dragged a hand over my face. Rafael's name, Marco's hesitation, Vera's accusations—they all twisted together, tightening the coil already wound inside me.

And now Stacy. Locked away, caged like the very thing I'd spent my life destroying in other men.

I cursed under my breath, shoving back from the desk. The study felt smaller than it ever had—walls pressing in, air too heavy to breathe.

My footsteps echoed up the stairs, steady, controlled, though my thoughts ran faster.

Her face burned in my mind—the fire in her eyes, the sharpness of her tongue, that refusal to bend. That fire should have enraged me. Instead, it unsettled me.

At her door, I slid the key into the lock. The iron felt heavier than it should.

A soft click broke the silence. The door eased open by a fraction.

I didn't step inside. I didn't call her name.

This wasn't freedom. I had sworn never to give her that. But it was something close—a chance to walk out of the room whenever she want. A concession on my terms, not hers.

Even that small shift felt dangerous.

I stood there, hand gripping the knob, the weight of my own choice pressing down like a shadow I couldn't shake.

Should I go in—or walk away?

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