That question rang through, " if they had never met would he still have believed her...?", Rhea bit her lips clearly regretting that question , she should take it back, she should.....then she felt it, his warm embrace,his arms wrapping around her shoulders , her back pressing against his body, his hold felt so comforting that it felt unreal sometimes , " what are you...", " and why would I judge someone I have never met, how low.....do you think of me Rhea", he sounded sad, almost disappointed like she had judged him quickly despite knowing him for this long , she clung to him , her hand on his arm feeling his tense muscle as it slowly relaxed under her touch, she gently leaned onto him, " I'm sorry", she whispered barely but you could hear the slight hint of frustration , what had she been thinking , they rain that had threatened to fall , some pit pat sounds could be heard against te window in slow but surely yhe blob of water that stained the window.
Something about today felt different, she felt one if his hand slowly slide over to her waist as he curled his arm around , he gently pulled her closer, pressing her back more intimately to himself with that hint of possessiveness, he buried his face on the nape of her neck and this time Rhea could not fight it, her longing for this man was....certainly something, everything he had done for her and he keeps doing for her , all her feelings for him it felt overwhelming , from the second they met in that empty classroom it had all felt too good to be true and it made her feel anxious because what if....he goes away, what if he judges her, so....she chose to runaway first, not for a better life , she just ran away because she was scared , if he also turned his back away from her would she even be able to handle it?.
Her faint scent exuded from the nape of her neck , it was musky , earthy complimenting to that of te rain, who was he to judge her...when he was not there for her, she had striped to survive all these years , he was never aware of her suffering yet he momentarily resented her , why should she apologize when she only meant to survive?, she had so many scars that she was afraid of showing , he had been useless for these past ten years and now that he was back into her life he wanted to show just how much...he loved her, and just like before when they had kissed at the counter, he had said he wanted to worship her till she knows just how much she is loved. He brushed his lips lightly against almost reverent, his lips trembling against her skin, her body twitched slightly as his lips made contact with her skin, though it barely touched it was clear that it was deliberate. Rhea tightened her grip on his arm and his muscles tensed up again, he wanted to live every inch of her, he pressed his lips again unto her skin, this time she could clearly feel it , his arm gripping tighter on her waist, " why should she not deserve any comfort?", his lips trailed upwards slowly leaving a trail of warmth, his lips brushing slightly against her ear lobe , her breath hitched softlyat that slight contact, " De....Denver", she whispered his name and at that moment he stilled, had he gone too far?, his arms which had been wrapped around her waist slowly loosened as he stepped back a little , his hands falling to his side.
Rhea who felt his absence turned around almost immediately, her once azed expression had morphed into that of determination, she walked up to him, dragged him down by his collar and smashed her lips onto his . She was tired of regretting , tired of waiting , she just wanted to be selfish because Denver was the only one she could have and was free to live, she wanted to love him freely and didn't want to let him go. Denver acted on pretty quickly, though he had been taken aback just a moment ago he had quickly succumbed to it, one of his hand on her waist while the other entangled with the locks if her hair, pulling her in closer as he deepened the kiss, his hand gently cupped her face, Rhea hands which had previously been on his collar slowly slid down to his waist, the kiss wasn't gentle , it was warm , insistent, both of them not planning to stop like they both had something to prove or something he definently had been holding back for a long time, Rhea tightened her hold on the end of Denvers shirt , his lips trailing from her lips down to her chin, " hmm...", Rhea sighed softly as she closed her eyes , the temder feeling she felt seemed to escalate to something more.
She dug her hand into his hair as his lips trailed down to her neck, she curled her toes as he drew gentle circles on her waist with his thumb, the feel of his warm lips against her skin felt.....surreal, her body fely hot and a certain warmth seemed to spread through her whole body, though they had kissed before , approximately four times now, this time it just felt....different, like something was going to happen and whatever it was...she wanted it to happen. She felt him begin to walk her backwards towards the bed, he departed his lips from hers , Rhea eyes still closed as she felt the gentle caresses of his thumb on her cheek , she opened her eyes, his gaze filled with nothing but affection just staring at her, his breath somehow raspy from the kiss, " Den...", before she could say anything more he tilted her head a little and gently kissed her eye, she had not expected it, he was so...she couldn't even describe this overwhelming feeling she had, that kiss was like a sort of assurance , that...he valued her, she was safe and....loved, she couldn't help it's it felt like her heart was going to burst,tears trailed down her face as she just wondered what she ever did to deserve him and what she had ever done for him to like her this much.
" Rhea....", he called her name like some kind of prayer,his voice tender, almost like hewas ready to break, God...she was just so...., it still felt surreal, how he was holdingher in his arms , even her name was beautiful, it was like he was drugged , from the monet he saw her.....the first time he had met her , he loved her, " Rhea.....", he kissed her nose so tenderly like she was so fragile, like she could easily break, then her tears that slid down her face , Rhea wrapped her hand around his neck as she hugged him, " w.....what did I ever do for you.....for you to love me", " I love you Rhea...", it was sudden and she froze , her hands still gripping his shirt, his eyes were patiently fixated on her, a small yet warm smile on his face with utmost sincerity, Denver had always been honest about his feelings and she knew that he loved her but....why?, " why....., why would you live someone like me.....", her voice trembling as tears trailed down her face, " why.....?", " why shouldn't I love someone like you Rhea hmm?..", his voice was soothing compared to the turmoil going on in her heart and I her mind, his hand gently wiping away her tears , " I love you Rhea because...that is the only thing I can do....", he leaned in amd gave her a soft kiss on her forehead as his other hand tucked some strands of her hair behind her ear , his fingers brushing the tip of her ear lightly, his voice was intimately low that Rhea didnt even know when she closed her eyes.
She felt a light brush on her lips , their breaths mingling, hovering just a second too long that Rhea almost forgot to breathe, " I love you because....it is all that I can give to you", his voice quiet yet heavy with meaning with a hint of wistfulness, Rhea slowly opened her eyes as she just stared at him, as usual his eyes seemed to glow in the dim lighting, small pits and pats against the window , streaks of water slid across the window.
Denver kissed Rhea again, deeper as he pulled her closer to himself closing the space entirely, Rhea reached over to his shirt as she began to unbutton it, button by button, her hands precise despite still kissing in, her hands just knew where to move and it was slow and deliberate. Denver sorted her lips with his as she attempted to let our a gasp not leaving room for breath , the overwhelming emotions, pent up feelings and....a question that had been answered seemed to fill something in them.
The warmth spread through the kiss, as the kiss grew more passionate, Denver slowly walked back over to Rheas bed, his lips not leaving hers, his finger intertwining with every stand of her hair and his other arm rearing on her waist as he plopped softly onto unto the bed, his shirt had been fully unbuttoned but not completely removed, Rhea straddled him , they were bith dishelved , out of breath, his hands slid over to her hips, despite it being quiet this moment seemed like something...that she wanted to last forever.
She sighed softly as she leaned closer to Denver, her gaze locked on his face , he was...beautiful, she reached over , stretching out her hand foward before stopping midway, a little hesitant as she looked up at Denver who seemd rather hypnotised, ou could see the slight flicker in his gaze when she had hesitated to touch him , he softly wrapped his hand around her waist which startled her slightly but he didn't stop there , he placed her hand on his face in some sort of cupping manner, her once surprised eyesslowly morphed into something of curiosity and admiration as she traced her fingers through his face, his chin, nose, brushing the line of his lips lightly , Denver felt his breath hitch as she touched him, she had no idea what she was doing to him right now and how much he wanted to just.... .., then her hand slid slowly down to his throat, his Adam apple bobbed slowly up and down while while her hand was still in contact , Denver sucked in a sharp breath, she didn't know how dangerous she was , how much his mind was spinning from just her touch, God...he lived this woman .
He will let her anything she wants to do to him for now, you could clearly hear their heart racing despite the pouring rain outside and then in the midst of all this, Rhea just smiled softly.