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Chapter 14 - Judith (1)

Judith had just turned twenty-two.

The only girl and the middle sibling of three children, she had grown up in the small, quiet town of Coatesville.

A remote place with fewer than three thousand people living there and almost nothing to see, aside from, maybe, the National Iron and Steel Heritage Museum, and even that was being generous.

As a child, she had been perfectly content with that monotony.

Coatesville was welcoming, reassuring, and humble.

But over the years, what had once felt peaceful began to feel dull, and the more Judith grew, the more Coastesville seemed to shrink, until it felt far too cramped for everything she wanted out of life.

Eventually, she had to face the obvious : she was not meant to spend her whole life here.

She craved more than another version of the same life her family had always known : she wanted to attend university in a big city, see new faces every day instead of the same ones she had known since birth, and the freedom to build her life however she pleased.

She refused to follow in the footsteps of her brothers, who had both chosen the same path as their father and gone to work at the helicopter plant, which was the cornerstone of the local economy.

For a lot of people, it was a stable life, maybe even one worth envying.

Judith saw something else : a whole existence spent in one place, trapped in the endless repetition of the same weeks, and the idea alone felt suffocating to her.

What made it worse was that this stability was far more fragile than it appeared.

Five years earlier, the company that owned the plant had been bought out, and almost immediately, rumors of a shutdown had begun to spread through town.

At first, most people paid the idea little mind.

The plant had been there since the 1930's, it felt too deeply woven into the town to disappear just like that.

Yet a year later, the rumors had not gone away.

They kept resurfacing in conversations, and Judith could see her father and brothers tense up every time the subject came up.

Little by little, she started to worry as well.

Her family's livelihood depended on decisions made far from Coatesville, by people who would never have to face the direct consequences of a shutdown.

It was a reality, and it only made Judith more determined to leave.

At that point, it was no longer just about avoiding a life she did not want, it was also about building a future strong enough to withstand what might come.

Her plan then became clear : get into a good university, earn a solid degree, build a stable life, and above all, make a lot of money.

That way, if the plant ever shut down and her father and brothers lost their jobs, she would be in a position to help.

It was in that context that Judith's final year of high school came to an end, and with it came the moment to turn her intentions into actions.

Without saying a word to her parents, who already assumed she would stay in Coatesville, she began working on her applications in secret.

At night, in her room, she filled out applications, wrote letters, gathered every necessary document, and sent everything off with the strange feeling that she was living a double life.

When she received Columbia University's answer (it's in New York), Judith went completely still, her eyes locked on the screen.

Accepted into the finance program with a full scholarship.

It was everything she had hoped for, and more.

New York was only a four-hour drive from Coatesville, but to Judith, it already felt like another world.

When she announced that she intended to leave, despite already knowing there would be objections, the news was received even more coldly than she had expected.

Her parents opposed the idea almost immediately.

They could not understand why she was so determined to leave when she already had a place here, beside a loving and present family, with a life that, in their eyes, was already laid out for her.

And the rest of the family reacted much the same way.

To them, her departure felt almost ungrateful, as if Coatesville, and they themselves, had somehow not been enough for her.

Only her younger brother Josh, who had long been aware of her aspirations, understood what leaving truly represented for her.

He knew her departure was driven neither by contempt nor by shame for where she came from, but by a genuine need for a different kind of life.

So in the end, despite nearly everyone's disapproval, Judith held her ground. And she left.

Her first year of study was marked both by the weight of that choice and by the thrill of her new life.

At Columbia, Judith found her footing almost immediately.

She worked hard, learned quickly, and met people from such different walks of life that she sometimes felt the world was opening itself to her for the first time.

But back in Coatesville, things remained tense for a while.

Conversations with her parents often left a bitter aftertaste.

There were silences, passive-aggressive jabs, and that lingering sense that they saw her leaving as a rejection.

Judith suffered from it, but not enough to make her doubt herself.

Then, over time, something changed.

As the months passed, her family watched her succeed, persevere, adapt, and most of all thrive in a way that would never have been possible for her in Coatesville, much as they hated admitting it.

What they had first seen as a form of rejection began to look different.

Maybe her departure had never been an escape from them.

Maybe it had simply been what she needed.

Her parents, and then the others, began to look at her path with less bitterness and more pride.

After all, Judith was the first in the family to go that far in her studies.

Slowly, even those who had taken her departure the worst began to think that maybe there was nothing to truly hold against her, and that her determination to leave showed, at the very least, that she knew what she wanted from life.

For a long time, that balance held.

Then everything changed a year earlier.

Judith had just begun her final year of study when the news she had dreaded for years finally arrived : the helicopter plant would be closing in two years.

She wasn't totally surprised, but it was still a shock ; up until then, it had been a bad feeling with no tangible basis, but now it was a certainty with a specific date. 

And just like that, everything she had built so far stopped feeling sufficient.

So Judith began to work as if time were running out, because in a way, it was.

Days of classes bled into evenings of studying, then into nights stolen from sleep.

She ate little, slept badly, lived with coffee in her veins and a constant tightness in her chest.

She could see herself burning out, but easing up felt even riskier.

And in the end, her efforts finally paid off when she landed a prestigious end-of-study internship.

The company itself was a perfect reflection of everything she despised : polished on the surface, rotten the moment you looked underneath, in other words, not so different from the one that was about to condemn Coatesville's plant.

Her parents and brothers knew that, but they did not resent her for taking the opportunity.

They understood that she was not choosing that place because she admired it, but because she was doing what was necessary for her career.

That shared lucidity made it a little easier for Judith to endure how much it disgusted her to work there.

And at the end of her internship, her efforts paid off once again.

Before she had even finished her studies, that same company offered her a job starting the following year.

The position was prestigious, and the salary was almost indecent, so high it barely felt real when she first it.

She had stared at the screen for several seconds, half-expecting the number to somehow fix itself.

But it did not, it was real.

And for the first time in a long time, the future stopped feeling like a permanent menace.

To celebrate the news, and even more to get her out of her own head after months of living like an overworked machine, her brothers had come all the way to New York to bring her back to Coatesville.

There was something strangely light about the drive back.

Seated in the car, listening to her brothers talk, tease one another, and laugh as if nothing had truly changed, Judith surprised herself by feeling hopeful for once.

Maybe all those sacrifices had paid off.

Maybe she and her family had made it through.

And it was at that exact moment that an axe appeared in her hands, as if to tell her she could shove her hope up her ass.

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