Noel Arden just wants to disappear. 

As a member of a prestigious and influential family known for producing powerful espers and guides, Noel’s D classification is an embarrassment. Determined to work as a guide despite his father’s opposition, Noel spends his days in the D-suite of Halo, the largest, most successful Paradigm agency in the country, keeping his head down and enduring the less pleasant aspects of his job. 

It’s not a bad life; he likes his coworkers, he doesn’t have to rely on his increasingly hostile father, and he’s almost never deployed to Fray sites. As long as he steers clear of his S-class esper half-brother, he can just melt into the background and pretend to be a normal, low level guide, just one of hundreds in Halo’s bottom ranks. Invisible and unremarkable. Exactly the way he wants it.

Then an emergency situation during an unexpected deployment forces Noel to shatter his quiet, boring life with his own hands and thrusts him directly into the notoriety he’s worked so hard to avoid. 

When he witnesses Jade Ransom, Halo’s star esper and one of the only S-classes in the country, melting down from corruption overload, Noel has no choice but to use the ability he swore to never reveal in order to save both Jade and the city from destruction. Jade, desperate after a life of guiding intolerance, latches onto Noel as the only guide he’s ever properly synced with and insists on being exclusive partners. With his back against the wall and his pesky conscience whispering in his ear, Noel agrees. 

Struggling to balance his secret, his normal job, and his connection to Jade, Noel finds the stable life he worked so hard to build crumbling around him. And as he and Jade grow closer, Noel has to reckon with the vast differences between them and decide if he’s prepared to burn himself out just to let Jade shine.

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Noel's hands flutter around Jade's shoulders, still weak and shivery from his orgasm. "Why are you being so sweet to me?" he asks. "You're never this gentle."


Jade pauses for a split second, eyes darting down then back up to Noel's. "Maybe I should have been," he says softly. "You deserved a better first time than that, Noel. If I'd known, I would have done things differently."


Noel swallows. "If you're just being nice because you feel sorry for me—"


"It's not about that." Jade lowers his head to tuck his face into the crook of Noel's neck, breathing hot air over the sensitive skin. "I don't feel sorry for people."


"I don't know." Jade nips at Noel's throat, framing Noel's waist with both hands. "I just know that when I think about it, I feel upset."


That sounds an awful lot like pity to Noel. Because there's no way it could be anything else. 


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