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Chapter 100 - lost memories

The digital clocks displayed; Wednesday, 30th October. 12:09p.m.

The castle retreat had transformed overnight.

If the previous evening had belonged to shadows and whispers and the quiet hum of something ancient stirring beneath dark water, today belonged entirely to the sun.

Midday light spilled generously across the sprawling grounds, warming stone walls that had endured centuries of storms. The sky stretched wide and unapologetically blue, a color so bright it felt almost defiant given the time of month. October was supposed to carry a bite, a warning of winter's slow approach. Instead, warmth draped itself over the courtyard like an indulgent guest refusing to leave.

Music pulsed from portable speakers propped against old fountain bases. Laughter rose in overlapping waves. The scent of grilled food, sweet pastries, and citrus drinks drifted lazily through the air. Students had scattered across the estate like confetti.

Some ventured toward the forest trail in small, adventurous packs, drawn by curiosity and the promise of mystery. Others lounged on blankets spread across trimmed grass, sunglasses perched carelessly as they pretended to read but ended up gossiping instead. A cluster had claimed the courtyard's center and turned it into an impromptu dance floor, spinning under the sun with the kind of carefree enthusiasm that only came from being far away from deadlines and responsibility.

Near the edge of the grounds, a few braver souls splashed near the lake's shallows, shrieking at the cold water before inevitably daring each other to go deeper.

It was chaos.

Joyful, unstructured chaos.

And right in the middle of it, Adam walked beside Aiva.

He had not expected to feel this light.

After the night he had endured, after drowning and returning and watching the wreck split like a broken bone, he had assumed the next morning would drag. That his limbs would ache more. That something inside him would feel permanently altered.

Instead, the sun pressed warmth into his shoulders and for a moment, it almost felt like normalcy.

Almost.

Aiva bumped her hip lightly against his as they walked.

"You were inhaling that breakfast," she teased, eyes sparkling with wicked delight. "I swear, Adam, I have never seen someone demolish pancakes with that level of emotional commitment."

Adam groaned.

"What? I was hungry."

"Hungry?" she echoed dramatically. "You looked like a medieval king breaking a three day fast. I thought you were going to start guarding the sausages."

He shot her a look.

"I nearly drowned yesterday. My body is refueling."

"Oh, is that what we're calling it?" she laughed. "Refueling?"

She clasped her hands together and widened her eyes in mock seriousness. "I wish I took a picture. The way you were clutching that fourth plate. Historic moment."

He shook his head, trying not to smile, and failed.

Aiva had that effect. She moved through the world like it was hers to enjoy. Her laughter was not forced, not strategic. It spilled easily, freely. People gravitated toward her instinctively. She could slide into conversations, adapt to personalities, mirror energy without losing herself in it. Effortless. Bright. Magnetic.

But with Adam, it felt different.

Less curated.

When she laughed with him, it was not performance. It was shared understanding. Shared rhythm.

He nudged her lightly. "You're never letting this go, are you?"

"Absolutely not."

She flicked a strand of hair over her shoulder and then, as if remembering the original purpose of their walk, she gestured downward with a playful flourish.

"And speaking of historic moments."

Adam's eyes followed her gesture.

She was wearing a floral Shein swimsuit that seemed engineered to draw attention. The fabric hugged her curves with deliberate precision, patterned with soft pink and cream blossoms that contrasted beautifully against her skin. The neckline dipped just enough to be bold without crossing into vulgarity. The material traced the natural shape of her body in a way that felt intentional, confident.

Aiva had always been curvy, but today the sun amplified it. The swimsuit framed her silhouette, accentuating the fullness of her hips and the smooth curve of her waist before flowing into strong, toned thighs. From Adam's perspective, it was impossible not to notice. The fabric fit as though tailored for her, contouring rather than compressing.

She turned slightly, and the back revealed just enough to make his throat dry.

He immediately looked away.

He was wearing Bahamas shorts, loose and patterned in deep ocean blues with thin white palm silhouettes scattered across the fabric. They hung comfortably at his hips, casual, unbothered. His muscular chest was bare, skin warmed by sunlight, thin dreads tied back loosely to keep them from falling into his face.

Compared to her, he felt underdressed in spirit.

"You picked that out just for swimming?" he asked carefully.

She grinned.

"Oh no. I picked this out to get Bryce flustered."

Adam blinked.

"Bryce? Make sense."

"Our glorious student council president," she replied dramatically. "You know. The island's unofficial governor. I thought I'd give him something to stutter about."

She scanned the courtyard theatrically. "But apparently he's too busy running everything to appreciate my effort."

Adam snorted.

"He's probably dealing with logistics."

"Or hiding," she countered, smirking. "Men are fragile creatures."

He raised a brow.

"Careful."

She laughed and lightly pushed his shoulder.

"So," she continued, lowering her voice conspiratorially, "what's this cool place you were talking about?"

Adam's expression shifted subtly.

"The cave," he said. "There's a section along the east side of the lake. You have to go around a narrow rock bend to reach it. When the sun hits just right, the water inside glows. It's like the entire cave is breathing light."

Her eyes widened.

"Are you serious?"

He nodded. "I found it when I was scouting yesterday. I was thinking we grab a few friends and go before everyone else discovers it. The water's cold enough that most people won't bother."

Aiva tilted her head, lips curving.

"Oh, I like this," she said. "Secret glowing cave swim. Exclusive access. Very elite."

He rolled his eyes.

"Don't brand it."

"No promises."

They wove through the bustling courtyard, sidestepping dancing students and nearly colliding with someone carrying a tray of fruit skewers. The music shifted into something louder, bass vibrating faintly through the stone beneath their feet.

That was when Adam spotted her.

Abigail stood near the edge of the courtyard, partially shielded by a stone column. She was not participating in the dancing. Not laughing loudly. Her posture was slightly tense, shoulders drawn inward despite the sunlight.

The noise seemed to press against her.

She looked beautiful.

But uncomfortable.

Adam slowed instinctively.

Aiva followed his gaze and smiled faintly.

"Go," she said knowingly. "I'll grab us some water."

Adam nodded and adjusted his path.

Abigail had dressed for the sun. A yellow sundress clung gently to her form, the fabric soft and light enough to move with the breeze. It fell just above her knees, revealing toned legs that carried quiet strength. The color contrasted strikingly with her dark hair, which framed her face in smooth layers that brushed her shoulders.

The dress accentuated her waist before flowing naturally over her hips. She was thick in a way that did not scream for attention but commanded it anyway. Full thighs, balanced proportions, an elegance that did not rely on effort.

She shifted her weight when she noticed him approaching.

"You look like you're being held hostage by the music," Adam said casually.

She glanced toward the speakers and then back at him, her expression subtly dry.

"It's… enthusiastic."

He chuckled.

"Did you pick out the dress?"

Her gaze flickered downward.

"No," she admitted. "Amber insisted. She said I should 'embrace sunlight.'"

"And how's that going?"

Abigail hesitated, fingers lightly brushing the fabric near her hip.

"I would rather be in my room."

That quiet confession contrasted so sharply with the bright dress that Adam couldn't help but laugh softly.

"You look good," he said honestly. "Even if you look like you're plotting an escape."

A faint blush rose across her cheeks, subtle but undeniable.

She straightened slightly, composure returning like armor sliding back into place.

"I'm not plotting."

"Sure."

He leaned casually against the column beside her.

"A few of us are going swimming," he said. "There's a cave on the east side of the lake. It glows when the sun hits it right."

She glanced toward the water, then back at him.

"I'm not really… good at swimming," she admitted quietly.

The vulnerability in her voice was rare.

Adam felt something soften in his chest.

"I'll teach you," he said immediately.

She blinked.

"You don't have to."

"I know."

He shrugged. "But I can."

Silence stretched between them for a moment.

Her blush deepened slightly, though she masked it with a small, controlled nod.

"I'll change," she said. "If I drown, I'm taking you with me."

"Fair."

She turned to leave, walking with that subtle, grounded confidence she always carried. Yet there was a slight quickness to her step now, as though the conversation had unsettled her in ways she would never openly admit.

Adam watched her go, amused.

Aiva reappeared beside him as if summoned by narrative timing.

"You are painfully oblivious," she said.

"To what?"

She gave him a look.

"Abigail."

He feigned confusion.

"What about her?"

Aiva sighed dramatically. "She has a thing for you."

Adam scoffed lightly.

"Does she?"

"Yes." She said it like it was the most obvious thing ever.

He shrugged, playing it off.

Inside, it was more complicated.

He knew.

Of course he knew.

He just did not know what to do with that knowledge. And he was already tangled in enough emotional threads. Luna lingered in his thoughts more often than he cared to admit. Complicating things further felt reckless.

Best to pretend.

Best to let it sit unaddressed.

At least for now.

He reached up and ran a hand through his thin dreads, then froze.

"Swimming cap," he muttered.

Aiva laughed. "Of course."

"I left it in my room. I'll be right back."

She waved him off. "Don't drown on land this time."

He shot her a look and turned toward the castle.

As he jogged lightly up the stone steps, sun warm against his back, he allowed himself one steady breath.

The day was bright.

The courtyard alive.

And yet somewhere beneath the warmth, beneath the laughter, something lingered in the back of his mind.

A green blast.

A hooded figure.

A debt beneath the lake.

He pushed the thought aside for now as he jogged up the castle steps two at a time, the echo of his bare feet against stone corridors chasing him like a second heartbeat.

The courtyard noise faded as soon as he crossed the threshold. Music dulled into a distant throb. Laughter became a muffled suggestion. Inside, the castle returned to its natural temperament, cool, cavernous, faintly smelling of old stone and polished wood. The temperature dropped noticeably. Sunlight filtered through tall, narrow windows in soft golden shafts that illuminated drifting dust particles.

The interior always felt like a maze.

Hallways branched at odd angles. Staircases spiraled unexpectedly. Some corridors widened into grand chambers with vaulted ceilings while others narrowed into intimate passageways lined with portraits whose eyes followed you if you stared too long.

Adam moved quickly, weaving through familiar turns, his mind half on the swimming cap and half replaying the faint unease that had brushed his thoughts earlier.

He rounded a corner and slowed.

One of the guest room doors stood slightly ajar.

Inside, Morris was getting dressed.

Adam paused instinctively, leaning back just enough to see without being obvious. Morris stood near the bed, pulling a shirt over his head. Sunlight from the tall window cast pale light across his shoulders. His movements were ordinary. Calm. Unbothered.

For a brief second, Adam's chest tightened.

Last night.

Water crushing around them. Pressure in his ears. Morris's leg kicking desperately as the siren dragged him downward. The look in his eyes before unconsciousness took him.

They had agreed to talk today.

They had not spoken since morning.

Adam exhaled slowly and nudged the door open further with his knuckles.

"Bro, you planning on modeling or actually coming swimming?"

Morris turned immediately, expression brightening.

"Adam," he said casually. "You trying to break into my room now?"

Adam smirked and stepped inside.

"Door was open. Fair game."

Morris laughed lightly and tugged the shirt down properly. "What's up?"

Adam leaned against the edge of the dresser, folding his arms.

He studied him.

No visible tension. No underlying heaviness. No subtle shift in posture that suggested shared trauma.

"You good?" Adam asked, testing.

"Yeah," Morris replied easily. "Why wouldn't I be?"

Adam tilted his head.

"After yesterday?"

Morris blinked once.

"Yesterday?"

The word landed oddly.

Adam felt something flicker in his chest.

"Yeah," he said slowly. "Last night."

Morris frowned slightly, not defensive, just genuinely confused.

"I went to bed early," he said. "I was exhausted from the drive and the boat ride and all that setup stuff. I don't even remember seeing you after dinner."

Adam stared at him.

The air in the room felt subtly thinner.

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