Kael's hand paused on the chain.
There wasn't any pain or agony, and not even a trace of urgency. He studied the woman ahead.
Short ash-brown hair and faint freckles. She was resting her hand on the same chain.
The man behind him held his own hair, completely still. Something about him looked broken in a way that had nothing to do with the body.
Then his eyes fell onto the pile of stones beside him.
Kael looked at his hand thoughtfully. Then brought it down.
His eyes sharpened the instant four hundred thousand Thoughts flooded back into his soul.
Ignoring the screaming pain that arrived with them, he reached into his coat and pulled out his notebook, dropping it open on the ground. His pupils moved between words as though struggling to keep pace with his mind. Then he split his consciousness.
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"It's too late." Syleena said, watching Kael push himself upright in his inner realm.
"Why are you still alive? Just die already."
The eye looked at them both. Unmoving.
"You know it too. You don't have time left to push my Will from the mote. It's… it's incredible."
Kael looked at her.
"Do you understand what this could become? With your shared experience and my knowledge I'm certain I can perfect it." She held it tightly. "It's a soul-bound mote at rank three. Who knows what it becomes at rank six, rank seven, rank eight? Who's to say it won't eliminate the possibility of failure entirely?"
"I'll climb. I'll reach the summit. Just let it happen, Kael." She worked through the last of his Will. "It's inevitable."
Kael reached his hand far back and cut a sharp arc through the air like a guillotine.
The river shook.
Waves erupted upward, then compressed into a single point. Like an arrow loosed from a bow it shot forward.
It flashed past Syleena like a wall of red, straight into the Obsidian Shard.
The Shard shook violently, absorbing the impact. Then it stilled. But the Will kept coming.
It cracked.
Then the entire Shard exploded into hundreds of glittering dust particles, catching the light of the inner realm as they scattered and fell.
Even so. Somehow. Only a consciousness, with no body to bleed, like a fallen angel cast from heaven, crimson streams began running from Kael's eyes.
He collapsed without a sound.
Black sand ran between her fingers in slow, relentless streams.
Her eyes moved to Kael. Then back to her hand.
Then a crack split the sky, like something fundamental giving way, black lightning tearing across the inner realm and connecting into a dark halo in less than a heartbeat. Root-like fractures exploded outward from it, branching and spreading until they covered everything above like the veins of something cursed.
"Ahah." Syleena grabbed her chest.
"AHAHAH."
"Did he really just do that?"
A broken laugh escaped her as she looked at his fading consciousness. She couldn't believe it. And yet she could think of no other way Kael would have acted. Of course he would do that. Of course he would claw his way back from the edge of death only to throw himself off it again, just to keep his mote out of her hands.
"Ahaha."
She folded forward, arms around her stomach, the laugh tipping toward something that wasn't entirely sane.
The eye twitched violently, snapping from side to side as though it couldn't find what it was looking for. It pulsed once, producing a sound like something wet giving way, and then it exploded.
Gold and white bloomed outward in every direction at once, moving the way a wave moves when it has nowhere left to go but everywhere.
Thousands of tendrils drove themselves toward the cracks. They compressed against the fractures, mushrooming and pushing through, stretching along every black branch until the entire ruined sky was threaded with them.
A warm yellow light washed over Syleena's face.
The mass rested there for a moment, filling every corner of the shattered inner realm. Then all of it condensed at once, drawing inward, pressing together until it sat flush against every edge of every crack.
Perfectly sealed.
Syleena watched it all unfold, a faint broken smile on her face.
—
"GHAA."
Kael gasped and pulled himself upright by the chain. He moved it to his mouth and bit down. Hard. With everything he had.
Icy pain screamed through his teeth, every instinct yelling at him to stop.
A sequence of cracks rang out as his teeth gave way one after another, fragments driving into his gums.
He bit down harder.
The chain shattered under the force, dissolving into silver specks.
He exhaled slowly, feeling the presence of Aven and Syleena vanish from his inner realm. Blood stained hair spilled over his shoulders as he let his head fall back.
The air was cold and faintly moist. Fresh, surprisingly so for somewhere this enclosed. Decomposing wood and hidden water filled the darkness around him with a smell that belonged to deep and ancient places.
Kael opened his jaw and stretched it until the muscles groaned. Countless tendrils emerged from his flesh, gathered the fragments of his teeth, and set them back into place one by one.
He raised his hand and looked at it.
Then it hit him.
It had worked.
His head fell forward. His shoulders shook once, quietly, and then his entire body followed as a laugh reverberated through the hollow mountain.
"YES. IT WORKED."
His mind was complete tranquility, devoid of any influence from the eye. Sharp as a mountain peak and entirely his own. His Will surged through its river with a violence that rivalled a rank four current. His Thoughts generated in chunks rather than streams, multiplying at a rate he struggled to put to words. His soul sat in such pristine condition it would have put every living Luminaire to shame.
"Ahahah."
He dragged his fingers through his hair, pulling it from his face.
The threads unraveled from his sewn eye on their own.
Beneath them, a pupil so golden it made real gold look tarnished.
He grabbed the notebook and flipped it open.
It made sense. All of it. Everything, stretching all the way back to his first encounter with the primordial eye.
Why had he learned the Smolten language? Why had he locked onto refinement with such sudden intensity? Why had he been so desperate for ingredients? Why had he killed the specific Luminaires he killed? Why had he returned to the hollow mountain? Why had he attempted the refinement at all?
He skimmed the pages again.
From the moment the eye had invaded his mind he had known something was wrong. He had been cautious, constantly second guessing himself. He understood it was doing something to him. But understanding it and being able to trust his own thinking were two entirely different things.
So in his darkest moments, when he had been least certain of himself, he had gone to Mael. A simple request. A rank one mote.
His mind was corrupted. Which meant his refinement could be too.
But Mael had succeeded. She had refined a mote that allowed Kael to transfer purified Will into it and write with it. Will he had hand selected himself, free of any white tendrils.
And through that the Feather Quill had written out his actual thoughts. The thoughts he would have had if the eye had never touched him.
Thus, every fracture of broken logic in the notebook had finally connected.
Every action that had seemed inexplicable, every decision that had felt almost too convenient, every moment where he had moved toward something without fully understanding why, it all resolved into a single coherent picture.
When the primordial eye had materialised outside his river of Will his mind had become clear. That was the signal. The moment he was finally himself again. He had pulled out the notebook and opened it.
The first sign had been the Smolten language. Kael had found it interesting, yes. But since when had he placed such importance on a dead language? Since when had that risen above everything else demanding his attention?
The second. After the eye invaded him he had thrown himself entirely into refinement, utterly confident in his own reasoning. He had committed resources he could barely afford without a second thought, certain that advancing in rank was the only path forward.
But was that really what Kael would have done?
No. It wasn't. Advancing through refinement was one possible route, but a dangerous one. The pace he had pushed had nearly brought him to ruin. The real Kael would have weighed that more carefully.
The third. He had started taking refinement requests under the belief that he would learn recipes and sharpen his skills. It had worked, but it had also revealed far too much. He knew better than anyone how rare the refinement pathway was. So why had he gone through with it anyway?
The fourth. When the arrow had pierced his hand and damaged Point Aegis, Kael had arrived at a conclusion he had believed was entirely his own. That he needed it to survive. That repairing it was necessary.
That was blatantly false. And so recklessly dangerous he could barely believe it even now, having lived through it.
Point Aegis was an extraordinary defensive mote. But what sense did it make to attempt a refinement he had never done before, at the precise moment two noble families were on the verge of open war? Point Aegis would have increased his chances of survival, sure, but attempting to refine it at the worst possible time was nothing short of a death wish.
And finally, he had concluded that the only place he could find the privacy required was the hollow mountain. The very place the primordial eye had come from.
He shook his head.
He had even plundered the Valthorne mansion for ingredients he didn't actually need.
Reading his own thoughts made it undeniable.
Everything he had done up to this point had not been driven by his own reasoning. It had been shaped by a carefully constructed mote with a single order: Guide and keep the host alive until it can perform the refinement required for its resurrection.
The eye had nudged and steered his thoughts toward refinement not because it wanted him to be skilled at it, but because it needed him to be.
He wasn't entirely certain what refinement it had been guiding him toward. But he had noticed the unnecessary ingredients appearing in his work.. Hells, even the idea of reverse engineering Point Aegis, hadn't been entirely his.
But because of this it had one fatal flaw.
For all that it was. A carefully engineered primordial mote, created by a Smolten mind across unknowable time, it lacked one thing. Real Will. It operated entirely on instinct and buried instruction, without the capacity for genuine thought or adaptation beyond what it had been built to do.
And Kael had noticed.
The mote had been so thoroughly programmed to preserve the host that when Aven crushed Kael's motes and drove his soul to what it registered as a critical threshold, its deeper instructions had overridden everything else. Resurrection could wait. The host could not be lost. So it had done what it was made to do before it was made to do anything else.
It had kept him alive.
And in doing so it had unknowingly begun resurrecting Kael instead of what it was built to resurrect. Not just once. Kael had been meant to die when Torin drove his spears through his chest, but the eye had stitched his soul closed and kept him breathing. The second time he should have died was when he destroyed his own soul-bound mote.
Kael's eyes sharpened at the thought. He rose, and the tendrils moved with him, closing the chain wound leaving nothing behind but a tear in his coat.
'Obsidian Shard.'
His expression darkened.
It was really gone.
Syleena hadn't been lying. By the time he had resurrected she was so deep into the refinement that there was no conventional way to stop her. What he had done was the only path available.
Still… It hurt like hell.
His mind had been fragmented when he made the decision. But across every possible way that encounter could have resolved, this was the only one that ended with Syleena not walking away with the mote.
It looked reckless. Foolish, even. But Kael was a refinement pathway Luminaire. He had spent more time studying Obsidian Shard than anyone alive had spent studying close to anything.
If Syleena had secured it in her inner realm it would have been impossible to retrieve. That much was certain.
But soul-bound motes shared one quality with primordial motes. Only one of the same could exist at any given time. By destroying it he had ensured one thing above all else. The next Obsidian Shard mote that came into existence would need to be refined from scratch.
It would be chaos. It would be a mess unlike anything he had attempted.
But of every Luminaire across all five continents, he alone held the highest chance of being the one to refine it.