She rarely drinks this kind of thing, so when the waiter asked her what she'd like to drink just now, she ordered a soy milk instead. But now, looking at that orange juice, just gazing at it, she found it incredibly tangy and delicious, and couldn't help but want to have a glass.
This feeling made her somewhat at a loss, and also a bit ashamed, yet she couldn't control it.
She didn't know what was happening to her. Recently, it seemed to happen often, suddenly wanting to eat something the moment she saw it, even things she was never interested in before.
Having been in the military for many years, she wasn't fussy about food, and could resist various temptations, but recently, there seemed to be signs of breaking this bottom line.
Though she was upset about this phenomenon, a voice in her head kept telling her it was okay; they were family. This wasn't the barracks, nor the battlefield. Just eat a bit, drink a bit, and everything would be fine when she returned to the troops.
