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Chapter 9 - »»——⍟——««A Drink to Forget, or Remember?

The amber Scotch swirled against the heavy crystal base of my double rocks glass, throwing warm, honeyed light across the polished mahogany counter of the low-lit lounge. I took a slow, deliberate sip, letting the peat and oak burn down my throat in the best possible way.

Across the corner of the leather-trimmed booth, Joshua Hudgens leaned back, wearing an easy, laid-back grin that suggested he possessed all the time in the city and zero corporate anxiety.

I hadn't budgeted for the evening to disintegrate into genuine enjoyment. This was supposed to be a ninety-second escape—a quick, transactional drink to numb the humiliation of getting carded by a retail clerk half my age. Instead, two hours had vanished into a haze of top-shelf liquor, sharp banter, and a tangle of fabricated family lineages I could barely track.

"You're a professional," Joshua noted, resting an elbow against the padded booth and tracking the way I held my glass. "Most twenty-somethings I date order overpriced elderflower seltzers and tap out after two diluted shots. You're pacing yourself like a senior partner celebrating a hostile takeover."

I raised a single eyebrow, letting a sharp, practiced smirk pull at my mouth.

"I learned from the best. My aunt Arisa didn't believe in mixer-heavy training wheels."

He chuckled, taking a slow sip of his bourbon. "That tracks. Miss Vance always looked like she could out-drink half the board of directors before signing off on the autumn campaign budgets. Now the family resemblance is clicking—she must be your personal blueprint, huh?"

I mirrored his grin, though the muscles around my mouth felt dangerously tight. "Something like that."

Joshua leaned in closer, the dim vintage sconces catching the glint of quiet intrigue in his dark eyes. "Alright, off the record—how many private spirits tastings did she drag you through? Or are you just naturally this unflappable?"

"Wouldn't you like to inspect my credentials?" I parried, my internal editor marvelling at how effortlessly the banter flowed—and how terrifyingly natural it felt to flirt with my own top commercial model. "Let's just say high standards are written directly into our corporate genetics."

Joshua's laugh was a low, resonant sound that momentarily drowned out the soft jazz trio playing in the corner. For five uninterrupted minutes, the absurdity of the situation dissolved. He believed he was out with Ariana—a clever, sharp-tongued twenty-year-old niece of the formidable fashion titan he admired. He had no idea the titan was sitting opposite him, nursing Scotch in a body that felt twenty years too light.

The secret sat heavy behind my teeth, sharp and dangerous as broken glass.

"So," Joshua said, idling with the ice in his tumbler. "Do you ever feel like you're burning through an absurd amount of energy trying to perform as someone else?"

The question sliced cleanly through the low hum of the bar. He hadn't delivered it like a heavy cross-examination, but casually, as if floating an innocent observation about the weather. Yet his words reached straight inside my chest, tugging directly on the frayed thread I'd been desperately tucking away all evening.

I dropped my gaze to my glass, instinctively fortifying my mental perimeter. "Where is that coming from?"

He gave a slight shrug of his broad shoulders. "I see it constantly in our industry. People adopting a persona until the original blueprint gets completely erased. Me? I spent four years after high school pretending I was going to follow my older brother into corporate law. Took a catastrophic contract dispute to realize I was living a life designed for someone else entirely."

I nodded slowly, an unexpected pang of solidarity stirring beneath my cynical exterior. "We all attempt to squeeze into molds that weren't cut for us."

Joshua tilted his head, his dark eyes locking onto mine with an intensity that made my pulse hitch against my collarbone. "That's the strange thing about you, Ariana. You have that exact same high-voltage focus your aunt had. You seem completely certain of who you are—or at least, your executive posture is so convincing nobody dares to question it."

A bittersweet smile touched my lips. If you only knew the sheer administrative chaos maintaining this posture requires.

Before I could craft a clever deflection, a sudden, violent thrum vibrated against my thigh.

My phone screen flared inside my leather clutch. I glanced down through the unzipped leather, my stomach plummeting as the glowing interface bypassed my lock screen entirely.

[SCAL CONTRACT ALERT]: Emotional Intimacy Threshold Approaching (Level 3). Reminder: Romantic Disclosure without Primary System Approval incurs immediate structural penalty.

[MAVRIK]: He's sweet, Arisa. But keep your tongue behind your teeth unless you want your real birth certificate leaked to the tabloids.

I snapped my purse shut, my hands growing ice-cold despite the alcohol. The system wasn't just monitoring my location—it was evaluating my heart rate and conversational depth in real-time.

As the hour grew late, the ambient noise of the lounge faded into background static. We exchanged stories—his about disastrous European runway casting calls where the shoes were two sizes too small, mine rebranded as 'Aunt Arisa's board-level catastrophes.' Each anecdote felt like an invisible thread spinning between us, drawing us closer across the small wooden table.

It felt terrifyingly like a second chance—a clean slate wrapped in warm leather and high-end liquor. But my internal clock was ticking down, and my fabricated identity was a house of cards waiting for a single gust of wind.

"Okay," Joshua said finally, setting his empty glass down on a paper coaster with a small, satisfied thud. "This was exceptional. Seriously—the best Tuesday night I've had in months." He leaned forward across the small table, his expression warm and entirely earnest. "Let's do this properly next time. Give me your number."

The request hit me like a splash of freezing water.

My mind raced through tactical options at emergency speeds. If I gave him my personal digits, his phone would instantly match the contact to Arisa Vance, CEO. If I gave him a fake number, I was sabotaging the first genuine connection I'd experienced in nearly a decade.

Joshua caught my sudden paralysis, his easy grin faltering slightly as he rubbed the back of his neck. "Did I misread the room? I'm usually slightly more refined at this whole dating dance."

"No, not at all," I said quickly, forcing my voice into an even tone. "It isn't you. It's just… corporate logistics. It's complicated."

Complicated was an insult to the situation. I was forty, legally missing from my own firm, living in a twenty-year-old body, and being babysat by an App's matchmaker.

I looked down at my hands, resting my palms flat against the cool marble edge of the table. "I had an incredible time tonight, Joshua. I really did. But…" I drew in a long, quiet breath. "I think it's best if we leave this as a singular, perfect evening."

The silence fell heavy between us, thick as fog. Joshua stared at me for a long beat, his expression shifting through surprise, disappointment, and finally a quiet, resilient composure.

"Wow," he said softly, a wry, self-deprecating smile curving his lips. "I didn't realize I was getting professionally decommissioned this quickly."

"I'm sorry," I murmured, and for the first time all night, I didn't have to fake the emotion behind my eyes. "It truly isn't you."

Before I could slide out of the leather booth and make a cowardly exit, Joshua turned toward the bar. "Excuse me, chief—do you have a pen?"

The bartender produced a slim metal ballpoint without breaking stride. Joshua grabbed a linen cocktail napkin and began scribbling a series of numbers across the white square in precise, confident strokes.

He slid the folded napkin across the polished wood toward me, his smile gentle, without a trace of pressure or lingering ego.

"No deadlines," he said softly. "No expectations. But if you ever decide your complicated logistics can handle another glass of top-shelf Scotch… my line is open."

I stared at the white square of paper lying between our glasses, my heart executing a strange, erratic rhythm.

"You don't have to make a decision tonight," he added, sliding out of the booth and towering above the table in his leather jacket. "Just… keep the option on your calendar."

He gave me one final, devastatingly handsome smile, pausing as his hand reached the heavy brass handle of the front entrance. "Take care of yourself, Ariana."

The name sounded like a tiny, elegant lie hanging in the air between us.

I sat alone in the booth for two full minutes, watching the heavy door settle back into its frame, feeling the weight of what I was deliberately walking away from.

Ten minutes later, the crisp night air cut through my coat as I stepped out onto the sidewalk. I opened my hand, looking down at the folded napkin resting in my palm. A dangerous, impulsive voice inside my head urged me to run down the avenue, grab him by the collar of his leather jacket, and tell him everything—the corporate takeover, the age regression, the entire absurd truth.

But I didn't. I was an executive; I managed risk, and Joshua Hudgens was a catastrophic hazard to my cover story.

I slipped the napkin carefully into the inner zip pocket of my coat, tucking it away like contraband.

My phone buzzed in my hand with a sharp, insistent pattern. I lifted the screen, bracing myself for Mavrik's inevitable commentary.

[SCAL SYSTEM LOG]: Target interaction terminated. Opportunity marked as: DEFERRED.

[SCAL NOTIFICATION]: Do not be discouraged by self-imposed delays. The algorithm will re-route target JOSHUA HUDGENS into your perimeter when readiness metrics align.

I stared at the screen under the amber glow of the streetlamp, a strange chill settling deep into my chest. Was the system promising me a second chance, or was it issuing a formal threat that I couldn't escape this match even if I tried?

I pulled my coat tighter around my shoulders, turned my face into the concrete jungle wind, and began the long walk toward my car.

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