Cherreads

Chapter 36 - Relationship Struggles

"You can't be serious," Irina said, even as she felt something deep in the pit of her stomach.

"I'm afraid I am," said the priest. He was the one who the Church had sent for their debriefing about the whole 'God being dead' thing. He was in his late twenties, with short brown hair. "Given the situation, we don't believe it is appropriate for you to return home. Staying in Japan, among the pagans, will be better for all involved."

"You're saying that because I learned God's dead! I'm still willing to fight!"

"That's true," he agreed easily, managing to maintain that calm and collected mien, despite the circumstances. "But it isn't just that you learned of the death of God. Your own compatriot, Xenovia, voluntarily left the Church entirely of her own accord, in order to be with..." He paused for a moment, glancing down at his neat little notebook. "Issei Hyoudou."

"She's just, uh, very in love," Irina said.

"Or," the priest countered, "she's allowed the death of God to drive her away from the Church."

"I'm ready to stay with the Church! Seriously!"

"That's why we're allowing you to stay with the Church - but do you really want this information to freely filter through ordinary parishioners?"

"Why not?" She demanded. "Even if God is dead, the angels are still real! Heaven is still real!"

"The Church has premised its authority on the 'tri-omni' nature of God. The fact that He is dead puts a rather large damper on that premise."

Irina let out a long huff. "How long am I supposed to stay over here?"

"Until you are informed that it is time to do otherwise by the Church. I will be taking my conclusions and notes back to Italy, so if I have made some grievous error, it will soon be corrected." Irina knew that he wasn't some maverick, so that wouldn't happen. "Failure to follow this dicta will result in expulsion from the Church."

At that point, he got up and left, leaving Irina alone with her thoughts. She just slumped down onto the desk, letting out a long groan. Why did this have to happen?

* * *

Yuuto felt some quiet gratitude for his contracts as a devil. It was understandable that he was the person Irina chose to unload her issues onto - he was pretty sure that Xenovia was still busy with her post-excommunication orgy - but it was only thanks to experience listening to office ladies bitch about their boss, coworkers, underlings, and husbands that he felt comfortable and normal listening to Irina's talking.

She was rambling, mostly, and partway through he'd convinced her to let him give her a back massage to help work out the tension. She relaxed in her seat, and the angle let him see just the hint of her breasts through the neck of her shirt, but he pushed those thoughts and feelings to the side. She was a sweet church girl, and he was not Issei.

"...so what do you think, Yuuto?" She asked, looking up at him. "It's just - I don't know what to do."

"I don't think that I'm qualified to tell you what to do," he said, "but I do want to help you decide what to do. Do you want to leave the Church?"

"No!" That was the answer he expected. "It's just- ugh!"

"I understand. The Church is important to you, right?" She nodded as he continued massaging her, trying to focus on her lips and face instead of her tits, which with her head craned back like this, were quite the tempting things. She was sweet and earnest and sexy, after all. "I think they've misread your response to finding out that God is dead. How does it make you feel, knowing that?"

"Mm..." She hummed as she thought it over. "I don't know. I guess- I guess it doesn't actually matter that much? It's kind of strange to say, but for me, religion has never really been about God? There's evil in the world to fight, and the Church knows and fights it. Taking down people like the panty thief ex-priest and Valper are the right thing to do, and the Church helped me do them. That's more important to me than Sunday school and stuff."

"Do you think you won't be able to fight evil as much, now that you're in this awkward position?"

"I don't know. I hope they'll still give me work. If they expect me to just sit here and do nothing, then... I don't know. That might actually push me away from the Church." He wondered about whether they would or not, his thoughts going to the fact that Xenovia and Issei could now openly be together, now that she left the Church...

As his thoughts wandered, Irina yawned, stretching her body and arching her back. Her breasts seemed to push against their confines in her t-shirt, and she plopped back into her seat in a way that left the curve of pale flesh visible. She absently tugged at the neck, and when he finally drew his eyes back to hers, she was smiling up at him, a mischievous look in her eyes. Had she spotted his wandering gaze? He got ready to apologize, but she spoke first.

"Hey, Yuuto," she said. "You like fighting evil too, right?"

He felt a heat fill his cheeks at those words. "Yes," he said - but his thoughts immediately went back to his miserable fight against the mud monster. He'd failed with that. Failed to protect her.

"What's the matter?" She asked, her expression instantly having turned from mischievous smile to concerned matron. It was the expression that his clients would wear if he showed up in a bad mood and failed to hide it. "You can tell me, seriously."

In his experience, women did like it when you tell them what's wrong... at least, as long as they like you, and about five other things, all of which applied in this situation. "...it's the fight. I couldn't protect you. I was too weak."

She frowned at that, looking away. "It's my fault. I rushed in like an idiot. If we'd waited for Xenovia and the rest to show up, the fight would have gone much easier."

"I'm a literal Devil, and a trained swordsman. I shouldn't have been outmatched by some random mage."

"We didn't have info either, because I didn't bother to wait." She reached up for his hand, giving it a gentle but firm squeeze. "It really is my fault. I'm not just saying that, okay? Let me be the one who feels bad, or I'll feel bad that you feel bad."

He let out a small snort at that line. "Sorry. I don't think I can manage my emotions that well."

She smiled warmly up at him, then stood up, leaving his massage behind. "I have an idea for a way to distract you," she said, and then surprised him by grabbing the base of her shirt and pulling it up. His eyes widened at the show, but she was showing her body to him, her full breasts contained in a hot pink sports bra. His eyes wandered up and down her body, and he did feel his lower body begin to surge to life. Her smile grew more vivacious as he became obviously distracted by her half-naked state. "How about you take off some clothes too?" She prompted.

He hesitated for a moment. Not out of any lack of desire on his part, but one small concern about her. Was this just a momentary impulse on her part? The way she looked at him expectantly, though, made him push away the thoughts. She was asking. He grasped the base of his shirt, pulling it off, and soon enough, they were necking on the couch, groping and fondling one another.

* * *

Irina should have jumped right to sex.

They were kissing and making out, and it was a lot of fun, feeling up Yuuto, taking off a little bit more of her clothes, slowly, bit-by-bit, to tease him, watching the way he eyed her up hungrily. When he'd first clambered atop her, she'd felt his hard on and kept on stroking it...

But she'd apparently teased him way too much, because at around the ten minute mark, he'd groaned and creamed his underwear. It was sexy, genuinely, to see him respond that way to her touch...

But he hadn't been able to get it back up. She'd even tried using her mouth on him (she was pretty sure guys liked that, right?), and kissing and licking had only gotten her the sharp taste of his cock and his cum. It was a nice enough taste, but his dick stayed soft.

"Sorry," he breathed out, as she stopped her licking and pulled back.

That was the main reason she was so mad at herself for not jumping right to sex. Sorry. It was her first time with her boyfriend (who she was pretty sure it was also the first time for), and he was apologizing. She didn't want to argue to him that it was fine! She didn't want to say it was okay! Those were cliches, and she was pretty sure the guy wouldn't listen!

So instead, she came up with a different idea: "How about you eat me out instead?" It would give him something to distract himself with, and hopefully, he'd get a hard-on in due time, at which point they could have sex.

"Ah, I've never done it before," he admitted.

"Don't worry, me neither," she told him with a smile, lying down on the couch and spreading her legs. She had washed up, so it should smell minty fresh down there.

He hesitated a moment longer, then went for it, getting down in between her legs and starting to work. His movements were tentative at first, his hands grasping her thighs, as he licked along the line of her sex. His eyes remained focused up on her as he worked, his lips soon making their way to her clit, first teasing it, then suckling at it.

He didn't take long at all to really work out how to eat her out, his tongue slithering along her insides hungrily, his nose brushing against her clit as he worked. She panted and gasped, while he brought one hand into things, fingering her softly, slowly, steadily. She bit back a moan - then a moment later decided to just let it out, to let him hear how good he was making her feel.

It encouraged him further, and her thighs were left quivering in place on either side of his head, and then - then she came, moaning on the couch, her body quivering as her legs snapped tight around his head on instinct, fruitlessly grinding his face into her pussy out of brainless arousal.

Eventually, she let out a long sigh, her orgasm ending, and released his head. He popped out from between her legs, and she smiled at him, trying to catch sight of his dick out of the corner of her eye without actually checking.

She was pretty sure his erection had not returned, so she placed one hand on the back of his head, directing him back down. "Back to work, lover boy," she told him, and he dutifully did exactly that, sliding back between her thighs to lick and suck and slurp.

* * *

He'd never gotten a boner again. Performance anxiety? Just guy body stuff? She knew Issei could go for hours and come a million times, but he had literal sex based superpowers. Yuuto was a devil, and she guessed that didn't mean he had infinite endurance.

Still! She'd avoided the horrible first time possibilities she'd worried about when she'd failed to get him back up! She hadn't had to tell him that it was okay once, and he'd enthusiastically eaten her out, and then they'd gone to bed and fallen asleep together...

Only for Yuuto to get woken up at like 2 AM by a telephone call. "Nn... I should take that," he told her, though he looked genuinely upset by it.

She was way too tired to argue. "Go ahead, take it," she told him, then closed her eyes and immediately went back to sleep.

A few minutes later, she was awoken by his teeth teasing at her earlobe, and her eyes fluttered open again. "Mhuh?" She mumbled out.

"I have to go, sorry. I didn't want you to wake up alone and not know why. One of my clients... I could tell her off, if you want, but these are my normal work hours..."

"Ish fine," she said, too sleepy to comprehend much about his words besides the fact that she'd be able to get back to sleep faster if she said that. He leaned over her, kissing her softly on the lips, and then left her in the bedroom. She fell right back to sleep almost instantly, uncaring about anything other than her need for sleep.

* * *

Now that Yuuto was away from Irina, massaging Chihiro as the woman complained about her incompetent subordinates, his thoughts wandered freely. It was hard to really focus on Chihiro's words, even though it was his job, but luckily, he knew Chihiro just wanted to vent. She never wanted to hear more than an "mhm" and a "sounds tough."

He had failed to protect Irina. She had tried to distract him with her breasts (successfully), but then he'd wound up coming in his pants and failing to perform. He rarely masturbated, and definitely never twice in a row, so the idea that he couldn't get it up again had been both disappointing and unpleasant. He'd managed to compensate with cunnilingus, bringing her off a half-dozen times, but... he hadn't actually been able to have proper sex with her.

He was a failure as a man.

When he had that thought, it seemed so obvious and precisely true. He had been Irina's boyfriend, and he'd been too weak to protect her. She'd been ready to offer her virginity to him, and he'd been unable to get it up. She'd obviously tried to reassure him, but...

He let out a long sigh, and Chihiro spoke up. "Yuuto?" She asked, sounding concerned.

"Sorry," he said. "Your subordinates just sound so exhausting, I felt a little exhausted by sympathy," he lied easily.

Chihiro smiled at that, letting out a little snort. "I can imagine. Hikari can be such a klutz. I try to give her guidance, but..."

He zoned out again, and refocused back on his feelings of inadequacy. His closest male friend right now was Issei, and, well... in comparison to Issei, it was obvious that Yuuto sucked.

Issei had saved Rias from her arranged marriage. Issei had saved Irina from the mud monster. Issei had even saved Yuuto himself from Fried, almost getting himself killed in the process. He was heroic, brave, and capable.

He also definitely never had any problems performing for his girlfriends, if the various noises he'd heard were any indication.

He shook his head. He shouldn't be jealous of Issei. He should be happy for his friend. "That's crazy," he said, when he noticed Chihiro glancing up at him out of the corner of her eye.

She just snorted. "When you get to be my age, you'll see it really isn't."

Yuuto just nodded along, glad that she hadn't noticed his attention wandering.

* * *

I was sitting in Gasper's room, right next to her at her desk. Her face was bright red - super cute! - as the glow of the computer screen lit both of us up. Her fingers gingerly drove the mouse to her history - brave! She didn't purge her history! - and she soon found what she was looking for. Sexy hentai of hot girls getting airtighted by a duplicating shota with a big dick! Very hot!

Actually, was there a way for me to copy myself? That'd be fun! I'd have to ask Rias! I glanced over my shoulder back at the bed, but Rias was still recovering from the hard sex, having wound up cuddling with Xenovia in my absence... I hoped Xenovia wouldn't be upset by waking up that way!

"Ah... you don't like it?" Gasper asked.

"No!" I immediately replied. If your girlfriend shows you her porn, you have to like it! That's the rule! Even if it was really weird! Okay, probably there was some point where you could stop liking it, but it wasn't this! Alright, maybe there was an element of honesty too... but none of that applied here! "I like it! It just made me wonder if I could get duplicated and then have sex with all three of your cute holes at once."

That worked its magic on Gasper, alright - she immediately turned red! "Thank you... well... yeah... this is what I used to masturbate to..."

"Oh?" Used to? "What do you masturbate to now?"

Her cheeks turned red at the realization of her own verbal slip-up. Sorry, Gasper-chan! I need to learn what you're into! But also it's cute like that! "I-I don't really, um, masturbate any more, because you're always having sex with me."

Sorry, Gasper! Lying to your boyfriend is no good! I took hold of the mouse and scrolled up in the browser history, and she eeped loudly - actually using her Forbidden Balor View on me! From my point of view, the mouse just vanished from my hand and appeared in hers, and she turned red as my gaze fell on her. "Gasper, it's cute and sexy that you're horny and masturbating to new stuff. As your boyfriend, I want to know what kinds of things you're into now!"

It took a little bit of coaxing, but soon she was revealing what she was newly into: cute reverse traps getting railed by big buff guys! Cute tomboys getting railed by big buff guys! Cute petite girls getting railed by big buff guys! Basically, she was masturbating to me fucking her, but through the lens of hentai, so I was a bully or a commanding officer or her master or something sexy like that. Her face was bright red and she'd completely stopped talking, her eyes only flicking up to the screen to show me the next thing in her browser history, then going down.

Ah! It's cute you're embarrassed! But also sad! "How about we do some sexy roleplay, like in one of these scenes?" I asked her. I casually slid my hand up her thigh, starting to tease at her pussy with my fingertips, and she shuddered softly at the touch. "Since you're already dressed up like a maid, I could be the cruel young master?"

"I-I like the nice young master ones more," she said, hesitating slightly.

Too cute! My pure innocent Gasper-chan! "I understand," I agreed immediately. "It's a forbidden love, where I want you so badly, but I don't want you to feel pressured to have sex with me, so instead... uh..." I wanted to fuck Gasper really hard right then. Really, really hard. "You seduce me."

She hesitated just a second - but then she reached out for my groin, softly caressing my dick through my underwear. "Ah... Master... is it like that because of me?"

"It is," I told her. "Do you want to take care of it?"

She turned pink at that, biting her lower lip, but clambered into my lap. She just tugged down my underwear, and my cock immediately sprung up and to life, pushing away the skirts of her maid outfit, creating a pleasant bulge. "I'll take care of it... with my pussy," she breathed out, then slid her wet sex down my length, making me groan at the sensation of her cunt tightening up around my cock, my whole body shivering in pleasure. It felt so good! "It feels good?"

"Yes! It's fantastic, Gasper! Ah, can you go harder?" She blushed, and did her best, raising and lowering her hips, but sitting in my lap in the chair was an awkward position, so her pace wasn't that great. She let out these super cute little 'unf' noises as she struggled, so I enjoyed it for a little while... but I couldn't take it! Browsing sexy hentai with my girlfriend was too much to be followed by Gasper's slow movement, especially because she was really trying to go faster! "I'm going to take over the pace now," I warned, just grabbing her by the hips. "I really, really like you, Gasper-chan, so please!"

"Yes... Master... you can-" was as far as she got before I started to just pump her up and down my cock. She squeaked in surprise at the sheer force of it, but I made her come in short order, ramming her up and down my dick. With her petite body, and my vastly increased strength, it was easy for me to fuck her as hard as I liked. Her small, light body felt so good around my dick, her flat chest looking obscenely sexy, and I just rammed roughly away at her body.

I was basically jerking off with Gasper's body at that point, just pumping her up and down on my cock, and that thought led me to give Gasper another orgasm to try to make it up to her - and then the tight spasming slick wet hole of her cunt, gripping and squeezing at my cock, made me want to stop even trying not to come. "I'm gonna come," I growled out in her ear, and I could feel her clench around me in excitement.

That was all the permission I needed. I just groaned as I unloaded inside her, firing off shot after shot into her waiting pussy, her whole body shuddering and trembling on my cock. I drew her close to me - and then just mashed her face into mine, pressing her moaning lips into my own mouth, my tongue invading her mouth even as my sperm tried to make their way to her (nonexistent) womb.

When I was finished coming, I broke off the kiss, panting heavily right into her face, my gaze flicking behind her to the computer screen, while Gasper herself just stared at me with lidded eyes. She was just too sexycute, staring at me like that, and I corkscrewed her around on my cock, making her look at the computer screen. "Find your favorite hentai," I told her, and her cheeks glowed as she started to flick through her browser history, her pussy tightening up.

Soon enough, we were looking at intense hentai about a big, buff guy with a huge dick, just absolutely wrecking a sweet tiny girl. They were childhood friends to lover, but the real thing was: the guy's huge dick just absolutely wrecking her! It wasn't sweet and gentle lovemaking, it was the kind of intense fucking that saw the girls' arms get grabbed and her eyes peel back as her man just absolutely wrecked her.

So I did exactly that! I grabbed Gasper's wrists and rose to my feet, making her squeak and twitch in pleasure, before I started to just ram away, pounding at her. She was actually a little too short, and she was standing on her very tip-toes on the backs of her feet - but I was making her come like crazy at that point, railing away at her, and I leaned in and over her, kissing along her neck and then forcibly twisting her head to one side to let me just fuck away.

"Ahh..." Akeno's hot, breathy voice came from her seat, and I ignored her for the moment! The remote for her vibe was... somewhere! Not in my hands or close enough to grab! "Issei-sama and Gasper-chan are such a sexy, gap moe couple... I just wish that Issei-sama had been able to accept Gasper-chan as she was originally."

"Shush, you! I'm fucking Gasper right now, none of that bratty nonsense!" I ordered her. Gasper couldn't talk, but she actually did manage to nod, her head bouncing up and down as I fucked her relentlessly. "If you have to talk, you should just say how pretty and cute Gasper is like this, like a supportive girlfriend!"

"She is cute," Akeno agreed. I could hear her wiggle in her seat, but I was just mashing my lips up against Gasper's again, continuing to inflict endless orgasms on her all the while. Gasper moaned and gripped and squeezed my cock hungrily. "You're so big and strong, and she's so tiny and small, isn't she just adorable and easy to fuck? Her toes aren't even touching the ground any more, she's just speared on your cock like that... ahn... I want you to make your harem even bigger, for you to get even taller and buffer, so you can make me feel like that."

That's not how it works! A bigger harem just makes me stronger, it hasn't changed how I look at all, not after the first huge boost! Although, if you want me to be even taller, maybe I could wish for that? How much could an extra two inches of height cost?

"You're making her feel so good, Issei-sama. After you creampie her again, you should make her pay you back with her mouth," she explained. "I bet that sucking your cock helps her control her Forbidden Balor View, isn't that a sexy thought? Just by blowing you, she makes her life better. That's why you picked that option, isn't it? Gasper-chan's life just gets better and better the more you fuck her and use her mouth, Issei-sama. She should definitely be thankful she gets fucked by your cock."

I groaned into Gasper's mouth at those thoughts, and Gasper herself moaned happily alongside me, her whole body lifted up by my dick, my hips pistoning back and forth as her body wobbled in the air on my cock.

"Before she became your loyal little blowjob slut, who has to suck your dick to keep her powers, poor Gasper-chan was a complete virgin hikikomori. Now, she gets fucked on the regular, and can go outside without constantly using her Sacred Gear! That's the power of Issei-sama's cock! Her taste in hentai totally changed too, isn't that so cute? Gasper-chan was so pathetic that Issei-sama could reshape her completely around his dick."

Those words were sexy - but also mean! I decided to let go inside of Gasper's pussy, and let out an animalistic growl into my petite girlfriend's mouth. Once I was done coming, I pulled out of her, and she trembled as she struggled to regain her balance, even with my help. I decided to just heft her up bridal style, enjoying her cute flush, the way she tugged up her skirt to make sure no cum dripped onto it, and walked over to where Akeno was sitting, still spread eagle, still resting atop a saddle vibe. I plopped Gasper down on the floor at that point, and she stared at Akeno with flushed cheeks and clear arousal.

"I need to find the remote for Akeno's vibe," I told Gasper. "While I do that, feel free to bully her however you want. You can slap her around a little too. She only says things like that because she wants to get bullied."

"S-slap her?" Gasper looked at her hand, while my gaze went across the room. "But I like Akeno..."

"She's a total sub, don't worry about it. Just grope her until she starts acting bratty again, then show her what for." Seriously, where had I left the damn vibe remote?

Gasper nervously stepped forward - and then grabbed Akeno's tits, fingers sinking into them with a horny, roughy inexperience. Akeno gasped at the touch, her gaze smoldering as her eyes locked onto Gasper - who promptly accidentally activated Forbidden Balor View. "Eek!" She gasped out, pulling her hands away - and the resulting image of Akeno, tits still being groped as if by an invisible hand, was a damn sexy sight, making my cock throb and pulse in the air. "Oh no, I used my Sacred Gear on her! Ah! I did it again!"

"She's just helping you stress test your control, that's why she's acting like that," I reassured Gasper, gently patting her head. "Just take a deep breath, put your hands back on her tits, and release it. Don't let her even know that you used it."

Gasper gulped and nodded, reaching forward to get back to groping Akeno's huge boobs, her fingers sinking into the soft flesh like there were built-in handholds from where the earlier fingermarks had been made. Only then did she release her Forbidden Balor View, and she tried to look tough as she glared directly into Akeno's eyes. "Issei says I can grope you as much as I want, and you're his sub, so that means it's the truth, right?"

"Ahm, Issei-sama? Is it true that I'm just a piece of meat you throw to your other girlfriends? You know I'm a sadist and domme when it's not you, and you still do this to me..." She fluttered her eyelashes and pouted.

"When you distract me like this, it makes it harder for me to find the damn vibe remote."

She giggled softly at that, jerking her head. "It's in Rias's hair, Issei-sama," she said, and I glanced over, soon noticing the glint of it through Rias's luscious red locks. Rias let out a mumbly noise as she sleepily cuddled with Xenovia, and I just turned on the vibe, simultaneously forcing Akeno to come.

She moaned happily in pleasure at that, casting her head back. Gasper stared wantonly at Akeno's naked body, continuing to grope her tits even more roughly. Akeno's wide open mouth gave me all sorts of ideas...

* * *

Yuuto needed to talk to Issei. It was the wee hours of the morning, so he was probably still asleep - but he'd never left the ORC building after bringing Xenovia over, so he had to still be here. He searched through the rooms for a bit, before finally settling on Gasper's. He leaned into it, pressing his ear to the doorway, wanting to make sure that he wasn't going to end up 'interrupting' the sex.

"Mhm, suck Issei-sama's cock with me," Akeno breathed out, and Yuuto immediately got a boner that he wished he'd had the previous night. Akeno was a beautiful girl, after all, so it was only natural, hearing something like that. "We have to suck Issei's cock regularly, you know?" A soft, feminine hum, clearly obscured by a dick, came from inside the room. "Issei's big, hard cock... he's so mean, to have made it so that you have to suck his cock to get stronger."

"I didn't know it would actually happen!" Issei said loudly. "Actually! The really mean thing would be if I hadn't bought blowjobs as a possibility! Initially it had just been titfucks, but then I thought about flat girls like Gasper-chan! So apologize to me and Gasper both!"

Akeno giggled lightly, and the interruption in Akeno's dirty talk provided enough space for Yuuto to realize what the hell he was doing, hurriedly stepping away from the door like it was on fire. He stumbled away, back to his own room...

And his thoughts turned to what Akeno had said, about blowjobs making you stronger.

He hadn't been able to protect Irina with his current level of strength. But what if...?

You can read the next chapter on my Subscribestar at https://subscribestar.art/posts/2669347 , for the low price of just $3. You also gain access to the latest chapter of my other stories.

More Chapters