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Chapter 230 - What Kate Saw

 

 

For one second, no one moved.

Then Edward looked toward the sitting room door. "Wait here."

No one argued.

There was no need to move the children. Bella, Renesmee, Leah, Harry, Nancy, Siobhan, and Maggie were already in the sitting room from the Irish reveal. Harry still stood close to Leah. Nancy had not let go of her. Renesmee stayed near Bella, watching Edward with the kind of trust only a daughter could give her father.

Siobhan shifted one quiet step closer to the children.

Maggie stayed near Bella.

Neither of them said anything.

They did not need to.

Their choice was already clear.

Liam stepped out first. Edward followed. I came last and pulled the sitting room door closed behind me.

The Irish had already listened. They had seen. They had chosen. Now two of them remained with Bella, Leah, and the children while Liam stood with Edward and me to face the next arrival.

A witness inside the room.

A witness outside it.

That was new.

Jacob stayed where he was outside the rear of the house. I could hear him through the wall, breathing slow and controlled. He did not move toward the porch. He did not try to circle behind anyone.

For once, he seemed to understand that being ready did not always mean being closer.

Good.

Because Denali was close enough now that even I could hear them.

Fast.

Not attacking.

Not calm either.

Edward stood a few steps back from the door, leaving it clear without making a point of it. Liam settled near him, tense but formal, and I stayed close enough to the sitting room door to reach it if I needed to.

A sharp knock struck the front door.

Edward opened it before anyone knocked again.

Kate stood on the porch, with Tanya, Carmen, and Eleazar close behind her.

Of course Kate was first.

They looked nothing like the Irish had when they arrived. Siobhan had been cautious. Liam suspicious. Maggie watchful.

Tanya's face was composed, but the stillness was too tight. Carmen stood close to Eleazar, her eyes moving over Edward, then Liam, then me.

Eleazar's gaze stopped on me, not with recognition but with confusion.

His eyes narrowed slightly, not hostile, but wary, as if he had reached for an answer and found nothing where one should have been. Whatever his gift told him about other vampires, it did not seem to know what to do with me.

That made two of us.

Kate saw Edward first.

Then Liam.

Then me.

For a second, the hard line of her mouth changed.

"Thomas."

"Kate," I said. I knew her from my wedding to Edythe, but that was the extent of our connection.

Liam inclined his head slightly. "Kate. Tanya. Carmen. Eleazar."

Tanya returned the gesture. Carmen did too. Eleazar's attention was still half on me, but he gave Liam a brief nod.

Kate barely seemed to notice.

Edward stepped back from the doorway. "Come in. Please."

Kate entered first.

Tanya followed close enough that her hand nearly touched Kate's arm. Carmen and Eleazar came after them, Eleazar looking once more at me before his attention moved to the closed sitting room door.

Edward gestured toward the living room.

No one looked like they wanted to sit.

For a moment, no one did.

Then Tanya took the chair nearest Kate, making the choice before the room could turn into a standoff. Carmen sat beside Eleazar on the sofa. Kate sat last, on the edge of the nearest chair, angled toward the closed door as if she might spring back up at any second.

Edward remained standing.

So did Liam.

So did I.

Tanya's gaze moved over Edward's face. "Where is Carlisle?"

"Not here."

Kate's eyes sharpened. "Obviously."

"Kate," Tanya said.

Kate ignored her. "Where is he?"

"With Esme," Edward said. "They left to bring back friends who may be able to help."

Carmen looked toward the closed sitting room door, then back to Edward. "Help with what?"

Edward did not answer that yet.

Tanya's expression tightened. "Where are the others?"

"Rosalie and Emmett are gone for the same reason," Edward said.

Kate's eyes moved to me. "And Edythe?"

My chest tightened.

"She went to bring back a few friends who might help as well," I said.

Kate's face shifted.

"She left you here?"

"She hated it."

Kate studied me for half a second longer. Her expression did not soften exactly, but something in it recognized the shape of that answer.

Tanya looked at Edward again. "Alice and Jasper?"

Edward's stillness changed.

Not enough for human eyes.

Enough for every vampire in the room.

"They are gone," he said.

Carmen's hand tightened on Eleazar's.

Tanya's voice lowered. "Gone where?"

"We do not know."

That landed badly.

Kate stood so fast the chair barely had time to make a sound.

"You do not know where half your family is, Carlisle warned us the Volturi had already chosen an ending, and Irina has not come home."

There it was.

The real reason they had come.

Not curiosity.

Not loyalty alone.

Fear.

Tanya did not correct Kate this time.

Carmen looked toward the floor. Eleazar's face had gone still and hard.

Edward said nothing.

Kate's eyes flashed. "Do you understand what that looks like from our point of view?"

"Yes," Edward said.

"Do you?" Kate demanded. "Because from where we stand, the Volturi may not be stopping with you."

The room went quieter.

Tanya's voice was controlled, but not calm. "Carlisle warned us that Aro had already chosen an ending for your family. We could not know whether that ending stopped with you."

Carmen spoke next, her voice tense. "We live as you do. We have stood with you before. If the Volturi decided your way of life had become inconvenient…"

"They could decide ours was too," Eleazar finished.

Kate's jaw tightened. "And Irina is missing."

Behind the closed door, someone shifted.

Small.

Almost nothing.

The Denali heard it.

All of them.

Kate's head turned sharply toward the sitting room.

The house reached her then.

Bella's absence from the living room.

Leah's heartbeat behind the wall.

The smaller hearts near her.

Wolf scent.

Vampire scent.

Life where life should not have been.

Kate's eyes narrowed. "What is in there?"

Edward did not answer immediately.

Tanya rose slowly from her chair. "Edward."

"The Irish are here because they came to act as our witness," Edward said.

Kate looked back at him. "Witness?"

"For when the Volturi come."

"Carlisle did not call us here to witness anything," Kate said.

"No," Edward answered. "He did not."

"Then do not assume we came to stand in whatever trial Aro has invented for you."

"I do not assume that."

"Good," Kate snapped. "Because we came for Irina."

The room changed.

Just a little.

Enough that Eleazar noticed.

So did Liam.

Kate saw that and went sharper. "Do you know where she is?"

Edward's expression did not move.

That was answer enough for me.

It was not enough for Kate.

"Edward," Tanya said quietly.

"I will answer," Edward said. "But first you need to listen."

Kate stared at him. "No."

"Yes."

"Do not hide what you know of my sister, Edward."

"I am trying to keep you from making a mistake."

Kate's face went white with fury.

Tanya touched her arm.

Kate shook her off without looking away from Edward. "Do not speak in riddles."

"I am not."

"Then answer me."

Edward's voice lowered. "Listen first."

The room seemed to draw in around that one command.

Behind the closed door, no one moved.

Tanya's eyes narrowed first. Not with fear. She listened like a leader, separating one sound from another, trying to build a shape out of pieces that refused to fit.

Carmen's hand found Eleazar's without looking.

Eleazar tilted his head slightly, attention sharpening with every second. His gaze moved once toward the closed sitting room door, then back to Edward.

Kate only looked angrier.

Whatever she heard behind that door did not answer her question about Irina. It only gave her more questions, and Kate did not seem in the mood to collect those patiently.

Edward waited.

Longer than she liked.

"Edward," Kate said.

"Breathe."

Her jaw tightened.

Eleazar did first.

Carmen followed.

Tanya after her.

Kate did not.

For one hard second, I thought she would refuse simply because Edward had told her to do it.

Then she inhaled.

The reaction was immediate.

Confusion.

Tanya's gaze cut toward the closed door. Carmen's expression shifted into something softer, but uncertain. Eleazar went very still.

Kate's face changed the most.

For half a second, anger dropped out of it.

Then it came back worse.

"What is behind that door?" she demanded.

Edward did not answer.

Eleazar's eyes remained on the sitting room. "There are heartbeats."

"Yes," Edward said.

"More than one."

"Yes."

"And the scents…" Eleazar stopped, dissatisfied with every word available to him.

"Do not make us guess," Kate snapped.

"I am trying to keep you from guessing," Edward said.

Tanya looked from Edward to the door. "Whatever is in that room, it is not something we know."

"No," Edward said.

Carmen's voice was quiet. "Someone in there is frightened."

Bella answered from the other side of the door. "Yes."

Kate's eyes cut toward Bella's voice.

For the first time, she seemed to register the people waiting behind that door instead of only the answers being kept from her.

It did not calm her.

It made her angrier.

Tanya looked from Edward to the door. "How many heartbeats?"

"Four," Edward said.

Eleazar's attention moved to the sitting room door, then back to Edward. "One adult. Three smaller."

"Yes."

Kate's eyes narrowed. "And Bella?"

"Inside," Edward said.

Kate's face tightened. She understood that much, then. Bella was inside, but Bella's heart was not one of the four.

Carmen looked toward the door again. "And the fear?"

Edward's voice lowered. "Also inside."

That did not make Kate calmer.

It made her look toward the door as if she could tear the answer out of the wood.

Tanya stood fully. "Enough. Show us."

Edward looked toward the sitting room door. "Slowly."

Leah answered from the other side. "That was already the plan."

Under any other circumstances, I might have laughed.

I crossed to the sitting room door and put my hand against the wood.

"Ready?" I asked.

This time, Leah did not say no.

She said, "Slowly, the raised voices have them tense."

I opened the door.

Bella stood with Renesmee beside her. Leah stood with Harry and Nancy pressed close, one child on each side.

Siobhan stood behind them and slightly to the side.

Maggie stood near Bella.

Not crowding.

Not guarding in any way the children would notice.

But present.

Tanya went still.

Carmen's free hand rose toward her mouth.

Eleazar looked as if several answers had arrived at once and none of them were welcome.

Kate saw Renesmee first.

Then Harry.

Then Nancy.

For one second, all the proof in the world did not matter.

Not what she had heard.

Not what she had smelled.

Not what Eleazar had almost understood.

Kate saw small bodies in a vampire house, and something old and broken looked through her eyes.

"No."

Tanya turned toward her. "Kate."

"No." Kate's voice cracked sharper this time. Her eyes locked on Edward. "What have you done?"

Edward did not move.

"You did not call us here," Kate said. "But you let us come. You let us walk into this."

Renesmee took half a step back into Bella.

Harry's grip tightened in Leah's shirt.

Nancy hid her face completely.

Kate did not seem to see that.

Not yet.

Her eyes stayed on Edward.

"You have killed us all by letting us come here."

The room went colder.

Bella pulled Renesmee behind her.

Leah's arm went across Harry and Nancy before either child could move.

I stepped forward protectively without meaning to.

Edward's voice stayed low. "Kate, listen to what you already heard."

"I heard enough."

"No," Edward said. "You are letting your eyes override everything else. That is the problem."

Kate recoiled.

Tanya stared at her, grief moving across her face before understanding did.

"Kate," she said quietly. "You are seeing Vasilii."

Kate froze.

"No."

"You are," Tanya said. "You heard heartbeats. You smelled something impossible, but not frozen. You knew better until you looked."

Kate's mouth opened.

Nothing came out.

Harry's voice came small from behind Leah's arm.

"Did we do bad?"

That broke something.

I saw it happen.

Kate's eyes snapped to him.

For the first time since the door opened, she seemed to see his face instead of the shape of him.

Harry was pressed against Leah, one hand twisted in her shirt, eyes wide and afraid and trying very hard not to cry because the room was full of strangers.

Nancy did not even look out from behind her mother's leg.

Renesmee stood half behind Bella, both hands clenched in the fabric of her mother's shirt.

They were not a memory.

They were not Vasilii.

They were children.

Kate's fury faltered.

Carmen moved before anyone else did.

Not toward the children.

Toward Kate.

She touched Kate's arm gently, carefully, as if even comfort could bruise.

"Look at them," Carmen said.

Kate shook her head once.

Carmen's voice stayed soft. "Not at what you remember. At them."

Kate looked.

This time, she looked longer.

Tanya stood beside her now. Eleazar had not moved, but his face had gone grave in a way that made him look older than stone.

Maggie spoke from beside Bella. "They are telling the truth, you know I have ways of knowing a lie."

Kate's eyes flicked to her.

Maggie did not flinch. "All of them."

Kate looked back at the children.

Her voice came out rough. "They look…"

She stopped.

No one finished the sentence for her.

No one needed to.

Edward's expression had not softened, but his voice did. "That is why we needed you to listen first."

Kate closed her eyes.

For a second, I thought she might leave.

Then Nancy peeked out just enough to see her.

Kate opened her eyes at the movement.

Nancy whispered, "Are you mad at us?"

Kate's face changed again.

This time, the grief made it all the way through.

"No," she said.

The word was barely there.

Nancy did not look convinced.

I did not blame her.

Kate swallowed and tried again.

"No. I am not mad at you."

Harry looked up at Leah. "She sounded mad."

Leah's hand moved over his hair. "She was scared."

Harry looked back at Kate. "You yell when you are scared?"

Kate's mouth trembled.

Only once.

"Sometimes," she said.

Harry considered that with the grim seriousness of a child judging adult behavior.

"You should not yell at kids."

The room went silent.

Jacob made a low, strangled sound from outside.

Leah closed her eyes. "Harry."

"What?"

Kate stared at him.

Then, very slowly, she lowered her head.

"You are right," she said.

That did more than any explanation could have.

Nancy peeked out farther.

Renesmee looked at Kate for a long moment.

Then she looked down at her own hand.

I knew what she was thinking before she moved.

She had shown Maggie because Maggie had asked with care.

Kate had not asked.

Kate had yelled.

Renesmee's hand lifted a little, then stopped.

Bella saw it too.

She crouched beside her daughter and kept her voice low. "You do not owe anyone proof."

Renesmee looked up at her.

Bella brushed one careful hand over Renesmee's hair. "If someone wants to see, they can ask. Nicely. Then you can choose."

Renesmee looked back at Kate.

Kate had gone very still.

She had seen the hand start to rise.

She had seen it stop.

Good.

Then Renesmee lowered her hand and tucked it into Bella's.

Kate swallowed once.

She understood that too.

Carmen understood before Kate did.

Maybe before anyone did.

She looked at Renesmee's lowered hand, then at Bella's face, then back to Renesmee.

"I would like to understand," Carmen said gently. "But only if you want to show me."

Renesmee did not move right away.

Good.

I was becoming very fond of every second she made the room wait.

Bella stayed crouched beside her. "Your choice."

Renesmee looked at Edward.

He did not nod.

He did not encourage.

He only waited.

That mattered too.

Renesmee studied Carmen for a moment longer. Then she lifted her hand, palm up.

An invitation.

Not proof dragged out of her.

Not obedience.

A choice.

Carmen seemed to understand that. She lowered herself slowly, not quite kneeling, but close enough that Renesmee did not have to reach up to her.

"Thank you," Carmen said.

Then she touched Renesmee's hand.

Her eyes widened.

Eleazar went completely still beside her.

Carmen did not pull away. Her expression softened first, then changed into something I did not have a name for.

Wonder, maybe.

Grief too, but not the kind Kate had brought into the room.

This grief was gentler.

The kind that came when the world was larger than you had known, and you were sorry for having doubted it.

"Oh," Carmen whispered.

Renesmee held her hand there for another moment. Then she lowered it and stepped back against Bella.

Carmen stayed where she was.

"She remembers," Carmen said softly. "She remembers being born."

Kate made a sound that was almost a denial.

Carmen turned her head. "She remembers Bella. Edward. The others. She remembers being loved."

Renesmee's fingers curled into Bella's sleeve.

Bella's face did something painful and fierce at the same time.

Edward looked away for half a second.

I pretended not to notice.

Eleazar had not moved.

His eyes were on Renesmee now, sharper than before. Not hungry. Not dangerous. Focused in a way that made me understand why the Volturi had once valued him. He was not looking at Renesmee like a child. He was looking at what she could do.

Then his gaze moved to Edward.

Then Bella.

"Fascinating," he said quietly.

Bella stiffened. "What is?"

"Her gift." Eleazar looked back at Renesmee. "It follows a pattern, but not a simple one."

Edward's attention snapped fully to him.

Eleazar glanced at Edward. "You hear thoughts."

Edward said nothing.

Eleazar looked at Renesmee. "She speaks directly into the mind."

Renesmee pressed closer to Bella, but she did not hide.

Then Eleazar looked at Bella. "And yours is a shield. A mental defense. Yet she passes through it by touch."

Bella stared at him.

"My what?"

Eleazar paused.

For the first time since he had entered the house, he looked genuinely surprised.

"Your shield," he said. "You did not know?"

The whole room changed.

Not with fear this time.

With recognition arriving late.

Edward went very still.

Bella looked from Eleazar to Edward. "A shield?"

Edward's face had gone distant in the way it did when too many pieces fell into place at once.

"Aro could not read you," he said.

Bella blinked. "When I was human."

"And Jane could not hurt you," Edward said. "Not the way she expected. Not in Volterra."

Leah's head lifted sharply at that.

So did mine.

I remembered Volterra.

I remembered Aro reaching for Bella and finding nothing. I remembered the flicker of interest that had crossed his face when he realized he could not hear her.

I remembered Jane too.

That was harder to forget.

Her smile. Bella's silence. The brief, ugly pause when pain did not do what Jane expected it to do.

Eleazar nodded. "It was present before, then. Stronger now, I would assume."

Bella looked down at Renesmee. "But Renesmee can show me things."

"Through touch," Eleazar said. "That may be the distinction. Your shield is mental. Defensive. Hers is physical contact carrying thought past the barrier."

Renesmee frowned. "I do not hurt it."

Bella's expression softened immediately. "No, sweetheart. You do not hurt it."

Eleazar's voice gentled. "No. You bypass it."

Renesmee looked at him as if that word was not helpful.

Edward translated. "You found the door instead of pushing on the wall."

That made more sense to her.

It made too much sense to me.

Bella was a wall.

Renesmee was a door.

Edward was standing in the room realizing his wife had always been the thing Aro could not collect properly.

Kate was still staring at Renesmee's hand.

Not reaching.

Not asking.

Just staring.

Tanya noticed. Her voice softened. "Kate."

Kate did not look at her.

"She was born," Carmen said again. This time, she said it for Kate alone. "Not made. Born."

Kate swallowed.

The movement looked painful.

"She is not Vasilii," Carmen said.

Kate closed her eyes.

"No," she whispered.

Carmen looked toward Harry and Nancy. "And they?"

Leah's arm tightened a fraction around them.

I answered before anyone else could.

"They were born too."

Kate's eyes opened and moved to me.

Something in her face twisted. "Yours?"

"Yes. Mine and Leah's."

"What about Edythe?" she asked.

Harry was the one to answer. "She is Mom too."

Nancy, still half-hidden, looked toward me. "Is Edythe coming back soon?"

Kate's face changed at the way Nancy said Edythe's name.

So did mine.

"Yes," I said. "Before dark."

Nancy held on to Leah a little tighter.

Kate looked at me then.

Not angry.

There was too much in her expression to name cleanly.

Edythe's absence.

The children.

The fact that Nancy had asked for Edythe like she was part of the promise holding the room together.

Kate looked away first.

Tanya stepped closer to the doorway. Not close enough to frighten anyone. Close enough to be heard without raising her voice.

"What are they accused of?" she asked.

Edward did not answer immediately.

That was answer enough.

Eleazar's face hardened. "Immortal children."

Carmen's hand went to her mouth.

Tanya closed her eyes.

Kate went utterly still.

The words had done what sight had not finished.

They had named the wound.

"No," Carmen said.

Edward's voice was quiet. "Yes."

Tanya opened her eyes. "The Volturi believe this?"

"The Volturi were told this," Edward said.

Kate's gaze snapped to him.

The room seemed to narrow around her.

Edward looked at Tanya first. Then Carmen. Then Eleazar.

Last, Kate.

"Irina saw them," Edward said softly.

For one second, Kate did not understand.

Or she refused to.

Then she did.

"No."

Her voice was not loud this time.

That made it worse.

Tanya's face broke open. "Edward."

"She saw them from a distance," Edward said. "She saw Renesmee with Bella and Jacob. She did not come closer. She did not listen. She did not ask."

Kate shook her head once.

"No."

Edward did not soften the next words.

"Alice saw her go to the Volturi."

The silence after that was different from all the others.

It was not confusion.

It was not fear.

It was the sound of a family hearing the shape of its own disaster.

Kate moved back one step.

Then another.

Tanya reached for her, but Kate pulled away.

"No," Kate said again, but now it sounded less like denial and more like a plea.

Carmen's eyes were fixed on the children. "She thought…"

"She thought she saw Vasilii," Tanya said.

Her voice was barely there.

Kate's face crumpled with fury so fast it almost looked like pain had turned inside out.

"She went to them," Kate said.

Edward said nothing.

"She went to the Volturi."

"Yes."

Kate looked at the children.

This time, she saw them.

I knew she did, because horror crossed her face without the old accusation behind it.

Harry pressed closer to Leah.

Nancy whispered, "Is she mad again?"

Leah's answer was quiet. "Yes."

Nancy's fingers tightened.

Leah added, "But not at you."

Kate heard that.

Of course she did.

Her eyes flicked to Nancy, then away, as if looking directly at her hurt too much.

"I am not angry at you, little one," Kate said.

Her voice shook.

Nancy did not hide this time, but she did not step forward either.

Smart girl.

Kate looked at Edward. "Why did you not stop her?"

Edward's face did not change.

"I did not realize what she thought she saw until Alice saw the Volturi coming."

Kate flinched at Alice's name.

Tanya did too.

There was another absence in the room now.

Alice.

Jasper.

Carlisle.

Esme.

Edythe.

Every missing Cullen became heavier at once.

Eleazar's voice was measured, but grim. "If Irina gave them this accusation, they will use it whether they believe it or not."

"Yes," Edward said.

"And if they know the accusation is false?"

"They will still come."

Kate laughed once.

There was no humor in it.

"Of course they will. They were already looking for an excuse."

Tanya looked toward the children again. Her face had settled into something colder than grief.

Decision, maybe.

Not an easy one.

Not yet complete.

But forming.

"What do you need?" she asked.

Kate's head turned sharply. "Tanya."

Tanya did not look away from Edward. "What do you need?"

Edward held her gaze. "Witnesses. Not fighters, unless it comes to that. We need people who can say they saw them. Heard them. Watched them change. Watched them learn."

Eleazar nodded slowly. "Growth. That is the proof."

"Yes."

Carmen looked at Renesmee. "And memory."

"Yes."

Tanya's eyes moved to Harry and Nancy. "And them?"

Leah answered. "They eat. Sleep. Grow. Get bored. Ask questions they should not ask in rooms full of vampires."

Harry looked up at her. "Was that me?"

"Yes."

"Oh."

Kate made a sound.

This time, it was almost not broken.

Almost.

Tanya looked at Kate.

Kate did not look back.

Her eyes stayed on the children.

For a long moment, no one spoke.

Then Kate said, "I am still angry."

No one argued.

Her jaw tightened. "Do not mistake that."

Edward's voice was low. "I do not."

Kate looked at Renesmee.

Then Harry.

Then Nancy.

"But I am not angry at them."

Nancy studied her very seriously.

"You still look mad," she said.

Kate closed her eyes.

"I know."

"You should sit," Harry said.

Leah sighed. "Harry."

"What? You say to sit down when I am mad and think about why I am mad."

I looked at Leah.

Leah did not look at me.

Her mouth twitched once, which was unfair because I was trying very hard not to laugh.

Kate stared at Harry.

Then, slowly, she sat.

Right there, on the edge of the nearest chair, like she had no idea how she had ended up obeying a child in a room full of people waiting for the end of the world.

Tanya sat beside her.

 

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