Anning had really gone back this time, into one of the lives where she'd been controlled by the Main God.
In that life, she'd had a pretty miserable time of it.
To sum it up, that life of hers was the story of a cannon-fodder side character in a dog-blood drama: I love you, you don't love me, so I'll marry your dad instead.
She was a concubine daughter of the Miao Family. Her concubine mother died early, so her legitimate mother never spared her a glance. The concubines and servants at home were always bullying her, and even her own sisters looked down on her.
That kind of upbringing made Miao Anning extremely cowardly and inferior.
Originally she thought that maybe when she grew up, her legitimate mother would marry her off to some not‑so‑good family. After marriage she might be nitpicked, beaten and scolded, but at least life would go on. Her whole life would just pass like that.
